christmas wish
I held my baby girl on my side as my eyes welled up with tears watching Dimitri and Tasha pull up in their car. I glanced down at my girl who was almost two years old. She put her head on my shoulder and rubbed her eye with her tiny fist.
"Momma…" I heard her whisper. I kissed her head.
"You sleepy?" she nodded against my shoulder. "Okay then, baby." I walked across the hall after leaving my room to put her down for a nap. I read her Goldie Locks and the Three Bears, gave her a kiss, and made my way downstairs.
"Rose!" Tasha shouted
"Shh, Lena just went to sleep!" Well, that and I couldn't stand her voice.
"Why is she asleep Rose?" Lissa asked, whispering.
"We were up half the night after she had a bad dream." I said back sleepily.
"Who's Lena?" Tasha looked confused.
"My daughter" Dimitri's head dropped.
"Ohh…" She said sadly. Ha bi**h guessing you didn't get a baby as soon as you planed.
"Um Liss, I'm going to go down to the store, we need some more of the biscuits Lena likes. Does anyone want anything?" I said looking into the cupboards.
"Nope…unless you guys need anything?" Lissa asked Tasha.
"Yah, but it can wait." Tasha told us.
"Rose?" Dimitri asked.
"What?"
"Do you mind if I come with you?"
"Do whatever you want." I said grabbing my coat and opening the front door as he followed.
"So… you have a child."
"Yeah, why?"
"I was just wondering who she was at first. "
"Oh. Well now you know"
"Who's her dad?"
"Just some loser who ran out on me."
"Oh."
I smiled as I listened to the snow crunch beneath my boots. "It doesn't matter anymore. I did get some good out of it. I got Olena." He looked confused.
"How old is she?"
"Almost two." He nodded in response. "So, I heard you got your old job at St. Vlad's back."
"Yeah, I did."
"So do you have any kids?"
"No Roza. You know I don't."
"No I didn't. That's why you left, remember?" I walked ahead of him and he ran in front of me and kissed me, but I pushed him away. "Don't. Just, don't."
I walked back crying and I shot through the door looking in the living room and saw Tasha with my baby! I went in and took her out of her hands. "Rose!" Lissa scolded me.
"Momma!" Olena hugged my shoulder as I ran up stairs with her.
"Its okay pretty girl." I cooed. Someone knocked on my door, so I put her down, wiped my wet cheeks, and answered it. It was Adrian, my current boyfriend. I clung to him pressing my face in his shoulder as he hugged me.
"Shh it's okay."
"I'm so sorry, I love you."
"Why are you sorry?" He confusedly asked me. I pulled him in as I heard the front door open.
"I let him kiss me! I pushed him away but... please don't be mad."
"I'm not mad."
"Addin!" My little girl ran to him.
"Hey baba." He lifted her onto his arm and wrapped the other one around me. "I could never be mad at you."
"I love you"
"Love you too, Rose."
5 hours later
Tasha went to visit someone, Adrian went home and Lissa and Christian were going to have dinner leaving me, Dimitri and Olena on our own. "Rose, what time is it?"
"6:30." I said giving my little girl her soup for dinner.
"Tasha should be back by now." I rolled my eyes.
"Maybe she just got busy or something." I pretended to care.
"Maybe." He smiled at Olena and she reached out for him. "Rose, could I hold her?"
"Dimitri I.."
"'mitri!" Lena kept reaching out for him
"Okay" he picked her up and a tear rolled down my cheek. "Um, we're staying at Adrian's tonight so we have to go, but you can put her in the pram for me if you'd like." I ran up stairs and got our bag ready. I went down stairs and put Lena in her pram with her favorite teddy bear. "Say bye."
"Bye 'mitri!" She waved at him.
"Bye Comrade." I whisperd. After that, I took a deep breath and walked out the door to Adrian's, unlocking the door. I wheeled the pram with a half asleep Lena into the kitchen before walking upstairs to Adrian's bedroom. I found him with some blonde bi**h and an asleep Tasha. My heart broke into tiny pieces; I ran into the kitchen.
