Mind you he doesn't say no.
I know, as his dad, shouldn't but I can't help it. I feel awful but those moments make it so worth ones where his eyes are fluttering closed, back arching, nails are ripping into my back and he's giving me kisses so endearingly. Sometimes though I think of how my deceased wife would react to this but then I think of those moments. Yes those few seconds make the feelings of awfulness worth it.
Mind you he doesn't say no.
