I Never Said Goodbye

by Monsterchild

Years ago, Sara gave away her baby boy. Now, when he is 18, he finds her and wants to know his mother... And his father...

1. I Can't Say

I Never Said Goodbye

By: MonsterChild

Chapter 1: I Can't Say

I can't say that I was young when I gave him up. I can't say that I couldn't support him. I can't even say that I didn't have enough time for him.

So why did I give him up? Well… I gave him up because he looked like his father.

I know it sounds stupid. And I wish now that I hadn't done it but you don't understand the situation. If you had been trhough what I had, you wouldn't want to look at that face either.

He had his father's eyes, his smile, his hair… Everything. I just… I couldn't take it.

So I gave him up. I guess if I wanted to make a better case for myself, I could say that I wasn't in the best emotional state. But I see no point in sugar-coating it.

For years, I thought about going straight to the adoption agency and finding where he was. But for some reason, I always talked myself out of it.

However, I should've expected this. I should've expected that 18 years later, Eric Sidle would show up on my doorstep. And I should've expected that he would want to know everything about Greg Sanders.

AN: Dun dun dun! This is my first CSI fic so go a little easy but be brutally honest, if you can do both. Anyways, please R&R! P.S. The chapters will get longer.