So this is A Kogan AU story, its a one-shot but it might have a part two if enough people want it, James and Kendall are brother, five years apart, Kendalls ten and James is fifteen along with his best friends Carlos and Logan, and Kendall has a huge crush on Logan, so go read if you wanna find out more!
I Love My Big Brothers Best Friend:
James was sitting in his bedroom with his two best friends Carlos Garcia and Logan Mitchell, the three had been best friends there whole entire lifes, since they where in diapers really, Carlos was lounging on his bed, hitting the wall with a small bouncy ball and Logan was sitting on his bedroom floor, propped up by his hands as he leanend back as James went threw his huge CD collection.
He heard his dad enter the house from a distance, and James texted his father hello because he was to lazy to go down stairs, he heard his dad laugh in the distance and he got a text back, which made him smile, since his father was terrible with a phone.
James listenend as he heard his dad, Aaron, say hello to his step mother Jen, Jen was like his real mother, because he had never meet his birth mother, well he had, but he didnt remember her, she died when he was two and Aaron had re-married when James was four years old and Jen was all he remembered for a mother, and then when James was five Jen got pregnant and suddenly he had a little brother, named Kendall.
"Yo James, are you done with that yet?" Carlos asked.
"Almost." he said, rolling his eyes.
Suddenly the door to his room was opening and his little brother was pranching in, his shiny blonde hair surrounding his pale, tiny face like a hallow, and his huge green eyes looking up at James with a smile and dimbles digging into his cheeks.
"Why didnt you say hi to me when you came home!" Kendall said with a pout.
"Sorry bud, Logan and Carlos were distracting me." James said with a chuckle.
"Oh, Hi Carlos." Kendall said exitedly as Carlos would, and Carlos gave him a high five as he said hi back to the blonde.
"Hi Logan." Kendall said shyly with a blush.
The shaggy haired teen smirked up at the younge blonde, it wasnt a secret in the Diamond house hold that Kendall had a huge crush on Logan, except Kendall didnt know everyone else knew, Jen and Aaron thought it was adorable and in a weird way so did James, thought he made Logan promise not to hurt Kendalls feelings, which made Logan roll his eyes, Kendall was just a little kid, he wasnt that much of a horrible person he would break a ten year olds heart, while Carlos agreed with Jen and Aaron and thought it was beyond adorable and said he and Kendall should get married.
"Hi Kendall."
Kendall blushed when his crush said his name and bit his lip while turning to Carlos and sitting at the edge of James's bed.
"Can I stay in here with you guys, I'm pretty sure mommy and dad are kissing down there." Kendall said, looking at the floor with a discusted face.
Carlos laughed.
"Whats bad about kissing?" James asked.
"Kissing is gross." Kendall said with a shudder.
"James kisses girls and boys all the time." Carlos pointed out.
"James is gross, then." Kendall said with a nod.
"Cant agrue with that, but kissing isnt that gross, Kenny, one day you'll meet a nice girl-" Logan started but Kendall cut him off.
"I dont like girls." Kendall said seriously.
"Huh?"
"I dont like girls, I like boys, cuz If I had to kiss someone I would rather kiss a boy." Kendall said, not blinking and looking at them all seriously.
"Aw, thats so cute." Carlos said.
"Any boy you got in mind for that buddy?" James asked, giving Logan a side glance.
Kendalls eyes refused to look at Logan even as he blushed and looked into his brothers hazel eyes.
"Not really." he lied.
James and Logan smirked at the blonde, knowing exactly who he would kiss if he could, Carlos just smiled at the adorable blonde as he tried to look relaxed.
"Would you kiss Carlos?" James asked him.
Kendall looked at Carlos with a frown, his little brow srunching up as he observed the Latino, Carlos was pretty, he had nice eyes and he had nice hair and he was very nice to Kendall even when James wasnt.
"I dont know." Kendall said with a shrug.
"Would you kiss Logan?" James asked with a smirk.
Kendall looked at Logan with wide eyes as the brunette smirked up at him, Logan was very lovely, Kendall loved the brunette shaggy dark brown hair and his sharp, alamond shaped choclate colored eyes, and that lovely pale skin that reminded him of cookie doe to vanille cookies, and that lean, muscular frame, thoose nice cheek bones and nose and thoose moist looking light pink lips. But that wasnt the only reason Kendall liked him, he was smart and sweet and he always included Kendall when the little blonde was around and yelled at James when he was mean to him.
