Disclaimer; I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS!
I Can't believe what I did last night how did it even happen, he is married for gods sake. Why would he want me when he has a beautiful wife.
Flashback:
The war had just ended the day before, now was the time to start celebrating our freedom no more worrying over Lord Voldemort. Everyone in the order had come to Head quarts 12 Grimmaulds place. Harry, Ginny, Ron and I were chatting away with the rest of the Weasley's. We all started to get tipsy, music playing in the back round. Ginny got everyone up to start dancing, bout an hour later a ton of dances later I was dancing with Bill, I already danced with Harry, Ron, Neville, Fred, George, Charlie and Lee. We were dancing so close together, I didn't realise till now how hot he was, I always knew he was good looking but Now he is just sexy,even with those scars on his face that he got from Greyback in my sixth. I want him, I want him so bad. Not sure if it the drink talking but I need him. Its such a shame he is married the fleur she doesn't deserve him, she has treated him the same since he got his scars and is now werewolf, she is scared something will happen to her, she leaves him two days before the full moon for a week, he needs someone that will help him before and after to look after him. We danced a few more songs before we split up to get more drinks. I wished we stayed dancing. I find Remus and Tonks with little Teddy he is growing up so quick, I talk with them for a while before they leave to put teddy to bed. I wonder round talk to everyone, I see Bill and Fleur in the corner having what looks like heated but quiet argument. After an hour I decided to go floo to the burrow to take a walk outside more stumbling than walking but I need to clear my head. Tonight was so peaceful, I walk to the lake not far from the house. I hear a noise behind, I pull out my wand just in case, turn slowly to see the most beautiful thing, Bill looking at me with lust in his eyes, his eyes have turned amber. I'm freeze not sure what to do, when he slowly walks over to me never taking his eyes off me. All I want him to do was lay me down right here on the grass and take me as his own. He finally reaches me, pulls me to him, cups my cheek in his big hands. His lips slowly move to mine, I can't believe this is happening I can't even bring myself to stop him. I know this shouldn't be happening he is married. But I want him even if its just one night. No one has to know about this. Nothing will happen from this I know that As soon as his lips touch mine, I was a goner for him. We stayed together for the rest of the night. I woke up to find him gone. I knew he would regret being with me. I sort myself out before going back to Gimmauld place.
End of Flashback!
Hear I am siting in my room thing bout how wonderful last night was, I realise I'm in love with him. I don't know when or how it happened by I am. I wish he was mine. How can I face him or fleur now. I know I have to otherwise someone will know something. All the Weasley's harry, remus, Tonks are here now time for acting as nothing has happened. I hope I can do this. I walk through the hallways down the stairs telling myself its gonna be ok I can do this, I finally reach the kitchen door take a deep breath and walk in.
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