Its Been Awhile
By Poison Maker
A/N: This is a letter fic from Draco to Harry and its got a bit of lyrics from the song 'Its Been Awhile' By Staind
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING... I wish I did but I don't!
To Harry Potter,
If you are reading this then it is probable that I'm dead. I've most likely taken my own life in Azkaban. You might be wondering why this letter would come to you after all that has happened. But I just needed to explain myself to you, my reasons for doing those things to you.
I never meant to shatter that beautiful heart of yours, the heart that used to be all mine. The Dark Lord... Voldemort... he has ways to control a person that breaks a person's heart and soul. He said he would make you his, and do... unimaginable things to your heavenly body, and I couldn't let that happen. So I let Evil taint me, use me... brand me.
When I stood on the Dark side of the battle and saw those gem-like eyes cry out in despair, I died... You were my love, my life, my everything and I died...
I don't deserve you, I never have. You deserve someone who would never hurt you like I did. So now I've rid the world of the filth that is Draco Malfoy and I leave you these words,
It's been awhile,
Since I could,
Hold my head up high,
And it's been awhile,
Since I said,
I'm sorry...
I love you Harry, I always have and always will,
Draco Malfoy
A/N: Hope you enjoyed and please review, I'll send giant Draco plushies to anyone who does!