Kendalls cheeks burnend at the very though.
"I dont know." he repeated.
"Then how do you know you like boys?" Carlos said with a smile.
Kendalls cheeks turnend crimson, looking down at the floor as his finger rubbed at his brothers bed sheets.
"Aw does Kenny have a crushie rushie?" James teased him.
"Shut up." he muttered.
"Tell us!" Carlos demanded, earning a glare from Logan and James, they knew Kendall would never tell, but still, just in case he did it would be too awkward if Logan had to reject the younger boy, plus Logan would feel like a asshole for doing so, knowing Kendall would cry.
"No." Kendall said.
"Do we know him?" James asked, after the first no it was safe, Kendall wasnt one to change his mind on a subject.
Kendall was quiet for a second, eyes widening a little.
"No." he lied.
Carlos rolled his eyes behind the blondes back, sharing a look with Logan.
"Tell us about him." James said.
"Why do you even wanna know anyways!" Kendall snapped.
"Cuz I'm your brother, its like, a rule or something." James said.
"Well I dont wanna tell you! He'll never like me anyways, he's older and I'm just a baby to him, so stop rubbing it in my face!" Kendall told them, tears brimming in his eyes as his bottom lip trembled a little.
James suddenly felt like a asshole, Kendall was to much of a sweetheart to hurt, James almost wished Kendall was older, maybe Logan would actually like him then.
"Buddy look I'm-"
"Just forget it! I'm gonna go bake cookies with mommy!" Kendall whispered, walking out of the room as fast as he could, wipping at his left cheek with one of his little hands before running downstairs.
"I feel like a dick." James told them.
"Dito." Logan said with as frown.
"Poor kid." Carlos said sadly.
Kogan Kogan Kogan Kogan
When James, Carlos and Logan finally went down stairs everything seemend calm, Aaron was sitting on the couch in the living room watchijng the news with a bored expression, his face lit up a little when he saw the three darker haired boys walk into the room.
"Hey boys." Aaron greeted them.
"Hey." The three said as one.
Aaron started to say something before looking around for a second and saying in a soft voice.
"Do you guys know whats wrong with Kendall?"
The three boys shared a look.
"Why? whats wrong with him?" Carlos asked, nerovusly.
"Ever since he came back downstairs he's been silent and all teary eyed." Aaron said with a frown.
Logan shifted around a little bit as James bit his lip, and surprising it was Carlos who anserred him.
"We started pressing him on who he liked so he snapped at us, and said it didnt even matter because that guy didnt see him that way." Carlos muttered just loud enought for Aaron to hear, eyes falling on Logan.
Aaron nodded in understanding he opened his mouth to say something but stopped when Kendall walked into the room, eyes red and puffy, he didnt look at the three boys, instead he just climbed onto the couch next to his dad, hiding his face into his fathers chest.
Aaron wrapped his arms around him and kissed the top of his son's head.
"You okay buddy?" Aaron asked him.
Kendall shrugged.
"You sick?"
Kendall shock his head, he moved his head so he was staring up at his dad with sad green eyes.
"My heart is broken,daddy."
Logan felt like someone had just punched him in the face, James felt like he was going to be sick and Carlos looked like he was about to join the little boy in crying. Aaron looked like was couldnt breath, he petted his sons hair.
"I know how that feels son." Aaron assured him.
Kendall nodded as thought he had expected it, he looked at Aaron for a second, he looked like he was about to say something but then he said something else.
"I made cookies. Do you want some?" Kendall asked.
"Do James,Carlos and Logan get some as well?" Aaron asked.
"Yeah. I made James seprate ones with fake sugar cuz he doesnt like the real stuff, and I made Logie ones with extra choclate chips cuz I know he likes them." Kendall sighed sadly when he said 'he likes them' the look on his face almost wistful, Logan felt like he was going to be sick.
"Where are my cookies!" Logan demanded trying to smile.
Kendall got up without saying a word, coming back a moment later with a green bowl filled with about two dozen cookies, he handed them to Logan.
