A/N
For everybody who reads this fic, it's my first fic ever. I've started
various before but never ended any of them -__-; Well, please don't be too
hard with me, ne ^_^ Chronologically, it's set in the middle of Episode 13,
where Shuichi comes home and doesn't find Eiri anywhere. I guess you know
which point I mean.
Warnings This fic may contain Yaoi, Shounen-Ai, Angst, depression, despair.... so please, if you don't like that, don't read.
Disclaimer None of the characters of Gravitation nor Gravitation itself belongs to me. Characters, personalities etc. belong to their respective owners. Gravitation is the masterpiece of Maki Murakami ^__^ *jumps*
Okay, on to the fic na no da~ ^__^
Without you
~ by asahi
Prologue ~ The beginning of the end
Shuichi was desperate. He sat on the sofa, trails of tears on the young men's beautiful face, looking apathetically to nowhere special in the room. Yuki was not there. Shuichi had searched for him in every corner of Tokyo, in every little hole in their apartment although he knew that Eiri could not possibly be in the fridge or under his bed. He was gone. Maybe this time it was forever and he wouldn't come back this time.
// I could have thought of this. It's been going too well lately. I wonder what I've done wrong? I'm simply an idiot. That's what Yuki says... said.. all the time, so guess he's right. Shuichi no baka...//
Shuichi made himself rise from the sofa and go out on the balcony. While watching the stars, Shuichi pondered if Eiri would be watching the stars now, too.
"You don't care anyways, ne, Yuki? I could simply..."
Yes, he could simply do it. What he had thought about all the time since Yuki had been gone. There was nothing more left to live for when Yuki wasn't there. And now, that he wouldn't come back, it was clear that Eiri didn't care about him. If he ever had? Possibly not. The only person he really loved didn't love him back, so he could make an end to his suffering just as well. It was worth a try. At least a try. There was not even a little spark of hope left. His life was senseless. No reason to life anymore. He started climbing on the railing.
//Yuki... I've never wanted to believe that you didn't love me. But now it seems as if they were right. You don't love me, don't care for me. I matter nothing for you. It's like that. And the only thing you saw in me was trouble... problems. Not more and not less. I'd like to know whether it means anything to you at all if I just jump. No... if so, you were here and not elsewhere. Goodbye. Aishiteru ...//
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Okies, this was the Prologue, hope you liked it. Please C&C ^_^
Warnings This fic may contain Yaoi, Shounen-Ai, Angst, depression, despair.... so please, if you don't like that, don't read.
Disclaimer None of the characters of Gravitation nor Gravitation itself belongs to me. Characters, personalities etc. belong to their respective owners. Gravitation is the masterpiece of Maki Murakami ^__^ *jumps*
Okay, on to the fic na no da~ ^__^
Without you
~ by asahi
Prologue ~ The beginning of the end
Shuichi was desperate. He sat on the sofa, trails of tears on the young men's beautiful face, looking apathetically to nowhere special in the room. Yuki was not there. Shuichi had searched for him in every corner of Tokyo, in every little hole in their apartment although he knew that Eiri could not possibly be in the fridge or under his bed. He was gone. Maybe this time it was forever and he wouldn't come back this time.
// I could have thought of this. It's been going too well lately. I wonder what I've done wrong? I'm simply an idiot. That's what Yuki says... said.. all the time, so guess he's right. Shuichi no baka...//
Shuichi made himself rise from the sofa and go out on the balcony. While watching the stars, Shuichi pondered if Eiri would be watching the stars now, too.
"You don't care anyways, ne, Yuki? I could simply..."
Yes, he could simply do it. What he had thought about all the time since Yuki had been gone. There was nothing more left to live for when Yuki wasn't there. And now, that he wouldn't come back, it was clear that Eiri didn't care about him. If he ever had? Possibly not. The only person he really loved didn't love him back, so he could make an end to his suffering just as well. It was worth a try. At least a try. There was not even a little spark of hope left. His life was senseless. No reason to life anymore. He started climbing on the railing.
//Yuki... I've never wanted to believe that you didn't love me. But now it seems as if they were right. You don't love me, don't care for me. I matter nothing for you. It's like that. And the only thing you saw in me was trouble... problems. Not more and not less. I'd like to know whether it means anything to you at all if I just jump. No... if so, you were here and not elsewhere. Goodbye. Aishiteru ...//
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Okies, this was the Prologue, hope you liked it. Please C&C ^_^