Funny The Way It Is

by Remi Keagan

Set 6 months after Voyagers return.

1. Chapter 1

Funny The Way It Is

By Remi

Disclaimer: Star Trek: Voyager™© and related properties are Registered Trademarks of CBS Studios. No copyright infringement intended.

I always thought the end of our friendship would be like a phaser blast- bam- it's over, it's dead...we're done. I was so wrong.... it's more like a slow and painful death that eats away little parts.

Losing my best friend wasn't like a phaser blast at all. It's like tearing off your skin in chunks till you're left with this huge gaping wound that you're bleeding out of. The hardest part is knowing that deep down inside, there is so much history and so many loving memories, that part of you will always be with this person, and that they will always be a part of you.

So now I stand at a crossroads-- do I hold out hope that we can overcome this problem? Or, do I finally let go of the friendship and let it die in peace?

The sudden knock at the door broke Kathryn from her thoughts. She sighed, "Computer, ended log." There was another soft knock on the door before she saw her mothers head peek in.

"Katie, are you just about ready?"

Kathryn sighed again, "I'm ready mom."

Gretchen crossed the room to where Kathryn was sitting and kissed the top of her head. "I still can't believe you're here safe and sound."

Kathryn put her arm around her mother's waist leaning into her and giving her a hug, "I know mom, I know. I keep wanting to pinch myself to see if it is all real…..OUCH!"

Gretchen gave a small chuckle, "Yep, its real."

Kathryn let go of her mother's waist and started rubbing her arm. "I didn't mean that literally."

"I know dear, but it was fun just the same." She kissed the top of Kathryn's head again. "Now, get the lead out young lady or we'll be late."

Kathryn rolled her eyes, "Why are you in such a hurry? We don't actually have to be there for another hour…or more," she muttered the last part under her breath.

Gretchen put her hands on her hips, "Kathryn you sound like you don't want to go? What's going on?"

"I'm dressed and ready, aren't I?"

"Yes, but you are dragging your feet so to speak."

"I am not dragging my feet. I just don't see what the rush is to get there is all."

Gretchen gave her a stern look.

"What?"

Gretchen arched an eyebrow at her reply.

"What?! Dinner isn't for another hour."

"Don't what me, young lady. You know very well that you are expected for cocktails."

"Look mom…." Kathryn pinched the bridge of her nose. She didn't want to start the evening off like this. The night was going to be long enough and she didn't need to be on the outs with her mother when she needed her as an ally. She sighed, "…I'm sorry you're right. Let's get going."

As Kathryn passed by her Gretchen grabbed her arm. "Kathryn I thought you were looking forward to this?"

"I wa– am." Kathryn was hoping she didn't notice the slight slip as she turned and left the room. Gretchen stood there looking at the door when Kathryn walked back in. "Who's dragging their feet now?" and disappeared again out the door.

When Kathryn and Gretchen entered the banquet hall the place was crowded. Kathryn looked at her mother out of the corner of her eye. "I thought Owen said this was going to be a small gathering before the dinner? It looks like the entire fleet is here."

"Relax dear, you know what they say. It's easy to get lost in a crowd."

Kathryn shook her head and grinned. Her mother did have a point with a group this size she would have no problem avoiding people she didn't want to be trap in small talk with. She surveyed the room for a good place to start mingling when she felt her mother tug on her uniform sleeve.

"Uh, oh red alert Katie."

Kathryn didn't flinch, "Where, and who?" she whispered.

"On your three, Raner."

"Damn."

Gretchen nudged her forward, "Go," she whispered and walked toward Raner. "Admiral, how nice to see you again."

Gretchen's voice faded behind Kathryn as she silently thanking her mother. Kathryn went straight to the bar and ordered a white wine. As the bartender handed her drink to her she spotted B'Elanna and walked over to her.

"B'Elanna," The two women exchanged a hug. "I'm so glad you made it, how long are you staying planet side?"

"Kathryn, you're looking well. Don't worry, Tom and I wouldn't dare go back to Boreth without making sure Miral spends some quality time with her godmother."

"Good. Has she started walking yet?"

"Not yet, thank Kahless."

"Well, she is her mother's daughter." Kathryn chuckled.

Before they could continue their conversion they were joined by Tom and his father. Tom slipped his arm through Kathryn's. "By the look on my wives face Captain you must be discussing my daughters Klingon half."

Kathryn inclined her head toward Owen, "Good evening Admiral," She looked at Tom, "Stowe it, Lieutenant."

At that moment Tom spotted Chakotay walking by and flagged him down. "There's the man of the hour."

Chakotay walked over and joined the group. "Good evening everyone." He gave B'Elanna a hug, shook Owen's hand and tipped his head in greeting towards Kathryn.

"Well Chakotay, are you ready for that extra pip," Owen inquired.

"Yes sir."

"Well then, in the worlds of my son, lets get this show on the road, shall we?"

They all followed Owen to their seats.

Kathryn was trying not to fidget in her seat when Gretchen discreetly leaned over and whispered in her ear, "If Admiral Raner keeps this up it will be next week before Chakotay gets this promotion. I swear the woman loves to hear herself speak, and she's the only one based on the bored looks I see."

Kathryn bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing then whispered back, "behave your self."

"At this rate you will make Admiral and retire before this speech ends."

"Mother, plea- "

Gretchen held her hand up and motioned toward the podium causing Kathryn to look at Raner.

"… Commander Chakotay's former commanding officer Captain Kathryn Janeway will do the honors."

Kathryn walked up to the podium, opened the black box holding the gold pip and looked at Chakotay, "For outstanding service it is my pleasure to grant you the rank of Captain. Congratulation, Chakotay." As she fasten the pip to his uniform collar Chakotay whispered, "I see your still playing at being Starfleet's token officer. Commands a bitch." He ground the last word out harshly. Her eyes darted up to meet his. "Relax Kathryn I wasn't referring to you," they shook hands, "This time." She snatched her hand away from his.

"Good Luck with Voyager, Captain." She said with a mask of a smile, and returned to her table as the crowd thundered with applause.

Dinner was over and Kathryn felt that she had put in a good enough appearance for her required presents. She and B'Elanna had made plans to get together for a nice visit and she wanted to make a quiet exit so she set out in search of her mother.

Kathryn had just spotted her mother on the other side of the room when she heard a familiar voice call out her name. She sighed, please don't let it be both of them she silently pleaded as she turned around, "Damn." She waved in acknowledgment as Seven and Chakotay approached her. "Annika, it's so good to see you." Seven gave her a warm hug.

"I was hoping to get a chance to talk with you tonight, Chakotay and I would like you to attend a dinner party we are having at our new place." Chakotay was standing behind Annika with his hands on her shoulders and coldness in his eyes. "That's right Kathryn, Annika has done a wonderful job with the place, and she can't wait to show it off, can you dear?" He leaned in and kissed her cheek. Annika reached up and patted his hand. "Yes. Are you free next week Kathryn?"

Kathryn was torn; she wanted to spend some time with Annika but not Chakotay, and she knew that no matter how she answered this it was a no win situation for her.

"I know its short notice Kathryn, but I really would like you to come." Annika stated.

Kathryn knew she was going to regret this, "Thank you for the invitation, I would love to come to your dinner party Annika."

"Wonderful," Annika gave her a hug. "I'll contact you with all the details." Chakotay put his hand on Seven's shoulder. "I hate to break this up but I see William Astbury and I wanted you to meet to him."

"Yes I do Chakotay, thank you. I'll call you soon, Kathryn. Good night."

"Good night." Kathryn stood staring after the retreating couple when she felt a hand on her back and turned to see her mother with a nervous look on her face. "What was that all about?"

"Annika invited me to dinner at their new house."

Gretchen looked at her daughter, "Tell me you didn't accept."

Giving her mother a look that said not now, Kathryn changed the subject. "Are you ready to leave? I know I am."

Gretchen could see that the night was starting to ware on Kathryn. "Come on Kitten," and she put her arm through Kathryn's.

They had no sooner walked through the door of Kathryn's house when Gretchen stated. "I'll make some coffee we can relax with, while you change out of your uniform." Kathryn knew that 'coffee to relax with' meant a healthy dose of 50 year old Irish whiskey.

After Kathryn had stripped out of her uniform and showered she went back into the living room to find her mother had the coffee made and had changed into more comfortable clothes her self. She sat down next to her mother and sighed. Gretchen handed her a mug of coffee. Kathryn held it between her hands and inhaled. The heady aroma of Tarkalian beans and aged malted barley filled her senses and soothed her nerves. She took a drink, "Thank you."

Gretchen raised her mug toward Kathryn. "Uisce Beatha." She took a drink while studying Kathryn over the rim of her mug. Kathryn raised her mug, "Water of life."

"So tell me Kitten, why did you say yes to Annika?"

"Mom ple-"

"Wait a minute Katie. From the time you got home 6 months ago I have noticed Chakotay take one dig after another at you when he has the chance."

"Mom, you are over reacting."

Gretchen raised her eyebrow, "Really. Let me ask you this. What did he quietly say to you when you pinned his pip on?"

Kathryn fidgeted in her seat.

"I'm waiting."

"It isn't important."

Gretchen reached out and took Kathryn's hand. "I saw the look in your eyes when you came back to your seat. Something is going on, Katie. Please tell me."

Kathryn took another drink of her coffee. "He thinks I'm a bitch." Gretchen eyes widened as she opened her mouth. Kathryn held up her hand. "He didn't say that in exact words, but….it was implied."

Gretchen sat in silence for a moment to keep her temper in check. Finally, she turned to Kathryn, "Katie what happened? From your communications aboard Voyager you two had a good friendship."

"We did."

"So what happened?"

"Everything was fine until the night we made it back to Earth. I had just got back to my quarters after the big celebration in the Mess Hall when Chakotay showed up at my door. He had the silliest grin on his face, and when I asked him about it he told me that Annika had just agreed to move in with him. Of course, I thought he was joking and started laughing. When he asked me what was so funny I told him I thought he was putting me on and that he couldn't be serious. When he made it clear that it was no joke, I couldn't help myself and told him that Annika was half his age, that they were at different points in their lives, and that I felt they were both setting themselves up for disappointment. "

"Oh Kitten, you didn't."

"Oh yes I did." Grethchen shook her head. "Look mom, Chakotay and I have always been open and honest with each other. I just wanted to make sure that this wasn't some knee-jerk reaction by both of them because we were home."

