Title:Porcelain
rating:G
category:JMC/JC
summary: I dunno...
Hey, you've got a lot of nerve
To show your face round here
Hey you've got a lot of nerve
To dredge up all my fears
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"Wanna try this again?" Deb stood up
He shook his head,"I heard you"
"Why'd you come?"
Carter swallowed hard,"I.."
"Get out.." Deb held the door open
He reached out and grabbed her wrist."I'm going to explain everything
to you, okay?"
She pursed her lips
"Because I need to."
Deb shook her head,"Get out"
"Deb.."
She closed the door and headed towards the couch."Go ahead"
Carter took a deep breath,"It happened like this.."
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Well I wish I could shake some sense into you
And walk out the door
But your skin is like porcelain
Yeah your skin is like porcelain
***********************************
Deb watched his whole body start to shake
"I said goodbye,but she left anyway" Carter looked up at her
Deb darted her eyes away.It was hard to act cold..
"You came back..and then there was Lucy"
She started studying the weaving of the fabric on the couch.She knew
the ending of that story
"You know how that ended" he laughed akwardly,"Now..."
Deb looked up
"Abby.."
*****************************************
I don't know what I'm saying
Well I don't know if you're there
In the words you are feigning
Do you even care?
******************************************
He looked small..he looked scared. He looked like he wanted to cry.
Deb narrowed her eyes,biting down on her bottom lip
"She said she broke up with him for me.." Carter mumbled,"I mean
wow.."
Deb let out a bitter sigh
"I told her.." he searched her face,"Deb..I told her I wanted someone
else"
The color drained from her face
"And now I'm here" Carter stated."Because I have no idea what to
do,no idea how to deal with this..and her.."
Deb got up and started quietly towards her bedroom
"DEB!"
*************************************************
Just the other day I felt I had you by a string
Just the other day I felt we could be everything
But now when I see you, you're somebody else
In somebody's eyes
**************************************************
"It seemed logical to come to you!"
Deb bit her fist,fighting the screams
"I mean..it's you...There's nothing complicated about you"
She wanted to scream.Scream soo loud his ears bled
*************************************************
Just the other day I felt I had you by a string
Just the other day I felt we could be everything
But now when I see you, you're somebody else
In somebody's eyes
**************************************************
"It seemed logical to come to you!"
Deb bit her fist,fighting the screams
"I mean..it's you...There's nothing complicated about you"
She wanted to scream.Scream soo loud his ears bled
"What'd I do?? Tell me.." Carter cried
It was fury.Fury and bitterness
"You're wrong" Deb swung the bedroom door open
"What?"
She narrowed her eyes,"I said you're wrong"
Carter stood stunned in the doorway
"Wrong about everything" Deb replied.
*************************************************
And your skin is like porcelain
Yeah your skin is like porcelain
Well I wish I could kill you, savor the sight
Get into my car, drive into the night
Then lie as I scream to the heavens above
That I was the last one you ever loved
*************************************************
"I...I.." he stuttered
Deb shook her head,getting ready to close the door in his face
"WAIT!" Carter cried
She stopped, her face obviously tired and very pale
"You..like me?"
Deb rolled her eyes
"Well.."
She took a deep breath,"Do you really expect me to answer that John?"
Her voice was soo icy.He felt stupid standing at her bedroom door."I
just never thought about it"
Deb turned her face away
"I like you..you're Deb"
She swallowed hard
"You know...the one person who's been there"
Deb felt the tears start to well up
*********************************************
But your skin is like porcelain
Yeah your skin is like porcelain
Porcelain. Porcelain
*********************************************
"Not right now John" she choked back the tears as she closed the door
slowly
"When?" Carter asked quietly,"I need to know"
"When you're ready" Deb bit her lip,the tears collecting in the
corners of her eyes
"Deb?"
She stopped
"I'm ready.."
rating:G
category:JMC/JC
summary: I dunno...
Hey, you've got a lot of nerve
To show your face round here
Hey you've got a lot of nerve
To dredge up all my fears
*****************************
"Wanna try this again?" Deb stood up
He shook his head,"I heard you"
"Why'd you come?"
Carter swallowed hard,"I.."
"Get out.." Deb held the door open
He reached out and grabbed her wrist."I'm going to explain everything
to you, okay?"
She pursed her lips
"Because I need to."
Deb shook her head,"Get out"
"Deb.."
She closed the door and headed towards the couch."Go ahead"
Carter took a deep breath,"It happened like this.."
*********************************
Well I wish I could shake some sense into you
And walk out the door
But your skin is like porcelain
Yeah your skin is like porcelain
***********************************
Deb watched his whole body start to shake
"I said goodbye,but she left anyway" Carter looked up at her
Deb darted her eyes away.It was hard to act cold..
"You came back..and then there was Lucy"
She started studying the weaving of the fabric on the couch.She knew
the ending of that story
"You know how that ended" he laughed akwardly,"Now..."
Deb looked up
"Abby.."
*****************************************
I don't know what I'm saying
Well I don't know if you're there
In the words you are feigning
Do you even care?
******************************************
He looked small..he looked scared. He looked like he wanted to cry.
Deb narrowed her eyes,biting down on her bottom lip
"She said she broke up with him for me.." Carter mumbled,"I mean
wow.."
Deb let out a bitter sigh
"I told her.." he searched her face,"Deb..I told her I wanted someone
else"
The color drained from her face
"And now I'm here" Carter stated."Because I have no idea what to
do,no idea how to deal with this..and her.."
Deb got up and started quietly towards her bedroom
"DEB!"
*************************************************
Just the other day I felt I had you by a string
Just the other day I felt we could be everything
But now when I see you, you're somebody else
In somebody's eyes
**************************************************
"It seemed logical to come to you!"
Deb bit her fist,fighting the screams
"I mean..it's you...There's nothing complicated about you"
She wanted to scream.Scream soo loud his ears bled
*************************************************
Just the other day I felt I had you by a string
Just the other day I felt we could be everything
But now when I see you, you're somebody else
In somebody's eyes
**************************************************
"It seemed logical to come to you!"
Deb bit her fist,fighting the screams
"I mean..it's you...There's nothing complicated about you"
She wanted to scream.Scream soo loud his ears bled
"What'd I do?? Tell me.." Carter cried
It was fury.Fury and bitterness
"You're wrong" Deb swung the bedroom door open
"What?"
She narrowed her eyes,"I said you're wrong"
Carter stood stunned in the doorway
"Wrong about everything" Deb replied.
*************************************************
And your skin is like porcelain
Yeah your skin is like porcelain
Well I wish I could kill you, savor the sight
Get into my car, drive into the night
Then lie as I scream to the heavens above
That I was the last one you ever loved
*************************************************
"I...I.." he stuttered
Deb shook her head,getting ready to close the door in his face
"WAIT!" Carter cried
She stopped, her face obviously tired and very pale
"You..like me?"
Deb rolled her eyes
"Well.."
She took a deep breath,"Do you really expect me to answer that John?"
Her voice was soo icy.He felt stupid standing at her bedroom door."I
just never thought about it"
Deb turned her face away
"I like you..you're Deb"
She swallowed hard
"You know...the one person who's been there"
Deb felt the tears start to well up
*********************************************
But your skin is like porcelain
Yeah your skin is like porcelain
Porcelain. Porcelain
*********************************************
"Not right now John" she choked back the tears as she closed the door
slowly
"When?" Carter asked quietly,"I need to know"
"When you're ready" Deb bit her lip,the tears collecting in the
corners of her eyes
"Deb?"
She stopped
"I'm ready.."