Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight but if I did well Bella could have Jacob and me and Edward would be living happily ever after!!
Hey everyone!! .it's my first fanfic so please go easy on me!. .constructive criticism is welcome!.. but please nothing meanJJ
A long time ago, when I was five, I was told my first fairytale. Being at that young naïve age I believed what my mother had said straight away. About the princess, the castles, the happily ever after; I was convinced it happened to everyone, and would eventually happen to me.
How wrong I was.
It was about ten years after I'd first been read fairytales that I realised they were utter rubbish. They were made to give you happiness, a little bit of a story to keep you quiet when you were younger. But in fact, they just made you question life more after you'd read them, and then, when you realised they were wrong, and told you lies, it brought you unhappiness.
Like life, you just couldn't win. And just like my life, this ain't no happy fairytale.
After crying for several hours at the possibility of me never finding my love, my prince, my castle, and my happily ever after, I saw the world for the first time. I didn't ignore the news - for it was telling me the truth; I didn't ignore my parents - because they only wanted what was best for me. I was no longer living in my mind, where I was going to be the fairest of them all. I was growing up.
I grew up quickly, quicker than the others. I had to, because things started to go wrong. My parent's divorced; my mother then married into an abusive relationship; my father became ever distant, until he was a workaholic to hide his pain; and then there was me. Standing in the middle of the mess, trying to grasp at some control that wasn't there in the first place. I realised then what I'd realised before. Nothing is perfect and nothing is ever set in stone. Things change; and my life could change.
And it did.
When I look back at it, it was one of the best times in my life, even if bad things happened along the way. Because I met the one person that made my life, my broken, fragile life make sense. He gave me purpose; he gave me hope; he gave me everything I'd ever wanted. And as ironic as it sounds, I really thought he was my Prince Charming…
But will be here forever?
Ya I know it's short but I promise next chapter will be longer!…if ye want a next chapter that is!!…please review and tell me wat ye think!