"So what happened after that?"

Kathryn drew in a deep breath. "I knew I had made him angry, so I tried to explain that I only wanted what was best for both him and Annika. But, I was afraid that they would both wind up hurt in the end and I didn't want to see that."

Gretchen raised her eyebrows. "What was his reaction to that?"

"He marched right up to me and told me in a calm cool voice that I was jealous because secretly he knew that I had always wanted him and now I couldn't have him."

"Are you?"

Kathryn gave her mother a look of incredulity, "God no," she stated firmly. "Let me make something perfectly clear, Chakotay is a very attractive man, and we build a very close friendship out there. But," she looked her mother square in the eye, "I have never wanted any thing beyond friendship with him."

"I understand Sweetheart, do you think the two of you will clear this up?"

"Oh I've tried several times when we first got back, but he doesn't want to hear it."

"Huh….strange." Gretchen pondered.

"What is?"

"Well, you've tried to clear this up. What I don't completely understand is why he is still antagonistic with you."

Kathryn huffed out a breath of air. "Because he's not done rubbing my nose in the fact that I was wrong about his relationship with Annika. Don't worry mom, he'll get over it soon enough." Kathryn patted her mother's knee.

"Yes Kitten, but will you still be friends?"

"I honestly don't know mom."

Kathryn was looking at both bottles of wine trying to decide which one would be best. She had no idea what Annika was serving for dinner and she wanted to pick something that was safely in the middle, if such a wine existed. She set the bottle of red back on the shelf and picked up the Rosé, then replaced the bottle of white and grabbed the red again. She proceeded to juggle the bottles for a few more seconds until she heard the man standing near her softly chuckle. She turned to look at him and quirked an eyebrow at him. He smiled broadly at her.

"May I?" He took the two bottles out of Kathryn's hands and placed them back on the shelf. He then turned to the shelf of wine behind them. "I find the safest bet is to bring a dessert wine."

Kathryn shook her head and chuckled. She took the bottle of wine from the gentleman and gave him a warm smile. He was tall, athletic, and brawny with wavy dark hair, a handsome face that sported a goatee with hazel eyes that sparkled with intelligence and wit, not to mention a gorgeously broad smile. "Thank you." Kathryn's throat tightened at how handsome he was. She was shaken out of her reverie when he chuckled at her again.

"Well, have fun at your party," and he reached in, took a bottle of white wine off the shelf near her turned and headed to the front of the store leaving Kathryn standing there staring in his wake feeling like a pulse wave hit her in the chest.

Kathryn stood in front of the door wondering if she was still making the right decision. She closed her eyes shaking her head letting out a breath and pushed the buzzer. She could hear heavy footsteps coming to the door and she tried not to cringe and straightened her shoulders. She could see Chakotay's outline through the frosted glass as he reached for the door. "Here we go," she muttered under her breath and smiled.

"Kathryn," he said coolly looking around. "What, no date? What's the matter Kathryn the Doc wouldn't let Michael borrow the holo-amitter?" Kathryn clinched her jaw for a second before she hid it, but it was too late, Chakotay had seen the slight movement and started laughing. "What's the matter Kathryn, didn't have the guts to ask a real person on a date?"

Kathryn's eyes flashed anger, "How dare you?"

"I dare because I can. I'm not afraid of you."

She started shaking her head, "I don't know who the hell you are any more."

"I'm the person who is telling you to stay out of mine and Annika's life."

Kathryn took a step back and held out the bottle of wine. "Alright, that is fine by me. I'll stay out of your life." Chakotay took the wine. "But you don't speak for Annika, and if she wants to remain in contact with me I'm not going to stop her." Kathryn turned on her heel and left.

"Gretchen, this is the best meal I've had in I don't know when. Do you mind if I help myself to some more?" Gretchen wiped the corner of her mouth with her napkin.

"Your welcome, Jack. But, make sure you save room for dessert."

"Please excuse him tonight Gretchen, I don't know what's come over him."

"Stop fussing John, he's fine." She gave his hand a squeeze.

"What has come over me is that you never told me Gretchen was such a wonderful cook. And, here I thought you fell for her stunning looks."

"Jack!" His father gave him a stern look.

Gretchen laughed as she stood up. "Oh John leave the poor man alone, and thank you Jack." She picked up her and John's plates. "I'll be right back with coffee and dessert."

John watched as Gretchen retreated through the door to the kitchen. As soon as she was through the door he turned towards his son. "You know for someone who works for Starfleet Security you have know idea about discretion, do you?" At that moment they heard Gretchen shout from the kitchen.

"What the hell do you think you're doing? Drop that knife!"

Before John could react Jack was up and out of his chair heading through the door.

Kathryn couldn't wait to dive into the chocolaty caramel heaven that was in front of her when she heard her mother's voice.

"What the hell do you think you're doing? Drop that knife!"

Her head snapped up to see her mother standing by the dining room door. "I wa-" Before Kathryn could finish someone had grabbed her hand with the knife, twisted it behind her pinning her chest to the counter. She looked up to see her mother standing at the other end of the counter with her hands on her hips grinning.

"It's okay Jack, you can let her up."

"Yes, ma'am."

John appeared next to Gretchen. He watched Jack release Kathryn, as she straightened up and rubbed her wrist. He put his arm around Gretchen, "Everything okay?"

"Not yet." She turned at looked at Jack, "Jack this is my daughter Kathryn. Kathryn this is John's son Jack."

Kathryn was ready to give him a piece of her mind when she turned around, but instead her mouth dropped open in shock.

Jack gave her a broad smile, "Hello."

Kathryn blinked. Nope she wasn't dreaming it really was the guy from the store. Kathryn swallowed, "Hi."

"Sorry I grabbed you like that, but when I heard Gretchen yell my reflexes just kicked in."

"Well I wouldn't have yelled if I hadn't caught Katie about to assault my caramel brownies."

"Assault huh? Now Gretch don't you think you're being a bit harsh?" John stated as he walked over to Kathryn and kissed her cheek, "Hello dear." Kathryn smiled warmly at him and squeezed his arm. "It's nice to see you again, John. I'm sorry I interupted your dinner."

"Oh now you didn't interrupt anything my dear." He patted her hand. "You are just in time to have some coffee with us. Gretchen I'll help you get the tray around while Kathryn escorts Jack into the living room." Gretchen stood there giving John a look that said the matter was far from closed.

Jack chuckled. He knew his father had just diplomatically dismissed them so he could have a quiet word with Gretchen, "Come on Kathryn I think the two love birds need a moment."

Kathryn knew an escape when she saw it and didn't hesitate, "Right this way, Jack." She showed him into the living room and they took a seat in the chairs adjacent to the couch. "So you are Gretchen's daughter the starship Capitan." Kathryn gave him a quizzical look. "She's been talking you up all night."

"Oh?"

"Don't worry she's just excited to have you back home." Jack commented.

"I'm sure the excitement has worn off after showing up here unannounced."

"About that, what happened to your party?" Jack inquired.

Kathryn fought the urge to fidget in her seat. "It didn't." Jack gave her a quizzical look. "There was a miscommunication."

"Good."

"Excuse me?"

Jack chuckled slightly at her reaction, "I get to enjoy the pleasure of your company instead of them."

Kathryn shook her head, "You must work in Interstellar Diplomacy."

"What makes you say that?"

"You are a smooth talker like your father."

He gave her a full grin, "I admit that I have learned a thing or two from my father, but no I never followed in his footsteps and went into law. I actually work in Starfleet Security."

"I see, that would explain those reflexes earlier in the kitchen." Kathryn replied.

"I'm sorry about that, it was just an instant reaction, I didn't hurt you did I?"

Kathryn chuckled, "No, I'm afraid to say I've been through worse."

Jack saw something flash across her eyes and knew she was remembering some not-so-pleasant time. Jack knew that look too well, he'd seen it on his fellow officers and, he was sure himself, after the Dominion War. Jack looked towards the kitchen. "You know those two have been in there for while; do you think I should go in and rescue your mother?" He started to stand when Kathryn stopped him with her hand on his arm. Jack felt a thrill of warmth go up his arm where Kathryn was touching him.

"Trust me she doesn't need any rescuing."

"Who doesn't need rescuing?" Came Gretchen's reply as she entered the living room with John. Kathryn watched John set the tray down and sit next to her mother on the couch. She quickly looked away and bit the inside of her cheek to keep a straight face because John's lips where smeared with the perfect shade of her mother's lipstick. Kathryn started looking everywhere but at her mother and John. Part of Kathryn was very happy that her mother had found someone to share her life. But, the other part of Kathryn was slightly embarrassed, and who wouldn't be with the evidence there for everyone to see that they had been snogging. Oh great, she did not need that mental picture in her head. She bit harder on her cheek and brought her hand up to rub her forehead. Get out, get out, get out, she silently chantedbut it was no use. The more she tried to get the picture out of her head, the more she could feel her laughter trying to bubble up to the surface. She was about to loose control when Jack handed her a plate. Grateful for the distraction she took the plate from him. "Thank you, Jack."

"So Kathryn, where are you stationed with Starfleet?" Jack inquired.

"Right now I have a modest office at headquarters working with fleet command going over all the data we collected in the Delta Quadrant."

"Will you be commanding Voyager in the future?"

"No, Voyager has a new Captain now, my former first officer in fact," Jack noticed her slight discomfort when she mentioned her first officer. "They will be patrolling the DMZ near Star Base G-6."

"Any idea where you will be stationed in the future," John interjected.

"Not to my knowledge."

Over the next few hours, Jack filled Kathryn in on some of the situations he incurred during the Dominion War. Kathryn shared several stories about her experiences in the Delta Quadrant. She had just finished telling all of them one of their more humorous stories about how she and her crew had to track down the EMH when he had been stolen by a shady trader/con man named Gar. She had them all doubled over in laughter when she regaled them with the ribbings she and Tuvok had taken from the senior staff for pretending that Tuvok was her man when Gar's girlfriend that Kathryn was out to steal Gar from her.

"Well Katie, it sounds like you have a future in negotiations," John chortled. I bet you make Admiral before Jack."

Jack rolled his eyes, "Dad you know that I am very happy with the position I have."

"And what position is that?" Kathryn asked.

"I command a special forces Ranger unit."

