Dedicated to my friend, Jessica's birthday which was on 15th of January! HAPPY B'DAY! *hug*

Well.. enjoy! Sorry if the spacing pisses you off. It's purposeful, because I wanted to emphasize the meaning of each sentence, that they're joined together, yet separate. Anyway, this is about Hermione's thoughts of after Harry leaving her, and her emotions.

Why?

Where are you?

I just keep thinking that it's perfect, that you were real...

that we were really, truly together.

I thought we loved each other.

... I thought you loved me...

as much as I love you...

I felt so amazingly happy whenever I saw your face.

Your eyes, sparkling with laughter and gentleness...

Your lips always smiling kindly...

Your hair, which was always messy, no matter what you did to it.

I loved being with you, feeling your arms wrapped tightly around me, as if you never wanted to let go.

So why did you leave me? Why didn't you come back?

...Why didn't you say goodbye?

I still remember that one day.

The one day when God blessed me with you, allowing you to be right there, by my side.

Forgive me! I was so young, so naïve then to realise what I beauty I had received.

Just tell me why you had to go! Why didn't you even tell me?

I'd give anything. Anything! Just to hear your voice again. To hear you whisper my name, to hear your sweet laughter ringing in my ears...

...To hear you saying "I love you" once more...

But you're gone, and nothing can replace or fill that gaping hole you've left in my heart.

My slumber is filled with visions of you, at night I drown my sorrow in my own tears, I've prayed for you to come back to me, so I can be happy, again.

I want to feel your gentle fingers softly touching my skin, leaving a glorious feeling upon my mind.

I want to feel your arms around me, hugging me tightly, giving me all security I needed.

I want to feel your lips upon mine; I want to taste your sweetness once again.

Why God? Why did you take him away from me? I loved him! You know that! Why did you have to take away the one thing that made me truly happy? Why? WHY???

I can't take this anymore.

I need him. I can't live... without him...

He... he's my life...

I never had the chance to tell you this. I never had the chance to let you know. But its too late...

If you can hear me, I know you've never realised how much I care about you. I think of you whenever I'm with or without you, my heart and mind races when I see you, my heart pounds when I'm close to you, but most of all...

I want you to know that...

I love you.

I love you more than I can ever fathom. I can't bear to live without you with me, going through it all with me. Return to me. Please.

Don't ignore me! I know you can hear me up there. I know you can. Please, ease my pain. Please tell me you love me, too. Please answer me. Please.

What's this? I hear footsteps, outside my door. Why is someone outside my door? No one is allowed in.

The door's opening... is it you? Are you coming back to me? Are you replying to me?

Thank you! Thank you so much! You heard me!

I look toward the door, and I see a set of pure, green eyes, staring into my own. I feel tears streaming down my face, as I feel a smile creep onto my lips.

It is you.

I never understood what love was,
Yet I somehow knew because
I met you and I fell for you,
But now you've left,
Everything's empty.
Nothing's clear,
Nothing is, until you're back here.
I need you now, not later
Come back to me,
Return to me.
I need you.
But I love you.

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