May 4th, 2005 I don't know how I got my self into this. This isn't me. Emma Nelson does not cheat on her boyfriend. J.t. is great but Jay is well jay. The way he holds me in his arms melts my troubles away. He's my escape. If anything goes wrong Jay can make me feel better. I don't know why I'm still with J.t. I should break it off with him the next time I see him. Yea. That's what I'll do. I that's him at the door I need to do this. -EMMA NELSON