A/N: Well, read and find out. This was under a random inspiration... If you don't understand, read the bottom~~ Please R&R~!!!
Hey...
Listen... By the time you read this, I would be gone...
It's alright... Don't mind me...
It's just well... life... it got too hard for me.
I was never good at goodbyes...
You see...
I...
Well...
He never came.
I waited you know, waited for longer than I had ever imagined I could.
I mean, what's one or two hours, right?
But... you know...
It was so... long...
Those 4 hours I've waited... were so painfully long...
I had laughed, thinking...
The bus is late.
But...
I had to face the truth...
He didn't come... and he never will.
Well, don't be sad though.
It's my own decision.
It's alright, I... knew it was coming.
You too, right?
Perceptive as you are...
You knew he didn't love me.
It's all...
A huge joke.
So I'll throw in some laughs of my own.
Ha ha.
But you know what really stung?
…
I believed him.
I was stupid enough to throw myself head over heels into a relationship...
Well, I learned that the hard way.
So anyways, I hope you'll find this letter, so you won't be ridden by guilt for the rest of your life.
Oh c'mon, I know you...
You would take all this onto your shoulders.
So here are my last words:
It's not your fault.
I wouldn't say I'm happy, but like I said... it's my own decision.
You're my best friend, you understand right?
Him...
Just...
Leave him alone.
He never expected this.
I don't really think he cared anyways.
So yeah, just...
Leave him.
You know, I'm sorta scared.
That knife is right there... remember?
The Swiss army knife you got me for my birthday 5 years ago?
Well, I'm sorry for ruining it like this...
But...
I have this empty feeling in my stomach, you know?
Sorta like...
A slice has been taking out of me.
He tends to have that effect on people.
Ha ha.
But what really... really pisses me off...
I can't stop thinking about him.
I...
I'm not crying.
But I can't get him out of my thoughts.
How ironic. He's the one on my mind, even at death
I would want to leave him a letter...
But....
I wouldn't know what to say.
I love him.
I would much like to say I hate him...
But I'm not gonna sin before death.
I love him.
Crud...
I love him like hell.
I just want to ask him...
Why?
Was I not... good enough?
Did you accept me 'cause you... pitied me?
Maybe so...
But that pity...
I could've gone on without it.
And now guess what?
I'm writing my own... suicide letter because of it.
I want to blame him.
I want to take this stupid... heavy... guilt off my shoulders.
But... this is my choice.
Responsibility...
God I hate it.
My hands are shaking so badly...
I can barely write straight...
I'm scared...
I'm really... really scared.
More scared than I had been in a long time...
I don't like pain...
But it's just so... inevitable.
Perhaps... perhaps this pain would take away the one deep inside...
Maybe this wound will override the stupid, painful scars he has left behind.
Oh shit...
What is this...
Tears?
I'm... crying?
Why...?
God...
Why?!
I hate this!!
This feeling, this sensation...
I hate it all!!
I'm still crying...
I'm still crying...
...why...?
Well...
So...
I guess...
It's just...
…
Bye.
A/N; Don't understand?
Well, basically...
Jou wrote a letter to Yugi...
Saying he's...
committing suicide...
Why?
Seto
Yup
Sorta dismal, but well, that's all I've been writing these days.
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