Kathryn's interest was peaked. "You're a Ranger, no wonder I didn't see you coming."

Jack looked slightly embarrassed. "I told you I was sorry about that, Kate."

Kathryn saw his embarrassment, and leaned forward putting her hand on his forearm, which made her heart race a bit faster. No one had ever called her Kate before and she found that she liked it. "There is no need to apologize; after all I am the party crasher."

Gretchen nudged John to get his attention. He leaned in close to her. "I haven't seen her look that smitten since she was a young woman," she whispered. John patted Gretchen on the knee, "I believe it's mutual if I'm any judge of my son," he said quietly. At that point they notice that Jack and Kathryn were staring at them.

"I don't know about you Jack, but I think they are plotting how to get rid of us." Kathryn declared.

"Their plotting alright, and you can both stop because it is late and I really should be getting home." He stood up to leave.

"It isn't that late Jack," Gretchen interjected.

"I really do need to go. Thank you for dinner Gretchen."

"Katie, Jack can take you home. He happens to be going your way." John declared.

At that moment Kathryn caught on to what John was doing. She looked up at Jack with a look of inquisition.

"I live in San Francisco Kate, so it really is on my way." his eyes sparkled with laughter.

"If you really don't mind Jack that would be nice." She smiled warmly at him.

No sooner had Gretchen closed the door behind them Jack and Kathryn fell against each other laughing.

"Can you believe those two?" Jack asked.

"I don't think my mother has ever escorted me out the door so quickly."

"To tell you the truth Kate, I'm surprised they lasted as long as they did."

Kathryn gave him a curious look, "huh?"

Jack wagged his finger at her. "Don't play dumb with me. You saw the lipstick on him as well as I did."

Kathryn placed her hand on her chest. "Oh my god, I actually had to bite my cheek to keep from laughing." They both broke down laughing again as he escorted her to the hovercraft. When the reached the passenger door, she stopped and looked at him. "Jack you really don't hav-."

"Kate get in."

She nodded her head and turned to get in, she about went weak in the knees when she felt Jack put his hand on the small of her back to assist her. As soon as he removed his hand she found herself missing his touch. Jack walked to the other side of the vehicle, got in and headed south on Napa Valley Express. They sat in compatible silence for a bit before Kathryn spoke, "Your father is good for my mother."

Jack turned and smiled at her. "The same goes for your mother. They make a great couple."

"Yes they do." Kathryn looked ahead and saw that they were entering the city limits and she gave Jack directions to her place. When he pulled up in front of her town house she turned to thank him, but he was gone. Her door clicked open and she looked up in surprise to see Jack extending his hand to her. She smiled and shook her head. "With reflexes like that, I for one am glad you are on our side," Jack's smile radiated back at her as she put her hand in his. As his hand clasped around hers the most warm fuzzy feeling spread up Kathryn's arm. Jack continued to hold her hand as he walked her to her door and Kathryn found herself wishing he would walk slower to prolong letting go of his hand. When they reached her door Kathryn found herself slightly dizzy with excitement at being in his close presence. "Would you like to come in for coffee?"

"I would love too, but can I have a rain check? I promised the sitter that I would be home by 2300."

"Okay," she replied somewhat dreamily, and then her eyes snapped with surprise.

Jack saw her reaction and wanted to explain before she jumped to the wrong conclusion. "My daughter, Emma, is 3. Her mother was killed in an attack the day after Emma was born. So, as much as I would like to come in and spend some more time with you Kate. Good sitters are hard to find, and I don't want to loose this one because I was late. So what do you say, will you grant me a rain check?

Kathryn could help but melt under his gaze. "It's a date."

"Until then." Jack lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it. "I had a wonderful time, Kate. Good night.

She watched Jack walk back to the hovercraft. "Good Night," she called and waved to him before she went inside.

Kathryn sat back and rubbed her tired eyes. She had been going over the report that one of the science teams had sent to her when her assistant entered the room and placed a small pile of pads on her desk. "Thanks Mikki."

"Why don't you take a break, Capitan? You have been at those findings all morning."

Kathryn found herself about to ignore her assistant when something about the way the young Lieutenant was standing in front of her triggered her memory of how Chakotay use to try and get her to take a break. "You are absolutely right, Mikki. And, besides I'm getting hungry too." She smiled. "I have been wanting to try this little café near here, if you don't have any plans you can join me."

"If you don't mind, that would be great." The lieutenant replied.

As they were exiting the building Kathryn saw Jack walking up to her.

"Kate! I was just coming to see you. I was hoping to collect on that rain check you gave me the other night. Are you free for lunch?"

"We were just heading out for lunch."

Jack looked at the young woman standing next to Kathryn. "Hello." He regarded to her.

"Jack this is my assistant Lieutenant Mikki Skyler."

"It's nice to meet you Capitan Metcalf."

"Well I guess it's my lucky day, not only do I get the charming company of one lovely lady but two." As they were about to leave Lt. Skyler's com badge beeped.

"Slone to Skyler."

Mikki closed her eyes and groaned before tapping her badge. "Skyler here. What happened now?"

"My favorite Dom-jot cue! That's what happened."

Mikki cringed, "Damn," she whispered. "I'll be right there, Skyler out."

Kathryn looked at Mikki with concern, "Is everything okay, Mikki?"

"Not if I don't get there soon. I'll see back in the office after lunch." And she started out the door.

Jack slipped his arm through Kathryn's. "Yep, I'm a very lucky man indeed." And he led her out the door.

Kathryn sat there watching Jack give the waiter their order. She had only spent a few hours in his presence, but there was something about this man that made her want to spend more time with him. He was the most intriguing man she'd encountered in a very, very long time and handsome too, which judging from the women subtly and not so subtly checking him out at the bar, she wasn't the only one who thought that.

Jack was stunned at the vision sitting across from him. Damn, but she's gorgeous, he thought and then forced his expression into a neutral one. No sense in letting her know just how damned attractive he found her. Which is why he had adopted that attitude within seconds of meeting her, he wasn't sure why but he just knew it would work between them. He also knew he'd never felt such a powerful feeling of attraction to anyone like this before.

As they chatted over lunch Kathryn was amazed at how comfortable she felt with Jack. It was not in her nature to form quick attachments; usually she waited until she had known the man for awhile. But halfway through lunch she was more than halfway in love with him, which she thought was crazy. Although she had to admit that crazy felt incredibly good.

Jack and Kathryn walked into her office arm-in-arm giggling. "Jack lunch was wonderful, thank you." She suddenly stopped, removed her arm from his and grabbed his sleeve, pulling him to her. Without hesitating she started leaning forward to kiss him, unable to stop herself.

"Bark! Bark! They jumped apart in surprise and turned in the direction that the barking was coming from. Mikki was standing there, her face beat red with a brown and white spotted French Bulldog puppy at her feet.

"Sorry."

Kathryn looked from Mikki to the puppy and back again.

"Captain I can explain."

Kathryn walked over to her desk and sat down. "Okay Mikki start explaining."

An hour later Kathryn knelt down in front of the dog rubbing her ears affectionately, and getting happily licked on the face at the same time. Jack was leaning against her desk laughing. She stopped petting the dog, stood up putting her hands on her hips. "What is so funny?"

"You."

"Oh come on Jack I had to take her, she needs a home with a yard where she can run around." The pup barked. "See even she agrees with me."

He raised his eyebrow at her, "Just remember that when she eats your prized Dom-jot cue," he chuckled.

"Oh you," she swatted him on the arm making the pup barked again. Kathryn picked her up. "It's okay girl, this is Jack and we like him." Jack reached over and scratched the puppies chin receiving a lick in return.

Kathryn laughed. "That's a good girl."

"So are you going to rename her, or just keep calling her Dog?"

Kathryn nuzzled her cheek against the puppies head. "Well do you have any suggestions?"

"How about squirt?" Kathryn narrowed her eyes at him showing her disapproval. "Bob? Trouble? Floppy?" Kathryn rolled her eyes in exasperation. "Okay, okay," Jack chuckled. "Set her down." Kathryn put the puppy down and stood back up. Jack folded his arm in front of him and stroked his chin with his finger and thumb studying the puppy while slowly circling the dog. Kathryn opened her mouth to say something, but Jack held up his finger. He continued to study the dog. He kneeled down looking the dog in the face. The pup cocked her head at him. "Sit." The puppy immediately sat down. Jack stood back up and turned to Kathryn. "Ensign."

"What?" a look of confusion on her face.

Jack smiled. "Well, she's green but trainable. So, she's an Ensign."

Kathryn looked down at the dog. "Ensign," she stated somewhat unsure. The puppy barked in response and wagged her stub of a tail. Kathryn started laughing. "Well, I guess that settles it. Ensign it is."

Over the next two weeks Jack and Kathryn had fallen into a steady routine. He would arrive at her office, take her out to lunch where they would spend the next hour talking and getting to know each other, then he would escort back to her office before return back to work him self. They had just arrived back at her office, but this time, instead of Jack coming into her office he stopped at her door. Kathryn gave him a funny look. He reached out and took Kathryn's hand in both of his. "Kate, I have really enjoyed going to lunch with you for the past two weeks. I have really enjoyed getting to know you better. But today at lunch I realized something," Kathryn suddenly got a funny feeling in her stomach. Jack noticed the sudden worry in her eyes. "And," Jack gave her his most charming smile. "I was wondering if you would go out with me Saturday." Kathryn suddenly relaxed and let out the breath she had been holding.

"Yes, I would love to go out with you Saturday."

Jack's smile got even broader as he gave her a hug. "Great, I'll pick you up at eight. Now I better hurry back to my office before I'm demoted for being late again." He turned and left the office. As Kathryn was watching walk down the hall from her door, she heard her mother's voice come from behind her. "You're doing it again." Kathryn turned to see her mother sitting behind her desk. Gretchen was studying her with a smirk.

"What?" Kathryn asked curiously as she walked in and took a seat across the desk from her mother.

"Smiling like that," she replied. Kathryn tried to shield her mouth with the back of her hand and glanced away but ended up smiling even more. Gretchen chuckled, "You, my dear, are glowing and I love seeing you look this happy."

Kathryn took her hand away from her face and looked at her mother. "I am happy mom. I know it seems silly because I just met Jack, but…" she drifted off.

"Buuut," her mother prodded.