"Rose, wait!" he was coming down the stairs. "Rose…" He stood in front of me, barely sober and only in a pair of boxers. I pushed him away.
"Get away from me!"
"I'm sorry." He slurred.
"I hate you so much!"
"You have to believe me!" I walked into the living room and smashed a picture of us before i kicked the Christmas tree over.
"How long?" he didn't answer. "HOW LONG?" I yelled.
"4 months." He muttered. I ran out the house with my little girl who was completely oblivious to why her Mummy was breaking down. When I got home, I slid down the wall crying my heart out.
"Roza…" I heard a deep, Russian accented voice say.
"Dimitri!" I stood up and cried into his hard chest. "He was with her! He was with Tasha!"
"Are you sure?" I nodded in response.
"That and some other girl." He held me tighter when someone started banging on the door. It was Adrian! Before I had the chance to speak, Dimitri lunged at him, making him fall on his as*. I shut the door quickly after that, dragging Dimitri in, trying to calm him down. He walked into the kitchen as I went upstairs to bathe Lena before putting her to bed. I put my long, warm leopard print pajamas and white fluffy slippers on. After that, I went down stairs and saw that Dimitri was in pieces. I pulled him into the living room before turning the fire on and sitting with him on the couch. He pulled me closer to him, I looked at him with watery eyes. He kissed me and, surprisingly, I kissed him back. I pushed myself onto his lap, straddling him as he pulled his legs up on the couch so that he was lying down. I bent down, kissing his neck as his hands slid up my back. I felt him smile against my shoulder when he found no bra strap. My hand cupped his erection causing him to moan, while my other hand rubbed is shoulder.
"Roza…" he moaned.
"I know baby." My lips found his ear as my hands found the button on his pants. I wasted no time undoing them as his hands pulled off my slippers, dropping them on the floor before putting his hands down my pants, caressing my butt, moaning when he found no underwear. My fingers were tugging at his jeans when we heard Christian cough. Dimitri put his head back and sighed he redid the button on his jeans. He got up leaving Lissa and Christian staring at me. "What!"
"What! What about Adrian and Tasha?" I shook my head and stormed out.
"Rose!" Lissa was shouting at me as I ran. I got to my room and sobbed into my pillows when someone opened my door quietly. Dimitri walked in, climbing onto the bed next to me, wrapping his strong arms around me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry." I sobbed as he cooed to me and kissed my cheek.
"I love you." I smiled as he told me.
"She's yours." I cried into his shirt a little more. Dimitri didn't reply, he just kissed me hard. It was so full of passion as he lay fully on top of me without breaking our kiss.
"I know." He broke our kiss and I went numb.
"How did you-"
"I just did. That, and you did choose my mother's name." I laughed.
"It seemed right at the time." He kissed my neck, sucking on my throat as his hands played with the buttons on my top. My-our- baby had to ruin the moment by crying for me. I sighed, "I'll be right back." I walked into her room.
"Its okay little girl." I took her into my room and said, "Dimitri, can you hold her a sec?"
"Yeah." I put her bedding into her travel cot. When I turned around, she was asleep and curled up in Dimitri's arms. I smiled at them.
"What are you smiling at?" He asked.
"You two look so perfect together." He smiled.
"She's so pretty, like her mum." He got up and put her into the bed before wrapping his arms around me and picking me up bridal style. I smiled at him as he put me down on the bed. He then pulled my blanket over me kissed my forehead and climbed in next to me before resting my head on his chest, whispering,"merry chrismas eve roza"
i know it's lame and i dont get alot of comments and stuff but i was just feeling festive ... and you dicied if it stays as a one shot... sorry about my spelling ... and if anyone has any ideas four my story (i'll wait for you) or (lonely hearts) let me no and thankyou spiritflighting for beta(ing) both chapters
megan*