~Hey everyone! I'm back with a D-Gray man fanfic that I hope you all like. I am open to constructive criticism! :) I hope you enjoy! I don't own D-Gray man!~

Months have passed after the last attack from the Noah. The search for the Heart has continued but so has my Bookman career. When my innocence was restored Bookman and I left immediately to continue our recording. Even though it is against the Bookman lifestyle, I still find myself missing everyone back at Head Quarters from time to time. When I had left, everyone was still severely injured and Allen had still been unconscious. The poor boy was beaten brutally and Road had managed to get her hands on him. I still remember the horrifying screams and the dead look in his eyes as he fell to the ground, splattering blood across the floor. I haven't seen him since he was in his hospital bed shivering violently. To my dismay, Bookman made me leave soon after.

Suddenly my thoughts shattered as I heard Lenalee's voice through the golem I had managed to snag before leaving. Her voice sounded worried and sleepy as if she'd been busy. "Hey Lavi is this a good time?"

I smiled brightly, pushing my books aside. "Yeah sure what's up Lena?"

"Well…Komui wanted me to request you and Bookman to come back. There's an emergency."

My heart dropped at these words and all my thoughts suddenly shifted to Allen. "What's wrong? Is Allen there?"

"Well…it's about Allen. He woke up a few days ago but he's…different. We need your input because it's not good. I don't know how to explain it to you." Her voice cracked and I could almost hear the tears as she spoke.

"I'll get Gramps and we'll head back okay. We'll be there soon."

"Thank you Lavi. Hope to see you soon I-" Suddenly her voice cut off into a scream as a loud bang and the crack of glass echoed through the room. "I have to go Lavi. Allen!-" The broadcast cut off just as the sound of glass shattering filled the silence.

My heart beat a million miles a second. What the hell is going on at the Order! I quickly got Gramps and headed out as soon as possible. I relayed all the information to him and he stayed silent. I could already tell this wasn't going to be good.

Upon arrival at the Order I quickly ran into a frantic Lenalee who was taking off down the hallway in a sprint. I grabbed her arm and stopped her, then saw the panicked look in her eyes. "Lavi not now! Come with me!" She ripped herself from my grasp and activated her Dark Boots. I quickly pulled out my hammer and followed closely.

Blood splattered at my feet as I turned the corner and saw my best friend frantically trying to escape the grasp of the hands trying to pull him onto a bed. "Allen calm down it's okay!" Lenalee placed herself in front of Allen and tried to calm him down. All she received was a snarl and hands around her throat as Allen suddenly freed his arms.

"Allen!" At the sound of his name his head shot up and my heart stopped. His eyes gleamed with insanity as he continued to shake Lenalee violently as hands clawed at him to release her. I quickly lifted my hammer and knocked Allen off her, who in return turned his sights on me. Within seconds Allen had crouched and pounced at me. I barely had enough time to dodge before he grabbed me with Crown Belt. In one swift movement I was thrown against the wall as Kanda distracted him with a horde of demons from Mugen.

"Moyashi! Knock it off!" Kanda quickly grabbed Allen and pinned his arms and legs to the floor.

Allen started shaking violently and looked up at Kanda with a hint of rage. "MY NAME IS ALLEN!" Kanda just smirked and lifted Allen's shoulders, smashing him into the ground. Allen's eyes became cloudy the more Kanda hit his head into the floor. I watched in silent horror at the scene that played before me and after a few more smacks Allen had grown silent and hazy. Slowly his Crown Clown's death grip released and returned to him.

Komui then showed up and slipped an unknown liquid into Allen's right arm. Kanda released the moyashi and headed off on his own. Allen's lifeless body lay on the floor, his chest rising and lowering softly with each breath. His eyes slid closed as the medicine took full effect, knocking the boy unconscious.

Lenalee sat up and helped the others get Allen to his bed. Her eyes were filled with sadness at the event. From her expression I could see that this behavior had been growing rapidly and was becoming dangerous. I took her hand and she led me out of the room as the clawing hands strapped Allen to his bed with belts. The white door closed silently as we were ushered out of the area.

As soon as we had gotten to a quiet place I turned with a serious expression on my face. "Lenalee what the hell is going on with Allen?" She bit her lip to hold back the tears as everything that had happened collected in her mind.

With a shaky breath she spoke. "As far as I know all his injuries have healed except for his mind. Road had gotten control and we think she shattered his sanity. He doesn't remember anything. Nothing is confirmed because we can't communicate with him without injuries." Tears spilled down her face as she looked me in the eyes with a pleading look. "I don't know what to do Lavi…It's killing me. I hate to see Allen this way."

I pulled her into a tight hug. "Bookman and I will search every book and do anything we can to restore Allen. I promise you Lenalee." She looked up at me with hopeful eyes and nodded, then proceeded to lay her head against my chest.

Thoughts swirled in my head as I continued to analyze today's events. I had long sent Lenalee to bed and retired myself but I just couldn't get today out of my head. With a sigh I stood up and left my room.

In my aimless walking I managed to find the white room housing Allen. Inside he was strapped to the bed still with many guards surrounding him. The sleeping figure stirred and opened his eyes slightly to peer at me. Grey orbs stared at my green one with such intensity I almost faltered my gaze. They were scrutinizing me, looking me up and down…almost as if he were analyzing his prey. Suddenly lips curled into a wicked smile as he decided on whatever he wanted. With a final glance I waved expecting no response. His right hand slightly lifted as he waved me goodbye, all unnoticed by the guards.

After a short walk to my room I fell asleep. My last thoughts before unconsciousness claimed me were, maybe I can fix him…just maybe.

~I promise other chapters will be longer. I needed to get this out before I ran out of time again haha. Please review!~