Seamus watched as Dean and Ginny snogged in the hallway. he bit his lip disdainful and turned away not wanting to see the red head suck his best friends face off.

Seamus was very gay, and even more gay for his best friend Dean. and it absolutely broke his small heart to see the constant affection the two give each other.

Seamus wound up at potions and sat down and put his head in his arms and held back tears. he sniffed and felt a hand on his shoulder.

he looked up and saw the man he loved staring down at him. "you ok?" Dean asked.

"fine, just a bit of a headache" Seamus lied through his teeth. Dean sat down and sighed dreamily. "have fun?" Seamus asked bitterly.

"oh yeah" Dean muttered and leaned back. "Ginny is literally the best girl ive ever been with, i honestly think she might be the one" Dean ranted.

Seamus felt like a knife had stabbed his heart out and left him to bleed out. "oh...is that so?" Seamus croaked.

"yeah...hey you sure your ok, mate?" dean asked. Seamus abruptly stood up "im going to see Madam Pomfrey" he muttered "oh okay.." Dean replied and Seamus promptly rushed out of the classroom.

Seamus arrived in the bathroom and punched a wall. he sobbed and slid down and sobbed into his knees.

"Seamus?" a male voice said. Seamus looked up to see Neville and Luna.

Seamus used his sleeve to wipe his tears away as best as he could.

Neville and Luna sat down next to him "are you ok?" Neville asked. Seamus nodded "yeah, just fine, thats why im crying in the bathroom" he snapped. Neville flinched. "sorry Neville im- sorry" Seamus apologized.

Luna pulled out a tissue from her sleeve and wiped Seamus' tears away "what made you so upset?" she asked.

"you know, just some stupid thing" Seamus laughed.

"nothing is stupid if it got you this upset" she said.

Seamus sniffed and wiped his nose. "I saw Dean kissing Ginny" Seamus said barely above a whisper.

"well yeah, there dating, your his best mate shouldn't you be happy for him?" Neville asked.

Luna slapped Neville on the arm "can you not notice that Seamus loves him! come on, it's ok, im sure you'll be ok" she cooed putting an arm around Seamus.

Neville rubbed his arm with a slight pout "you really like blokes?" he asked. Seamus nodded "but don't tell anyone, my parents dont know and I don't want them knowing just yet" Seamus rambled.

"its ok, your secrets safe with us!" Neville boasted.

Seamus laughed at his friend weakly. "you go back to the dorm, we'll cover for you" Neville said softly. Luna nodded.

Seamus nodded and hugged them

"thank you"

Seamus lied down in his bed and tried to sleep but the only thing that flashed in his mind was Dean and Ginny.