"Thanks Kenny, sweet bowl." Logan said, green was his favrite color.
"Greens your favrite color." Kendall said sadly.
Logan frownend but Kendall didnt react he just left the room again, with sad eyes and a broken heart.
Kogan Kogan Kogan Kogan
Kendall sighed from where he sat at the island in the middle of the kitchen, he was mixing the brownie mix for the brownies he nad his mom would make after dinner was done, cooking always made him feel better, and since Jen had seen how upset her baby was she had pulled out every cookie,cake,muffin,and brownie box that she had in her pantry, but nothing seemend to be working, the blonde still sat there with a heart broken look on his face, not saying a word.
"Whats wrong baby?" Jen asked, though she already knew, she wanted her son to tell her.
"Nothing,mommy." Kendall whispered sadly.
Jen put down the spoon she had been using to mix the mashed potatoes, and went over to her son, kissing the top of his head.
"You know you can tell mommy anything, dont you?" Jen asked him.
Kendall nodded, Jen sighed, obviously knowing Kendall wasnt going to say anything to her.
She gave him one more kiss on top of his head and went back to her cooking, Kendall was silent behind her.
"Hey mommy?" Kendall asked.
"Yes?" she asked him, turning around.
He blushed and looked at the floor for a second, before looking back at her with the most inocent eyes.
"Have you ever loved someone who didnt love you back?" Kendall asked her.
Jen looked like her heart had just broken and dropped into the pit of her stomach, she swallowed and then sighed, taking a seat next to him and taking his hand.
"I think that Logan does love you, just not in the way you might want him too, but he does love you."
Kendall looked at her in shock.
"A mother always know." Jen smiled.
Kendall nodded, he looked at the fridge for a second, before looking back at her seriously.
"I guess I'll have to accept that. But I'll always love him,mommy, I always will." Kendall said, and the look on Kendalls face, Jen believed that this was true, and it was sad to think at such a younge age Kendall was already in love for life.
"Maybe one day he'll wake up." Jen said.
Kendall nodded with a little smile on his face.
Kendall was much more happy after that, he bounced around the kitchen, helping his mom with all the food and then he set the table, for the six of them, because Logan and Carlos where spending the night.
When the food was on the table in bowls, Kendall went into the living room to get the boys, Aaron,James, Carlos and Logan where all sitting on the couch, lazijng around, all looking worried when the little blonde walked into the room, but he was smiling.
"Its time for dinner, me and mommy made mashed potatoes and stake and peppers and stuff like that." Kendall said with a smile.
"YAY!"
Aaron was off in a flash making the four left behind to laugh, the three teenager then got up and headed into the dining room past Kendall, Carlos ruffled his hair, James kissinh the top of his head, when the where gone Logan went to walk past him but Kendall grabbed his hand and Logan looked down at him with a smile.
"You want to sit next to me Logie? I get first pick on food." Kendall said the last part in a sing-song voice.
Logan smiled and ruffled his hair with his free hair.
"How thoughtful of you." Logan said.
Kendall smiled like the sun, then pulled Logan into the room by the hand since neither of them had let go yet, everyone looked shocked at there touch when they walked in but no one said anything, happy to see the shining smile on the blondes face.
Kendall pushed Logan into the chair next to his and then climbed into his room, folsing his legs under the table so he could reach.
James shared a look with Logan but the pale brunette just shrugged, giving Kendalls a affectionate look.
Kendall gave himself some food, and then he got of his chair to give it to Logan, but then he stopped and looked at Logan for a moment, the brunette looking at him back with a small smile, Kendall put the bowl down and then lunged forward, giving Logan a tight hug, arms around Logans neck and hug on his chest.
"Awwww." The other four cooed.
Logan smiled and hugged Kendall back, kissing the top of his head.
"I love you little guy." Logan said.
"I love you too, Logiebear." Kendall smiled.
So maybe Logan didnt see him as anything but a little brother right now, but he was okay with that because he would always love Logan Mitchell and that was all the mattered.
So I hope all of you liked this, I was thinking about making a part where Kendall and Logan might get togther when Kendalls older but I dont know, so tell me if thats a good idea or not, and if you would like to see that.
Lots of Love,
Sarah