This is my first Fanfiction and I have no experience with it so I would love some reviews and some suggestions to improve it. English is not my first language so I'm sorry if there are any mistakes.
I don't own any characters they belong to the books of Cassandra Clare.
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Still Loving You
Chapter 1: Can't Stop Loving
Magnus turned around and left the subway tunnel. He still felt the taste of their kiss on his lips. The last kiss we'll ever sharehe thought bitterly. He felt a tear rolling down his cheek.
He still loved Alec but he knew he had to forget about him.
Buried in thoughts Magnus made his way home. Anger but also a deep grief was running through his veins. He thought of the great times he had with Alec.
Their first meeting. Their first kiss. All the memories that were hurting so bad.
He arrived at his loft. It was in a horrible mess. During his illness he hadn't got the time to tidy up and he never cared. But today was different. He looked around and saw all the things that belong to Alec. The black sweaters and the ordinary blue jeans he used to wear. As he took a closer look he could also see some of his weapons leaning at the wall.
As he looked around his sight was stuck to his couch. The memories he had tried to avoid came over him.
He saw Alec sitting on the couch and blushing while asking him for a date. He saw Alec and Chairman Meow cuddling. He saw Alec sleeping on the couch when he returned home. He saw himself sitting on Alec's lap and kissing him. He saw all the happiness and love they felt together.
Suddenly the feeling of endlessness swallowed him like a wave. It was like it has been the first time he saw clear. It was obvious. He would never forget about Alec. Though Alec wasn't his first boy - or girlfriend he was different. He had never felt like this before and he would never be able to feel like this again. But it was on Alec to fix their relationship. It'll take it's time to trust again, but time heals all the wounds as everyone used to say. Maybe there would be another chance for them Magnus thought.
Magnus felt like crying his eyes out. He entered his bedroom and buried his face in one of Alec's sweaters. He had to sleep. Work was waiting for him the next day.
Suddenly the doorbell rang. He got up and scuffled down the floor to open the door.