Authors Note
Hey you guys this is my first fanfic review if you want more plz review
Clare POV
My life has been a living hell even I'm surprised I didn't kill myself yet.
The only thing or should I say person who kept me going was my angel, Elijah Goldsworthy. Well most will say devil because of the dark clothing and smart ass attitude but once you get past all that he is sweet, loving, and caring
We've learned everything about each other, well almost everything about each other ... you see there's more to Darcy leaving then I mentioned to Eli . I only told him that Darcy left after the rape. The real story is my dad got drunk abused and raped her. Yes I said abused you heard me St. Clare's dad abuses the family. Darcy got the worst of the damage and she couldn't take it anymore so she packed her bag and left but she vowed to me that she would come back for me. I guess your wondering where my mom fits in the picture. It is not some sad story where the mom left or died no my mom's too afraid so she drowns herself in work and doesn't bother to come home only to come on weekends known as Dad's sane days. Your probably wondering how I get by Eli with I use makeup and no sex. He really thought that the reason I wouldnt have sex with him was because of my little abstinence ring on my finger. Abstinence ring my ass the ring has meant nothing since I was 13. I just didn't want him to see the bruises and cuts from my blade. I cut that's right. I love to feel the cool and tingling sensation in my arm but mostly the numbness in my arm the numbness of pain. "CLARE" oh shit