Disclaimer: Not Mine
Unnatural
He was wrong to ask you to kill me
-order you to kill me.
That was worse than supernatural, it was unnatural. Unnatural after all those years of teaching you to watch me, protect me, raise me. I would never do that because I love you.
I'm glad you're not awake right now to make light of what I am trying to say. I couldn't take your mocking smile or the hurt look in your eyes. I'm not trying to imply that he didn't love you, because he did. The difference is that I don't love anything more than you. Not the cause and not someone who has already passed to the other side.
I hope somehow you're hearing this subconsciously man, because I will never repeat this again. If it ever comes to that, if I ever start stumbling into a slow decent, with my last shred of humanity I will take myself out. I promise you that. And I will never ask you to save me.
My fall will be my own doing.
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Author's Notes:
I think this is what the kids would call a "drabble". I'm new to the Supernatural community and the show but I have enjoyed it allot! So I thought I would ease my way into the world with a little one-shot. If anyone has any comments or knows of any LJ communities they can direct me to that would be great.