Pathetic Sentient Thoughts
Me This is the only place I could put this; I had to change this to fit the fic center though. This is Dib's thoughts as he leaves the Earth to go and join Zim. It is kind of out of character and I definitely do not own Invader Zim, so please do not kill me. This is a very disturbing sequence and is kind of broken, the way it was meant to be. I now present Pathetic Sentient Thoughts:
They think they have the right to call me a gay bastard. They think they have the right to judge me in their bigot ways. I think they don't. I am the hope. Then again they may never listen to me. They never see me, never truly use their eyes they were granted with. They never believed me. Well maybe they will when I escape into the stars and leave them all to rot on this pathetic planet they trapped me on with no way out. Not even with suicide.
Ha, they tell me I have no right to fall in love. They tell me they have no right to love who I want. They all think I deserve to die, they all think I don't have the right to escape. They do not see the pain behind my eyes, the smile. The smile, the smile is just a fake, an act. You do not believe me do you?
You do not believe that I act out everyday of my life as a lie. No one understands that I need to be alive to serve him. Only him. He promised. He promised to take me away from my pathetic hell.
Hell, he may be an alien to our world, but what the hell. He was the only one who really gave a damn; he was the only one who really cared. He was the only one who gave a second thought to ending my life. He was the only one who did not want me to disappear off the face of the earth.
He promised what did you all promise me.
I can tell you. You promised me nothing.
Now, you can all rot in hell, and die. You can all judge me
From hell.
Goodbye.