"Bella" Jacob breathed as he leaned in to me…"don't go" he whispered into my ear as we embraced.

"I have to" I moaned "Edward will be here soon" I added

"I love you though. Stay" he said, his teeth grazing my ear

"I love you to Jake …but im with Edward" I replied, trying to push my self away from his burning body.

"i-i think its time for me to go" I said in a weak voice

"NO" Jake eachoed, crushing me further into his scorching body,

"JAKE you're hurting me!" I shrieked, trying desperately to pull my self away from his iron hold.

I started to panic even more when he tore my shirt off, it's was the blue one Alice had gotten me for graduation; Edward loved this on me…

Edward I breathed as Jacob clumsily started to unfasten my bra.

My body was hardly resisiting, Edward had never touched me like this before…my body was Screaming for more but my heart was locked on Edward.

"STOP" I shrieked just as my bra came undone," GET OFF ME"I hissed as Jacobs lips found mine again,

"Common bells-this has got to be better than kissing that rock" he said smugly

"Id rather kiss 'that rock' than be raped by an OVEN"

My mind snapped as I said the word rape, oh my god! No…Jacob wouldn't would he?

Oh someone please help me I though as he pushed me into a wall, as my head made contact with the stone my vision went black, I heard Jacobs angry cry of pain as I fell deeper into unconsciousness, the last thing I say was a pale hand lunging for Jacobs neck.

When I woke up I was in Edwards bed, the first thing I saw was Edward curled into a ball a the end of the golden bed, Rosalie was beside him, her arm skidding along his back to comfort him," she's going to hate me" he moaned

Rosalie hissed then replied with"that dog was lucky it was quick"

my body flew up as I understood what she meant, I winced as a pain shot through my body, Edward was beside me within seconds, his hands cradling my sore body

"J-Jacob?" I shrieked "what did you do?" I said, my hand clutching his arm,

"Im sorry Bella. I couldn't help myself…" he trailed off

I started sobbing into his chest hysterically

"Why…why" I shrieked

"Why…WHY" he roared, "do you think im some sort of angel?" he growled

I didn't answer that but im sure he caught on when he changed the words, "im not some beacon of self control, do you think it was easy for me? Seeing his thoughts of you and him? Watching him touch you with his dirty hands!

Then I hear you screaming for him to stop, so I come in and there you are half naked with him grabbing at you like a piece of meat!" his voice broke, if he was human im sure he would be crying right now, I hugged him tight, realising how selfish I had been, I had taken advantage of Edwards kindness, not caring how bad it had hurt him every time I went to la push, every time my eyes would light up when Jacob called, I had been fooling myself into thinking we could be friends…but to be honest…I really wasn't sad that Jacob had died…the last memory I had of him was him trying to rape me…the Jacob I once knew…MY Jacob had died along time ago, I would never shed another tear for him again, I couldn't shut my emotions in a box because there weren't any…it was like he was a bad dream and I just woke up.

"please forgive me" Edward choked.

"OFCOURSE I FORGIVE YOU!...HE…he deserved it…" I whispered, hugging myself tightly to Edward, not caring about my swollen body.

"OH MY GOD!" I snapped

"The wolves"…Edward froze as I mentioned the pack, I looked up into his burning eyes

"Don't worry…we took care of them" he whispered.