-Harry's Ranting Thoughts Prologue-
As I looked at their picture, from first year, I wonder. 'Were they pretending then to? Have I really been so blind?' I bet he set this all up. Always powerful, always in control, he was my role model. Then I saw the truth. Every action, every thought, they all had an ulterior motive. All the incidents were supposed to train me to become the ultimate pawn for the light. I'll bet the prophesy isn't even real, just another scheme to get me to be under his thumb even more.
Hermione, Ron, Neville, and hell even Ginny were spying on me and reporting to the fucking Order! I guess when you're the Boy-Who-Wouldn't-Fucking-Die you don't get to have real friends. I might have considered staying if it was just them, after all I could get new friends and avoid them and the order wouldn't control everything. But Oh lucky me, my teachers are watching me too, and not just some of them, all of them.
Dumbledore's reach has grown considerably since the tri-wizard tournament. I can't stay here. Not only that, I won't stay here. And I won't stay at the Dursley's either where I'm under constant surveillance.
No more. I won't let myself be controlled anymore. Not by anyone. Dumbledore, my 'friends', the order, I'll leave them all behind. And if they come looking… no mercy…
First I'll tell them to leave, and then I'll threaten them when they don't, and finally I forcefully throw them out and file a big messy law suite for trespassing on private property and severe mental damage. I bet that will make Fudge one happy man. Maybe I'll give the Daily Prophet the big pile of dirt Dumbledore has been making me keep swept under the rug! Yeah, I'll do that
-To Be Continued-
AN- Not real givie awayie is it. Things will be explained later on. I kind of lost track of time with my other story beginnings but I'll try not to on this one. I kind of forgot where they were going. I'll probably be more consistent in the summer time, right now schools a bitch plus I have to do that stupid play. Urg! They replaced my part! I had ten lines! I had a doctors appointment and a really important school thing (that I wont name because I like being anonymous) those are good reasons for not being able to be there! Plus nobody told me we had practice on Wed.! It's her job to give out the schedules! So what does that witch do? She replaces me with some stuck up bitch who has no acting talent what so ever. And everyone hates her! I'm not just talking about the people in my grade either! I mean everyone hates her! And did I mention she sucks! She can't even say her lines right! I went to talk to the director the day after because my friend told me she replaced me and she said it was only for that day but when I got there she's all like "We replaced you because you weren't here"! I hope bitch girl trips on stage and falls on her face in front of everyone! God I hate my life right now!