"I know this is going to sound silly, but when we sit there talking in the crowded restaurant it feels like we are the only two people there. And, when we are walking along we'll see something and Jack will make a comment that was the exact thing I was just thinking." Kathryn noticed that there were tears starting to shimmer in her mother's eyes.

"Katie, all yours and Phoebe's life I had hoped that the two of you would find a love like I had with your father."

"Daddy loved you very much it showed."

"And Jack's love for you shows."

Kathryn gave a faint snicker and then rubbed her forehead. "Is this moving too fast?" She searched her mother's eyes for an answer.

"Katie have you forgotten that I married your father 6 weeks after I met him? What are you instincts telling you?"

Kathryn looked out the window behind her mother. After a few moments she spoke. "My gut tells me that its not, but my head…." She let the thought trail off.

"You have always has excellent instincts, and I wouldn't stop listening to them now. After all they kept you alive and got you back to Earth didn't they?"

Kathryn got up went around her desk and hugged her mother. "Thank you."

"For what dear?"

"For being you." Kathryn smiled.

Kathryn stood in front of her bedroom mirror holding up one of the dresses she was trying to decide on. She turned and looked at Ensign. "What do you think girl?" Ensign was lying on the floor next to the bed. She lifted up her head and snorted and then put her head back down. Kathryn held up the other dress to her that she was holding. "What about this one?" Ensign lifted her head and barked. "So you think he will like this one better, huh?" she received a yip in answer. "Okay the black one it is."

Twenty minutes later she was attaching an earring when she heard the front door. She quickly grabbed the other earring and headed down stairs to answer the door.

Jack stood there fidgeting with the flowers while he waited for Kathryn to answer the door. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other and then sighed. "Get a grip Jack," he whispered to himself. He rolled his neck and shoulders to loosen up. He stopped when he heard barking and footsteps coming towards the door. The door swung open and Jack eyes about popped out of his head. There before him stood the loveliest vision he had ever seen. Kathryn was wearing a black dress, matching heels with her hair swept up in a loose twist. The sound of her voice brought him back to Earth.

"Hello, you're right on time."

Jack walked in and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "You look stunning," he smiled broadly at her.

Kathryn blushed slightly. "Thank you."

Jack handed her the flowers. Kathryn took them and pushed her nose into the blooms and inhaled. "They're beautiful, thank you. I'll just put them in water and then we can leave."

Jack walked into the living room and sat down. Ensign came up to him and put her paw on his leg. "Well hello Ensign," he reached down and patted the dog on the head. "So how's life with the Captain going? You haven't chewed up any of her prized possession have you?"

"No she hasn't."

Jack looked up to see Kathryn entering the room with the vase of flowers and placed them on the side table. Jack looked back at the dog, "Bucking for a promotion I see." Ensign barked. "Well then keep up the good work."

Kathryn stood there with her hand over her mouth chuckling. Jack stood up and walked over to her. "I don't know about you, but I for one am starving. Shall we go?" Still trying to gain her composer Kathryn nodded. Jack held out his arm to her, and Kathryn took a hold of it. Jack looked back at the dog. "You are in charge Ensign." And he led Kathryn laughing out the room.

They walked arm and arm up Kathryn's front steps to the door. She let go of Jack's arm and opened the front door, she felt Jack place his hand on the small of her back as she walked through the door. He closed the door behind them as Kathryn turned on the lights and walked into the living room. Jack came up behind her as she turned to look at him. He smiled softly at her and took her in his arms.

Kathryn felt her heart skip a beat. This felt so right to her, she knew he felt the same, they were so much alike. Jack brought his hands up and thread his fingers into her hair and held her head. Kathryn licked her lips as Jack leaned into her, his lips just stopping short of touching hers. They stood there just gazing into one another's eyes breathing the same breath. Kathryn raised her hands up and placed them on his chest. Kathryn felt the slow uncurling of desire begin in her belly as she curled her fingers into Jack's shirt pulling him into her. Jack hesitantly brushed his lips with hers, and she responded lightly.

Their lips met again and Jack kissed her deeply. As the kiss deepened their tongues dueled for a brief moment together when Kathryn suddenly opened her hands and pushed Jack back breaking their kiss. Her hands rested on his chest as she gazed at him and took a shuddering breath. She reached up and pulled one of his hands out of her hair and grasped a hold of it turning, and walked away leading him upstairs to her bedroom. Kathryn never lost eye contact with Jack the entire way as the bedroom door closed behind them.

Suddenly the bedroom door opened back up and Jack placed Ensign on to the floor pointing at her, "Stay," and then he closed the door. Ensign lay down and gave a faint whine.

Jack wrapped his arms around Kathryn pulling her against him and kissed her deeply. As their tongues meshed gently Kathryn bonelessly melted against him. Jack could feel her firm breasts pressing into his chest. Kathryn's lips moved underneath his, opening to let Jack in. He swept his tongue into her mouth relishing the taste of her, and her response to him.

Kathryn broke the kiss again, this time to reach up along the right side of her dress unzipping it. She curved her shoulders forward allowing the dress to slip from them and fall to the floor. She stepped out of the dress and her shoes, and stood before Jack in her black lace bra and panties. She reached up and unbuttoned Jack's shirt then removed it. Jack unfastened his trousers and quickly removed them and his shoes. Kathryn could see that he was more then ready by the way his arousal tented his boxers. She reached down and hooked a finger into the waistband of his boxers.

"These need to go," she whispered seductively, and pulled the waistband down and away from his hips letting them fall to the ground.

Jack moved slightly away from her onto the bed dragging Kathryn down to him aligning their bodies. Kathryn savored the feel of Jack lying next to her while his hand slid over her skin. He dragged his hand slowly up over her ribs as he lowered his mouth to kiss her. Kathryn gave a breathy moan into Jack's mouth as his hand covered her breast. She arched her back as his fingers circled her lace covered nipple. Kathryn rose up slightly and Jack's other hand unfastened her bra and pulled it away from her body.

Kathryn laid there watching Jack as he studied her body. He sensed her scrutiny and looked up into her sparkling blue eyes. He reached up and took her face in between his hands. "You are so beautiful," he whispered letting the love that was growing for her show on his face.

Jack's eyes roamed hotly over her body studying the curve of her breast and hip, and the indent of her waist before he lowered his head to her breast nipping and sucking on the blushing tip as his hand came up to rub the other between his thumb and finger.

Kathryn moaned and lifted her leg placing it over Jack's rubbing it up and down as she felt his erection dig insistently into her hip. Jack's hand left her breast and moved down over her stomach to the edge of her lace panties, dragging his finger slowly along their edge. Kathryn sucked in her breath as Jack's hand slipped under the waistband and raked through the coarse hair covering her mound. She twisted under his searching fingers and lifted up her hips quietly inviting him to remove the lacy barrier.

With the panties gone it was just the two of them pressed together skin to skin. Kathryn's heart raced as Jack's fingers returned to where they'd left off dipping lower as they stroked, pressed then slipping around her clitoris in a circler motion. Jack heard Kathryn moan again as he moved his mouth over her stomach placing open-mouthed kisses along the way. Her moans where joined with sighs as he moved between her thighs placing a kiss on each thigh. Jack placed a hand on each of her thighs and buried his nose in her coarse hair eliciting a very vocal moan from her as she moved her legs out wider to grant him better access. Jack grinned as the scent of her excited arousal met his nose, causing his own hard arousal to twitch underneath him. He flicked his tongue across her clitoris compelling Kathryn's hips to buck forward.

"Oh god," she panted as her hands gripped the sheets.

Jack looked up over Kathryn's heaving stomach, past her perfect breasts to her face. He thought she was so beautiful with her eyes half closed, biting her lip, with her hair spread in a halo over the pillow that his heart skipped a beat. Jack swirled his tongue around her clitoris again before flicking it back and forth. Kathryn's hips bucked convulsively as he switched between swirling, flicking, and sucking her clitoris. Kathryn felt the burn of desire build in her stomach and slowly glide outward.

Jack knew she was getting closer as Kathryn became more vocal and buried her hands in his hair holding him in place. He twirled his tongue over her clitoris one final time, and sat back on his heels.

Kathryn whimpered at the loss of contact. She opened her eyes and saw Jack's penis hard and stiff in front of him. She gave him a seductive grin before reaching forward to encase it with her warm hand causing Jacks eyes to loose focus and close. She stroked down then up his ridged shaft stopping at the tip. He sucked air through his clenched teeth when the pad of her thumb circled the tip spreading a bead of pre-cum.

Jack opened his eyes and stroked each of her nipples with gentle fingers before he leaned forward settling himself between her spread thighs. Kathryn was still stroking his penis as Jack shifted onto his elbows and arched his back causing the tip of his penis to touch the outer lips of her moist heat. She positioned him at her entrance and tilted her hips.

Kathryn's heart slammed in her chest as her emotions washed over her. In essence she was opening a door that had been closed for a very long time. Her heart surged at the fact that she was handing Jack her heart. As she looked lovingly into his eyes, "You had me at Hello," she said huskily.

The sound of her sexy voice was Jack's undoing, and he surged forward in one smooth thrust feeling her wet slick opening around him, and then clenching down tight on him. He pulsated within her as he took her mouth in a deep passionate kiss, joining them in every way.

Kathryn was taut with need as her hands roamed down Jack's back to his buttocks as she tried to pull him further into her. Jack raised Kathryn's legs so he could plunge even deeper as she molded to his body. Jack continued to thrust into her as he felt her molten walls around him and she arched her back.

"Oh god…" she shuddered as the ache built deep within.

Jack pulled her tighter against him and groaned. The warmth of her body was making him even more aroused as he thrust harder into her.

"Oh…yes…harder."

Jack buried his face into her neck and pumped into her harder.

Kathryn arched her body off the bed, "God…yesss…Jack…harder."

He was moving insider her at a frenzied pace slamming his hips repeatedly into her harder and faster to increase her pleasure until he felt her inner muscles start to quake telling him that she was only moments from release.

Kathryn met Jack thrust for thrust until suddenly her head was whirling into a vortex and her inner muscles clenched around him like a fist as she came in wave after sweet wave of ecstasy.

Jack slowly continued to thrust into her as Kathryn came down from her orgasm. Her eyes were all dreamy as she looked at him. "That was the most amazing…wow." Jack smiled at her, "This is far from finished," he stated playfully as he pushed into her right as an after tremor rippled through her walls causing her gasp.

