Bonjour! I have decided to write a soul eater fanfiction! The couple is….JUSITNXGIRIKO!(This is for you Raichu789~) I got the idea for this fic when listening to the song "Tourniquet" By: Evanescence . So this is a songfic

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Soul eater or Evanescence/ their songs. All I own is myself and my computer... On to the story~

Justin's P.o.v.

My heart pounded at the thought of my next actions. Should I? Or should I not? The thought of being with Him again was much to pleasing, so I would continue with my rash actions. I missed Him with all my being. Knowing the fact that he was gone from this life caused me great pain inside. Each time the thought came to me, and often it did, it felt like someone stabbed me in the heart but somehow made me still live, still have to deal with this pain. Him, Giriko, The one I loved. I know we were on opposite sides, Him on the side of evil, myself on the side of good, yet I couldn't help but love him. I had never believed in love at first sight, yet it felt different with him. The way he moved and attacked, the way he swore loudly and angrily in battle, I loved everything about him. Of course at that time I didn't know I loved him. I wanted the pain to go away, for it to disappear, My hands trembled lightly as I held the dagger. With one swift moment I fell to the floor and my blood began to pool. A new song came through my headphones.

I tried to kill the pain

But only brought more

(So much more)

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I inwardly laughed at how right this song was, I felt more pain then I had ever felt after his death. My crimson blood pooled around me more, going toward my head, staining my blonde locks, making them appear tinged crimson. I felt the regret of never being to tell Giriko I loved him, and the betrayal of my heart for loving him this dearly. I silently began to pray. ' Please in my afterlife let me see Giriko again, finely be able to tell him how I feel.'

I'm Dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

And Screaming

Am I too lost to be saved

Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

I smiled at how right the lyrics were and how they held truth and meaning to myself.

Do you remember me

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side

Or will you forget me?

Oh how true to myself. I was lost for so long to my feelings for Giriko. Will he be on the other side will he even remember me? Did he ever care about me? Did he ever love me?

I'm dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

And screaming

Am I too lost to be saved am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation.

I was becoming warm inside, The pain would soon be gone. I waited for the next line, The next line I agreed with wholeheartedly.

I long to die!

I screamed the line with the song, expressing how greatly I wanted to see Giriko, I was even willing to die to see him again.

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave

My soul cries, for Deliverance

Will I be, denied?

Christ,

Tourniquet,

My suicide…

And with that line I slowly sank into my sweet mercy, Death…..

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-Hanako-Tenshi