My Girl Ch 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Star Trek, just this story ;)
"Hand me a Tricorder" breathed as she healed her last patient. The Enterprise had revived a distress call from a colony on the planet Selia. Five hours later hundreds were healed and thousands dead. "Okay he's stable"
"Did you ever find anyone by a name of Jennifer?" asked catching up with Nurse Owaga.
"I'm sorry Doctor I couldn't find anyone by that name." Owaga answered as she watched 's heart sink.
"Oh... Alright thank you"
"Doctor they're still going through the bodies in the Morgue. I could look there if you would like?" Owaga suggested only to watch grow more distressed.
"No, goodnight Alyssa" blurted walking two her office. Slowly she paced, wringing her hands, thinking deeply. She had to face the possibility she was gone. That despite her efforts to keep her safe she had failed. At first she wanted to forget about her, act like nothing had happened. Then she regretted it, but she couldn't have her back. She had a family of and they would never give her up. From that moment on she would keep her safe, she would always know where she was and hopefully someday the guilt would leave. Now, now looking at her fidgeting hands she let a single tear fall. Her baby might be gone, and it could be her fault. As she dragged herself back to her quarters she knew Wesley would be waiting and as much as she loved her son that would just bring up more memories. She took a deep breath and as she expected he was there on the couch looking at her.
"Hiya mom!" Wesley said as he stood up "what's wrong?"
"I'm just tired Wes, goodnight." With that she smiled and crawled in bed without removing her uniform as her own words echoed in her head 'my baby could be gone, and it could be my fault' she thought as she cried herself to sleep.
A/N: Poor Doctor Crusher :( sorry for the short chapter! I promise to post more if I get a review. If this is confusing for anyone leave in the comments and I'll explain in the next chapter. I love feedback positive or negative. And yes I realize this chapter is really, REALLY short. Thxs for reading!