Jack saw a playful glint in Kathryn's eye before she suddenly rolled him on to his back straddled him and sat up never losing Jack from within her. She leaned back down and kissed him deeply. Jack brought his hands up and gripped her hips pulling them down so she was completely impaled on his still hard erection.

Kathryn sat back up and started plunging up and down. His hands came up and cupped her breasts as he stroked her hard nipples with the pads of his thumbs. She groaned feeling her ache start to build quickly, growing tighter and stronger as she increased her pace up and down on him.

Jack groaned as he felt his release star to build, and lifted his hips to meet hers causing Kathryn to groan in reply and thrust a little harder.

"My god Kate," he gulped. He wanted her to take her time, but when he looked up and saw the raw ecstasy on her face he just thrust his hips up harder encouraging her to ride him to oblivion.

When Jack sudden thrust forward it threw Kathryn off balance making her reach back and grab his thighs to catch her self. This sudden change in angle had his rigid shaft pummeling right into her G-spot making her whimper with delight and move faster to intensify the sensation.

Jack felt her pace escalate as her grip became painful on his thighs. "Kate…your grip on my thighs…," he breathed heavily.

She instantly relaxed her hold, "Sorry…I couldn't help myself…," she gasp for air and started to move even faster.

Jack reached up and took a hold of her hips, "slow down and let me help." He let go of her hips and leaned back on his elbows. She cried out as he lifted his hips and started thrusting up into her.

"Oh yesss….faster Jack….oh god that's it….yesss… oh god yes, faster." Jack dug his elbows into the mattress and drove his hips up into her faster. Suddenly she shuddered and screamed, "Hard! Now!" as she started to come.

Jack swiftly flipped her on to her back as he felt her orgasm clamp around him. "Oh god, please - !" Jack continued to pump deep into her as he road out her orgasm. Kathryn wrapped her legs around his waist allowing him to go deeper and harder. No sooner had her orgasm ended then she felt another one building rapidly. The ache was growing tighter and stronger as Jack continued to slam into her. She felt the tight spiral of her third orgasm strengthen and then bust with such a force that Kathryn lost her breath.

Her inner muscles squeezed him like a vice triggering his own release. He clutched her tightly as his heart hammered in his chest. Jack nuzzled her neck and shoulder as the after shocks quivered through his body.

Jack slowly rolled them onto their sides as they gasped for air in each other's arms, their skin damp with passion. He laid there stroking her hip with his hand think how he had never fit so perfect with a woman in his life.

Kathryn's own breath was slowing as she kissed his neck gently. "That was incredible," she murmured.

Jack smiled, "You are pretty incredible yourself." He moved his head to look at the headboard.

"What are you doing?"

"Looking to see if my brains are -," he didn't get a chance to finish as Kathryn put her hand over his mouth.

She looked into his eyes passionately. "It was the most mind blowing sex for me too." She kept her hand over his mouth. "I want you to know that I don't take this," she removed her hand and made a sweeping gesture down their joined bodies and then back up placing it on his chest. "…lightly. I've given you my heart Jack Metcalf so please handle it with care."

"I will guard it with my life, Kate." He brought his lips down to hers and kissed her passionately.

Jack sighed as he slid his hand up and cupped a breast. He placed a soft kiss on her throat causing the most incredibly erotic feeling as Kathryn tilted her head with a sigh to give him better access. He was thumbing the hard bud of her breast with his thumb. He felt her shiver as he trailed kisses down to her breast. "I can't seem to get enough of you."

"Mmmmm," her body shuddered as his mouth captured her dusky nipple causing warmth spread to the lower half of her body. She knew if he didn't stop soon, they wouldn't be able to. She nudged his head with her arm. "Jack." He swirled his tongue around her nipple and sucked harder making her gasp. "Jack," she panted more insistently.

Jack let go of her nibble with a pop and looked at her with lust filled eyes. "Yes."

"As much as I want this to continue all night don't you need to get home to Emma?"

"Don't worry I our parents are watching her for the night." He dipped his head back down nipping and licking her nipple.

Kathryn suddenly pushed Jack off her and sat up straight. "What! What do you mean our parents are watching her?" Kathryn jumped off the bed and grabbed her robe that was lying in a near by chair slipping it over her shoulders and holding the front closed with her hand. "Jack! Do you know what this means?"

Jack gave her a wicked grin, "that I have all night to ravage your body," and he wagged his eyebrows.

Kathryn threw her hand up in frustration. "Ugh! No! It means that my mother knows where you are, and if you don't come home until morning she will know that you spent the night."

Jack moved across the bed and sat on the edge. He grabbed Kathryn around the waist and pulled her on to his lap. He looked deeply into her eyes. "Kate just a few moments ago you were offering me your heart, are you changing your mind?"

Tears sprang to Kathryn's eyes. "God no," she stated firmly.

"Then why the panic about your mother? So she finds out that we had se –,"

Kathryn put her hand over his mouth. "Jack what we did was not sex, you made love to me, and it was amazing. I have never felt the way I do for you towards any one else."

"Kate," he brought his hand up and cupped the side of her face. "This is the first time I've been with a woman since Emma's mother. When dad offered to watch Emma tonight I didn't know the evening would end like this, I had hoped, but I never planned it. From the moment I met you I was drawn to you. We have a deep connection that I have never had with any other woman."

A tear escaped down her cheek, "Can you forgive me for momentarily freaking out?"

He flashed his gorgeous smile at her. "Of course I forgive you. Now," He opened her robe. "Where was I," the robe slipped from her shoulders. "Oh yes, right about here." And he latched on to her nipple.

Forty minutes and two more orgasms later, they both lay on their backs flushed and panting for breath. "Oh I am going to be sore in the morning," she moaned. "I haven't been this enthusiastic since my twenties."

Jack chuckled reaching down for the sheets and covering them. He kissed her on the forehead as she curled into his side. He could feel her smile on his chest as he closed his eyes.

A week and a half later Kathryn was in office very early attempting to finish up some work, so she could leave in time to meet B'Elanna at her family home in Indiana. She was digging through a pile of PADDs trying to find the one she needed so she could leave. "Mikki," she called out to her assistant. "Have you seen the Inversion Nebula Report?" She started digging through another pile causing some of the PADDs to fall on the floor. "Damn," She leaned over in her seat picking up the PADDs off the floor, when she rose up a PADD was handed to her. Kathryn let out a sigh of relief, "What would I do without you?" She took the proffered PADD without looking up.

"Wash your own back for one thing."

Kathryn's head snapped up, "Jack!"

"Good Morning," he smiled.

"What are you doing here?"

"I have a meeting?"

"Who do you have a meeting with at 05:30?"

"You."

Kathryn narrowed her eyes at him. "Jack what's this about, you know I'm leaving for Indiana in a few minutes."

"Would you believe that I came to kiss you good bye?"

Kathryn got up from behind her desk shaking her head. She stood in front of Jack, who hauled her into his embrace and held her tight. "You got up at the crack of dawn to come kiss me good bye?"

"Uh huh."

Kathryn's eyes locked with Jacks as she put her hands behind his head pulling him towards her. As their lips met his mouth slanted over hers. Kathryn's lips parted with a moan that seemed to fill Jack's lungs. He deepened the kiss as his tongue explored her mouth hungrily. Her moans were driving him wild and he found himself clumsily pushing Kathryn against the wall. Jack was rock hard and humping against her thigh.

"Jack…the….door," she managed between kisses.

"Locked,"

It was only a matter of seconds before Jack was taking her hard against the wall.

Moments later after they had righted themselves Kathryn was walking Jack to the door. "Wow, if that's the good bye kiss I can't wait to see the welcome home kiss,"

Jack chuckled and placed a chaste kiss on her lips and wagged his eyebrows. Kathryn playfully swatted his chest. "Oh stop."

"By the way Kate, I wanted to know if you had any plans Saturday."

"What have you got in mind?"

"I am taking Emma to my beach house in Malibu and I was wondering if you'd like to spend the day with us."

Kathryn's face lit up. "I would love to."

Jack flashed her a gorgeous smile, "Then it's a date."

Kathryn had just made it to the house in Indiana before B'Elanna arrived, no thanks to Jacks kiss good bye, and they were setting on the back patio with some cool drinks talking. B'Elanna was bouncing Miral on her lap.

"So, are you going to tell me about him?"

Kathryn turned her gaze from the baby to B'Elanna, "Him?"

"You know perfectly well who I'm talking about."

Kathryn gave her a puzzled look.

"Ugh Kathryn! I may not be in Starfleet, but I still hear all the gossip."

Kathryn shook her head, "I never realized Owen was such a gossip."

"He isn't, but Elizabeth is and don't you tell her I said that."

Kathryn laughed. Elizabeth was Tom's mother and had her finger on the pulse of Starfleet gossip. "Your secrets safe, Lanna."

"Soooo," B'Elanna proded. "Out with it who is he."

Kathryn looked at her pointedly, "You know perfectly well who he is."

B'Elana rolled her eyes. "All Owen would tell us is his name, rank and serial number. Come on Kathryn I want the juicy details."

Kathryn shook her head and laughed. "Fine, you're going to badger me all day until I give them to you anyway. So what do you want to know?"

"Start at the beginning."

Kathryn filled B'Elanna in on how she had met Jack a month ago, that he had a 3 year old daughter, Emma, whom she was going to meet for the first time this weekend.

"Wait! You mean to tell me you have been dating Jack for a month and you haven't met his daughter? Why?"

Kathryn shrugged her shoulders. "Wouldn't you want to make sure the relationship was going somewhere before you brought Miral into it?"

B'Elanna reached over and placed her hand on top of Kathryn's. "You are absolutely right. And, the fact that he is completely opening his life to you means that this relationship is getting serious. Are you ready for that?"

Kathryn gave a deep contented sigh. "Yes Lanna, more then anything."

"Well you deserve it Kathryn."

Miral started crying, and B'Elanna looked down noticing that her diaper needed changing. "Uh oh, I see someone needs a little maintenance." Kathryn stood up and reached for Miral.

"You sit and relax; I'll change my god-daughter."

"Aye Capitan," B'Elanna quipped.

"Come here sweetheart," Kathryn scooped Miral up. She cried louder and Kathryn softly bounced Miral in her arms. "Ssshhh, it's okay Miral, Aunt Katie will make it all better. Miral started to quiet down as Kathryn headed into the house.

B'Elanna smiled and thought to herself what a lucky little girl Emma was going to be with Kathryn in her life. Just then B'Elanna heard the front door ring. Knowing that Kathryn was elbow-deep in a diaper change by now she went to answer it.

B'Elanna was taken aback when she opened the door and found Annika standing there. "Annika!"

"Hello, B'Elanna."

B'Elanna stood there holding the door open not sure why Annika was here.

"May I come in?"

B'Elanna jumped and opened the door wider, "Oh, yeah, sorry." Just then Kathryn came back into the room.

"I thought I heard the door, Hello Annika."

"Hello."

"B'Elanna I hope you don't mind I invited Annika to join the two of us for lunch."

"Oh! I thought – so your mother -," Annkia sputtered.

"No, why?"

"Do you need a hand with preparing lunch then?"

B'Elanna snickered, "Very subtle, Annika."

Kathryn shot them both her famous 'Janeway Glare'. Then she put her mouth near Miral's ear. "Miral tell these two that what your Aunt Katie lacks in replicator skills she more then makes up for in manual cooking skills."

B'Elanna looked at Annika. "In that case Annika keep her away from the replicator."

B'Elanna had just finished the last mouth full on her plate and sat back. "Okay I don't get it Kathryn, you obviously can cook. So did you rig your replicator to incinerate your meals?"

Kathryn laughed, "No that would be the handy work of your husband and Harry." Kathryn saw the shocked look on B'Elanna's face. "Oh don't tell me he never told you."

"Told me what?" Came B'Elanna's shocked reply.

Kathryn started laughing. "Not long after I first humiliated Tom at pool, he rigged my replicator, and I never told him that I found his rogue sub-routine."

"B'Elanna started laughing hysterically.

"What is so funny?" Annika inquired.

"That replicator was infamous, and Kathryn got a lot of free dinners out of Chakotay because of that sub-routine." She chortled.

"What do you mean was," Kathryn dead-panned.

"Oh my god, it's still there!" B'Elanna declared as she nearly fell out of her chair laughing.

"And Chakotay will never find it, Kathryn quipped, "Unless one of you tell him."

B'Elanna shook her head, "My lips are sealed."

Kathryn looked at Annika.

"You know how important legends are to my future husband so who am I do deny him this one."

All three women started laughing.

Kathryn reached up and rang the door buzzer and then looked down at Ensign. "Here goes everything."

The door opened and Jack stood there smiling at her. "Good Morning." Jack wrapped her in his arms and kissed her.

"Hi." Kathryn replied in a seductively husky voice.

"Did you have any problems finding the place?"

"Daddy, spot!"

Kathryn looked down as saw Emma clinging to Jacks leg pointing at Ensign. Jack bent down and scooped Emma up into his arms.

"Kate this is Emma,"

Emma had dark blonde curly hair, and the most angelic hazel eyes that matched her fathers.

"Emma can you say hello to Kate?"

"Spot!" declared again pointing to Ensign.

Kathryn reached down and picked up the puppy. "Emma this is Ensign."

"Mine Daddy." She stated proudly causing Kathryn to laugh quietly and Jack to roll his eyes.

"No Emma, Ensign Spot is Kate's dog." Emma pouted her lower lip.

"Emma you can play with her, would you like that?" Kathryn asked.

"Yes!" Emma squealed and started to wiggle out of her father's arms. Kathryn placed Ensign down on the floor.

"Down Daddy," she pleated with urgency.

Jack put Emma down and she immediately started petting Ensign who was lavishing Emma's cheek with kisses. Jack straightened back up and looked at Kathryn. "I just made some coffee would you like some?"

"Are you kidding?"

Jack put his arm around her shoulders. "Come on the kitchen is this way."

Kathryn and Emma were working on the final touches of their elaborate sandcastle while Jack was digging the moat. Jack looked up at Ensign who was sitting next to Emma. "Ensign, come." The dog stood up and trotted over to him. "Start digging," he ordered and the dog gave a woof and started pawing excitedly at the sand. Jack smiled as he watched the fantail of sand the dog was making start to get bigger. He leaned down near Ensign's head. "Come on girl, faster, that's it. Good girl," he whispered as his eyes rose up in time to see the spray of sand rain down like a blanket on Kathryn.

"Argh!" Kathryn jumped as the sand hit her, and she brought her arm up to block the shower of sand. "Stop….Ensign, bad dog….stop!" she managed between laughter. Suddenly the shower of sand stopped and Kathryn looked up to see Jack grinning on his knees petting Ensign's head. Jack's eyes when wide when he saw Kathryn leap towards him. She tackled him knocking him to the ground, straddled his chest and started tickling him. "Take that."

Emma was jumping up and down clapping and laughing while Ensign ran around all three of them barking. Jack managed to turn the tables on Kathryn, and before she knew it she was on her back and Jack was tickling her. "No Jack….stop!" she screamed with laughter. At that moment Emma sprang into action and was trying to push him off Kathryn shouting, "Me help Kate!" Jack grabbed a hold of Emma and started tickling her. "Help me, Kate," she squealed with laughter.

Kathryn used her foot to push Jack backwards and he landed with a grunt as Emma landed on top of him. "Uncle," he shouted.

"That will teach you mess with us, won't it Emma?"

Her eyes twinkled. "Yes." She turned and looked at her dad. "I'm thirsty."

"Okay," Jack stood up, and Emma reached her arms up to him. He scooped her up in his arms. "Would you like something Kate?"

"No thanks."

"Well be right back." He turned and walked up the steps of the deck and into the house.

Kathryn brushed the sand off her and climbed to the top of the stairs, sitting down on the top step. She was watching the surf, and closed her eyes as the breeze caressed her hair and face. She loved the ocean; it was so peaceful and calming. She was just letting the soft sound of the crashing waves soothe her when she felt Emma's tiny hand on her shoulder. She opened her eyes as Emma climbed into her lap with her training cup. Kathryn wrapped her arms around Emma and continued to watch the surf as Emma sipped her drink. Jack came walking up and sat beside her.

"Enjoying your self?"

"Yes," She turned at looked at Jack warmly.

"Emma is very taken with you."

"She is a wonderful little girl you've done an amazing job with her Jack."

"Well don't let her fool you, she has her moments."

"We all have those Jack."

"Um." He watched Emma as Kathryn slightly rocked her from side to side. "You are very good with her. Are kids something that you thought about having in your life someday?"

Kathryn looked out at the surf. "I've always wanted a family."

"So why don't you?"

Kathryn turned her gaze to him. "Unforeseen circumstances. There were several times when I was in the Delta Quadrant that felt that dream was dead."

"And now?" he said softly.

"Hope floats," she smiled.

Just then Emma dropped her cup making Jack look down. His smile widened as his eyes grew soft. Kathryn followed his gaze to see that Emma had fallen asleep in her arms.

"Guess she's warn out from playing on the beach all afternoon." Kathryn smiled.

"It's her nap time, actually. Here let me put her down." Jack took Emma from her and walked into the house. Kathryn followed him.

"I'm going to take a shower and get all this sand out of my hair."

"Okay," Jack said as entered Emma's room.

Kathryn closed her eyes as she stood under the spray of the shower allowing the hot water to wash away the sand. She turned her face up into the water and sighed as she thought about Emma sleeping in her arms. She knew that Emma was slowly wrapping herself around her heart, and she could easily fall completely in love with the child. She was pulled out of her thoughts when she felt Jack's arms suddenly slide around her waist and press his body up against her back.

"I thought you were putting Emma down for a nap?"

"I did. She didn't even wake up when I tucked her in." Jack answered as he kissed her shoulder.

Kathryn covered his hands with hers as they stood under the cascading water.

"Hand me the soap," Jack said a few moments later. "I'll do your back and then you can do mine."

"Sounds good to me," she replied grabbing the soap and placing it in his hand.

Jack and Kathryn were sitting on the couch sipping their wine in comfortable silence. Kathryn was taking in the view of the sun setting on the horizon, and Jack was taking in Kathryn.

"I can see why you bought this place the view is amazing."

"Mmm humm, I'll say."

Kathryn turned and looked at Jack. "I meant the ocean view, silly."

"It doesn't compare to the view I'm looking at."

"Flatter." She teased.

Jack placed a kiss on her temple, and then her cheek. Kathryn reached up and grabbed the back of his head capturing his lips in a searing kiss. She was about to deepen the kiss when she felt Emma's head duck under her arm and pull it way from Jack's head. They broke the kiss and looked to see Emma sitting on Kathryn's lap smiling at them. "I hungry."

"Well hello to you too," Jack quipped.

Kathryn rolled her eyes. "You know what I'm hungry too, sweetie. What's for dinner Dad?"

"Humm. I don't know?…how about….Spaghetti?" Giving Emma an excited face.

Emma bounded up and down clapping her hands. "Yay! Pagetti!"

"It's her favorite if you couldn't tell."

"Never would have guessed," Kathryn laughed.

Jack was cleaning up the dinner plates while Kathryn was reading a book to Emma on the couch. Jack placed the last of the dishes in the washer and walked into the living room. Kathryn had just finished the book she was reading to Emma. "Okay squirt, its bath time."

"Noooo," Emma whined. "Read more Teevis." She held the book up to Kathryn.

"Emma," Jack said sternly. "Bath, and then I'll read too you."

"O-kay," she stated half-heartedly. She jumped down from the couch and started walking towards the bathroom. "Come on Spot." She shouted over her shoulder.

Kathryn placed her hand over her mouth and tried not to chuckle. She looked up at Jack who, was standing there shaking his head. "I have corrected her all day about the dogs name, and does she listen?" He jerked his head in her direction when Kathryn burst into laughter. You're not helping matters."

"Sorry." She held up her hands and tried to stop laughing. "You know there is an easy solution to this?"

Jack turned to face her folding his arms across his chest. "And what would that be?"

"Ensign Spot."

Jack started laughing. "Fine." He leaned down and kissed Kathryn on the forehead and stood back up. "There is wine in the cooler. You might as well relax because I've hell to pay trying to get her out of the bath. She'd never get out if I didn't practically drag her out." Jack saw a smirk form on Kathryn's face. "What?"

Kathryn quickly straightened her face, but still had a bit of a guilty look about her. "Nothing." Jack gave her a questioning look. "It's nothing, now you better go before -"

"Daddy!"

"Are you a mind reader?"

Kathryn laughed. "No, I just happen to know about girls and bath tubs. Now go before she gets upset."

"Daddy!!" Emma yelled from the bathroom.

Jack gave her another accusing look. "Are you sure you're not a telepath?"

"Trust me, it's a girl thing."

"If you say so." Kathryn watch as Jack walked off shaking his head.

Jack kissed Emma's sleeping face and eased himself off the bed. He looked down to see Ensign Spot asleep at the foot of her bed and shook his head. It had taken him 45 minutes to finish Emma's bath and read her two books until she finally fell asleep. He dimmed the lights and closed the door partially. He saw a flickering light come from his bedroom. "Kate?" he called out softly.

"I'm in here." Came her soft reply.

When Jack opened the door the room was glowing with candle light. He saw movement out of the corner of his eye and turned to find Kathryn standing in the bathroom doorway wearing a white satin night gown with very thin straps holding it up. She walked up to him and handed him a glass of wine. "I thought you might want this."

Jack's eyes smoldered as they surveyed Kathryn from head to toe. "Thank you." He took the glass from her and took a drink. He reached out and stroked her cheek with the back of his hand. "This is perfect." Kathryn wrapped her arm around his waist and leaned into him. Jack felt a current of desire ignite every nerve ending. He reached back closing and locking the door.

Kathryn lay entwined in Jack's arms enjoying the warm tingle her body was still giving off. His hand was softly stroking up and down her naked back. She sighed and snuggled into his embrace. Jack kissed the top of her head.

"Comfortable?"

"Mmm, hmmm, very," she mumbled as he continued to stroke her back with his fingertips. She tipped her head back to look at him.

"Penny for them."

"Uh?" Jack said turning his gaze to her.

"Your thoughts." Kathryn replied.

"I was just thinking how happy I am that you are here with us."

Kathryn reached up and stroked his cheek. "Jack," she whispered. "Thank you for opening up our home and letting me be apart of you life."

Jack looked deep into her eyes. "I'm falling in love with you more each day." He watched as Kathryn's eyes started to shimmer with tears.

"I love you Jack Metcalf, and there is enough room in my heart for Emma too." Her tears spilled over as she smiled at him.

Jack captured her mouth in a passionate kiss that Kathryn felt all the way to her toes.

Kathryn's eyes snapped open; the bedroom was covered in darkness. She turned her head and could just make out Jack's profile sleep beside her. She laid there listening to his breathing trying to figure out what had woken her, when suddenly the entire room was lit up with a flash of lightening that made her jump. Placing her hand on her chest, she felt her heart racing. Ever since she was 6 years old lighting had had this effect on her. She laid there silently counting in her head, one Mississippi…two Mississippi…three- a loud clap of thunder shook the house. Kathryn heard Emma scream and jumped out of bed throwing her robe on as she went out the door.

When she entered Emma's room the bed was empty. "Emma!" she harshly whispered. She heard Ensign whine and looked down. The dog was lying on the floor with her nose pointed under the bed. "Emma?" Kathryn whispered as she quickly kneeled down and looked under the bed. Kathryn smiled when her eyes meet Emma's. "Did the storm scare you?" Emma nodded her head. Kathryn reached under the bed. "Come here." Kathryn could see the fear in Emma's eyes. "Its okay honey, please come out." Emma put her hand in Kathryn's and crawled out from under the bed. As Emma stood up there was another flash of lightening followed by a clap of thunder causing her leaped at Kathryn and clutch the front of her robe with her fists. Kathryn hugged her tight and ran her hand down Emma's back. "Shh, it's okay. It's only a storm. It can't hurt you, your safe I promise."

Kathryn never stopped hugging and soothing the child as she stood up and sat on the edge of the bed. She slowly rocked Emma and rubbed her back. "I'll tell you a secret. I use to hide under my bed during a thunder storm when I was little." Emma looked up at Kathryn and blinked. "Would you like me stay with you until it quits?" Emma nodded her head vigorously. "Okay." Kathryn stood up and placed Emma under the covers. No sooner had Kathryn settled down next to her, Emma had burrowed into her side.

Jack opened his eyes and stretched, he rolled over to kiss Kathryn good morning but all he found was an empty pillow. He laid there for a moment listening, when all that met his ears was silence he got up and looked in the bathroom. It was empty, so we put on his robe and went to check on Emma.

Jack slowly opened Emma's door and peeked his head in. He couldn't believe his eyes. Emma was still asleep in her bed, Kathryn was next to her with her arms round Emma, and Ensign curled up on the corner of the bed. Jack leaned against the door frame smiling as he watched them sleep. His heart burst with happiness at sight of them. He was amazed how easily Kathryn fit into his life. She had only spent one day with Emma and he could already see how much she loved and protected his little girl. He was truly a blessed man. Jack took a step closer making Ensign lifted his head. Jack gave her a stern look, and the dog put her head back down. He looked up to see Emma awake. He smiled at her and put his finger to his lips. He reached in and carefully moved Kathryn's arm off Emma and picked her up. He put his finger to his lips again and walked out the door.

Kathryn slowly shrugged the veil of sleep that softly clung to her. She took a deep breath and her mind snapped wake as it recognized the aroma coffee. When she slowly opened her eyes she was greeted with Jack's smiling face. He was holding a steaming cup out to her. "Good morning," he grinned.

Kathryn took another deep breath and pushed herself up and leaned against the head board. "Hi." She answered sleepily.

Jack moved the cup closer to her nose. "I thought you might need this."

Kathryn took the cup from him. "Thank you." She inhaled its aroma before taking a much needed drink. "Mmm." She opened her eyes when she felt Jack sit down on the bed. "Where's Emma?"

"She's in the kitchen eating pancakes." He rubbed his hand up and down her calf. "Did you sleep her all night?"

She took another drink of her coffee and shook he head. "I came in here about three this morning when the storm woke Emma up. I found her under the bed, and then stayed with her until she fell back to sleep. I tried to come back to bed, but I couldn't get her to let go of my robe so I just slept here."

Jack's eyes grew warm and soft. He reached out and cupped her cheek. "Do you know how much I love you right now?"

Kathryn put her hand over his as she nuzzled it. "Mmm, hmmm."

Jack chuckled, "Are you sure you're not a telepath?"

Kathryn smiled at him. "Jack its written all over your face."

Jack leaned in and kissed her.

The next few weeks pasted with a Kathryn spending a couple nights a week, and the weekends, with Jack and Emma at his apartment.

It was late in the afternoon and Kathryn was sitting at her desk daydreaming about last night and how she showed Jack the merits of a bathtub.

"Captain….Captain."

Kathryn shook her head and blinked. "Sorry I didn't hear you, Mikki, my mind was wandering.

"That's okay, Captain." She stepped into the office. "The CINC's office called, he wants to see you immediately."

Kathryn raised her eyebrows. "Did he say what it was about?"

"No ma'am."

Kathryn sighed and stood up. "Thank you Mikki. If I don't return before the end of the day have a good evening."

"You too Captain and good luck." Kathryn turned and gave her a funny look. "Well you've said yourself that Admiral Hayes is a windbag."

Kathryn chuckled and patted the lieutenant on the shoulder. "Have a good evening, Mikki," and she strode out the door.

Kathryn stood outside Hayes's office with the most astonish look on her face, her mind reeling from the news Haze had just given her. It was so surreal that she could wait to tell Jack. She turned to Hayes's Aide and notice that he was chuckling as he watched her. "That common of a reaction, huh Lieutenant, she remarked.

"More then you could imagine Sir."

Kathryn let a small huff of laughter out. "Good day, Lieutenant."

"Ma'am," he replied with a nod.

Kathryn strode quickly through the door to the Center of Security Operations. She asked the security officer on duty if Jack was in his office and he nodded pointing down the hallway where the suite of offices where. When Kathryn reached his door she found it open and Jack sitting at his desk scowling at his terminal.

"Did I come at a bad time?"

A smile broke out on Jack's face when looked up and saw Kathryn standing there. "No." He stood up, walked over and gave her a kiss. He wrapped his arms around her. "This is a nice surprise. Did you come to whisk me away for a romantic tryst?"

Kathryn laughed, "No, but I like the way you think."

"Okay, if your not here to shag my brains out then why are you here?"

Kathryn laughed again, "Jack, stop teasing. I have something important I want to share with you."

"Oh," he said raising his eyebrow in interest.

"I just met with Admiral Hayes -."

"What did that windbag want?"

"Jack," she pleaded in frustration.

"Sorry, finish what you were saying."

Kathryn got the biggest grin on her face. "I'm being promoted to Vice Admiral."

Jack's eyes went wide with surprise. "Oh Kathryn, that's wonderful!" He scooped her up in hug and twirled her around.

"Jack stop! Put me down!" Kathryn shrieked. No sooner were her feet on the floor that Jack was kissing her senseless.

The need for air broke them apart. Jack gave her a smirk, "You know I've never kissed an Admiral like that before."

Kathryn chuckled, "Well I'm not an Admiral yet." Her face suddenly went serious. "Wait a minute. Just what Admiral's have you been kissing?" She stated accusingly.

"Why Kate I didn't know your eyes could turn that shade of green."

She narrowed her eyes at him. "I better be the only one you are kissing mister."

"Aye, aye Admiral." And, he started kissing her senseless again. Jack started moving her towards the wall when he heard someone clear their throat. He broke the kiss and looked up.

"Hey Boomer."

"Sorry Maverick, I didn't know you had company. We can meet later."

Kathryn pushed away from Jack's embrace and turned around to see a tall, slender, dark blonde, slightly embarrassed looking female standing in the doorway.

"No, wait. I'd like you to meet Kathryn Janeway. Kate, this is Commander Alexi Tighe, my second in command."

Alexi extended her hand to Kathryn. Kathryn slowly grasped her hand. "It's nice to meet you Captain. Please call me Lexi."

As the two women shook hands, Kathryn couldn't help but notice how familiar the woman looked. Her eyes flashed wide for a second as her mind started to piece things together. No it couldn't be, she thought to herself. "Did you say your last name was Tighe?"

"Yes." Lexi was a bit thrown by her sudden change in subject.

"I knew someone a long time ago named Tighe and you bare a likeness to him."

"Oh my, you're that Kathryn Janeway."

Jack gave both the woman a puzzled look. "Someone want to fill me in on what's going on here? Boomer? Kate?"

Kathryn turned and looked at Jack, but before she could explain Lexi spoke up.

"It's very simple Maverick. Kathryn knew my brother Justin."

"Actually Jack, I was engaged to Justin when he passed away."

"You two never met?"

"No, I never got the chance to meet any of Justin's family." Kathryn turned and smiled at Lexi. "But, I'm glad I'm getting the chance now. Your brother was a wonderful man, Lexi."

"So I've heard. It seems he had quiet the reputation with his fellow Rangers too."

"Is that why you follow in his footsteps?"

"No that was because of you."

"Me?"

"Well the letter you sent my parents actually. I found it amongst my parent's things when they died in a mining accident two years after Justin pasted."

"Oh I'm so sorry Lexi."

"Please don't be. Klatus Prime was a hard life and their death was my freedom from it."

Kathryn blinked back tears.

Lexi gave her a warm smile and started walking towards the door. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'll let you to get back to where you left off." She stopped when she reached the door turning around. "It was a great honor to meet you Captain Janeway. Maverick, this can wait till later." She waved the PADD she was holding and then she was gone.

Kathryn was staring at the door when Jack tapped her on the shoulder. "You okay, Kate?"

"Huh." She turned and looked at him. "Yes, I'm fine."

Jack didn't quiet buy it. "You don't look fine."

"My head is still trying to wrap itself around everything that has just happened, is all."

"Well, we don't call her Boomer for nothing."

"Boomer?" Kathryn was confused.

Jack chuckled. "It's her call sign." Kathryn still looked confused. Jack suppressed a laugh. "Because you don't see her coming until you hear the boom."

"Uh..…huh." Kathryn stated still not quiet understanding, and at this point she didn't think she wanted too. "Then Maverick is your call sign."

"Yes, beca-"

Kathryn held her hand up. "Never mind I don't want to know."

"Okay then. Have you talked to your mother?"

Kathryn gasped. "Oh crap, I better go see her right now before she hears about the promotion from someone else." Kathryn started to run out of the room.

"What no kiss good bye!" Jack shouted after her.

Kathryn skidded to a halt and rushed back kissing him quickly on the lips. "Sorry honey, but if I don't hurry Elizabeth Paris will beat me to it and I'll never hear the end of it." She turned to leave, but Jack caught her by the arm.

"Just a second, I still out rank you for the moment."

"By two months," she protested.

"Still counts. So you, dear Captain, are not dismissed until you have kissed me good bye properly."

Kathryn grabbed his face and planted her most toe-curling kiss on him, and then took off before Jack could open his eyes. He chuckled to himself wondering if Kathryn would still be afraid of her mother after she was promoted to Admiral.

Kathryn was packing up her office when Jack came walking though the door. He came up beside her and kissed her on the temple. "Hi."

"Hi, did you pick up your dress uniform at the cleaners?" When Jack didn't answer she straightened up to look at him. "Jack?" she said a bit worriedly.

"Kate come sit down with me for a minute."

"O-kay." She sat down next to him. "Why do I get the feeling I'm not going to like this?"

Jack sighed. "Look, I just found out that the team and I are leaving on an emergency mission tonight."

Kathryn tried to keep the disappointment out of her features. She knew better then any one that this is part and parcel with being in Starfleet. "Well I won't tell you that I'm disappointed in the timing I really wanted to share this with you, but I understand."

"And I'm still going to share it with you."

Kathryn gave him a confused look. "We depart at 2200 so I'll be at your commendation, but I won't be able to stay for all the elbow-rubbing later."

Kathryn breathed a sigh of relief, and then her face fell. "Does this mean I have to wait for my special celebration you promised me?"

"I'm afraid so. I have a bunch of briefings and preparation to get complete otherwise I'd take you home right this second. However, I promise to make it up to you when I get back." He cupped her head with his hand and kissed her slowly nibbling on her lip. The kiss became harder and more passionate as he moved over her lips. When she parted her lips he thrust his tongue into her mouth. Kathryn's fingers raked through his hair and grabbed the back of his head.

Jack broke the kiss and looked at her red swollen lips then into her lust-filled eyes. "Consider that a down payment for when I return," he winked.

Kathryn leaned her forehead against his smiling warmly at him as she stroked his cheek. Jack grabbed a hold of her shoulders straightening her upright.

"I have something important I need to discuss with you." Kathryn's face grew concerned. "I want to make you Emma's temporary guardian while I'm gone."

"Her…..Jaa-" she studied his face for a moment then leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips. "I am honored by the trust you are placing in me."

Jack wrapped his arms around her and hugged her, "I love you Kate."

They moved apart when they heard someone knocking on the door frame. They looked up to see Lexi standing there grinning at them. "I hate to break this up, but I need the old man for a briefing that starts in five minutes."

Kathryn gave Jack an inquisitive look. In many ways Lexi reminder her of Tom, and she didn't envy him.

Jack and Kathryn stood up. "Sorry Kate, duty calls. I'll see you in a few hours." He gave her a kiss and then walked out the door with Lexi flanking him. "Bye Admiral." She tossed over her shoulder. "Boomer," came Jack's warning growl causing Kathryn to chuckle. "Yep, Tom Paris," to herself.

Kathryn stood in front of the mirror in her bedroom and looked critically at herself. The new uniform fit closely and looked very elegant. She smoothed down the jacket, her hands caressing the fine fabric. She lifted her chin a bit and studied her collar where admiral's black rank pin with two gold pips would soon be placed. On her left sleeve was the red bar of command overlaying the black cuff.

Her reverie was broken when there was a knock on the door.

"Come in."

The door opened. "Katie, I - "

Kathryn smiled as she took in the look on her mother's face. It was one of surprise followed by great joy.

"Mom you're staring."

"I wish your father could be here to see this. He would be so proud of you Katie."

Kathryn quickly blinked back the tears that were forming. "I know mom. And, he is here in spirit."

Gretchen brushed away the tears that had spilled onto her cheeks. "I love you Kathryn, and I'm very proud of you."

Kathryn walked over and gave her mother a hug. "I love you to mom, but if you don't stop crying your going to get me started. Now let's get out of here before we're late."

Kathryn stood in front of Admiral Patterson as her stomach fluttered with nerves. He was looking at her sternly. "Katie, you're out of uniform." He picked up the velvet box that was on the dais. "Let's see what can be done about that shall we." He smiled warmly at her, opened the box and took out the rank. "It is my distinct pleasure to award you the rank of Vice Admiral." He reached up and attached the rank to her collar. He stood back and grabbed a hold of her shoulders "There that's better. Now, give me a hug Katie, that's an order." Kathryn laughed as she wrapped her arms around him patting him on the back.

Kathryn looked out at the crowd; she couldn't believe how many of her former Voyager crew had shown up. As she scanned the mass of familiar faces her eyes fell on Jack's smiling face and her heart skipped a beat. She was going to miss him terribly while he was gone. She felt her mother put her arm around her.

"You better go spend as much time with him as you can."

Kathryn turned and smiled at her mother and then kissed her on the cheek. When she reached Jack he wrapped her into warm hug and kissed her. "Congratulation, Admiral."

Kathryn smiled and shook her head. "I'm so glad you're here."

"Me too. Patterson seems quiet fond of you."

"He was my father's best friend. He stayed a close family friend after my father's death."

Jack placed his hand on the small of Kathryn's back. "Your former crew is very loyal to you."

"We became a family out there." She sighed.

"Well don't look now but some of your family are headed this way." Jack felt Kathryn stiffen when Chakotay came into view from behind Tom, B'Elanna, and Annika. He looked the man up and down sizing him up. Jack slowly rubbed his hand in small circles on her lower back.

B'Elanna gave her a hug and Tom saluted her making Kathryn laugh. "At ease Lieutenant, before you sprain something."

Annika moved forward and hugged her, "How does it feel Kathryn?"

"A bit surreal but I'm sure that will wear off soon."

B'Elanna nudged Kathryn with her elbow, when Kathryn looked at her she flicked her eyes toward Jack prompting Kathryn to introduce them.

Kathryn took a step closer to Jack, "Everyone I'd like you to meet Jack Metcaf. Jack this is some of my crew from Voyager. Tom Paris, his wife B'Elanna. Annika Hansen, and Chakotay."

Jack shook everyone's hand. "It's a pleasure to meet all of you. Kate speaks very highly of you all." Jack didn't miss the faint snort from Chakotay.

Just then Lexi came up and whispered into Jack's ear. Jack nodded at her. "Please excuse me for cutting this short, but I have some business to attend to. It was nice meeting all of you." He turned to Kate. "Take good care of Emma."

"I will."

Jack kissed her and then wrapped her in a hug. "I love you," he whispered into her ear. When he leaned back to look at her he saw tears forming in her eyes.

"I love you too, please be careful."

Jack nodded at her.

Kathryn straightened the front of her jacket and then looked at Lexi, who snapped to attention and saluted her. Kathryn straightened her shoulders and returned the salute. "Safe journey, Commander."

Kathryn was trying to look interested in what Admiral Raner was droning on about, but all she could think about was how she was starting to miss Jack already. Kathryn was trying to come up with some way of excusing herself when her mother came swooping in to the rescue.

"Admiral Raner, there you are."

"Good evening Gretchen."

"I've been looking all over for you. There is someone from Kathryn's old crew I would like to introduce you too, Mr. Tuvok. He was Kathryn's Chief Security Officer." Gretchen winked at Kathryn as she led the Admiral away. Kathryn mouthed thank you to her before she turned away.

Kathryn was waiting for drink at the bar when Chakotay walked up to her. She looked over her shoulder to see if Annika was with him. Damn, she thought when she didn't see her.

"That was a nice little performance you gave with Metcaf, what did you do order him to be your date?" He chuckled.

Kathryn sighed, "Look Chakotay, I tried to apologize to you numerous times, but you refuse to accept it because you're hell bent on trying to hurt me every chance you get as payback." Her eyes turned to steel. "We are done as friends, so why don't you do yourself a favor and put all the energy you're using up hating me and put it towards building your life with Annika."

"You arrogant bitch."

"Get over yourself Chakotay." She turned on her heel and left him standing there seething.