Ok, this is my first CCS fanfic so go easy. It took me a while to figure out a plot, which wasn't already done like a million times (literally), but I finally got an idea for a fanfic when I was getting out of the shower (don't ask, inspiration strikes at unusual moments). Well, here goes, go easy, this is my first CCS and I hope you like it. Oh yeah, and I just want to know, who out there likes happy endings and who out there likes…not…so happy endings?
Well, enjoy! Happy reading and please review!
Scars prologue
"You." Sakura said quietly as she saw the man coming towards her.
"Sakura."
"How do you know my name? Do I know you? Yes, yes I do, your that man from the pictures. The one, who. I CANT REMEMBER!" Sakura yelled frustrated running away from him. Syaoran quickly followed, he lost her once, he wasn't going to loose her again.
Syaoran ran after Sakura in the growing darkness. They were in the penguin park when Syaoran finally caught up with Sakura.
"Sakura"
"Leave me alone. I don't want to remember you or what you did to me. I know you were once a part of my life a big part of it."
"Then why don't y you want to remember me?"
"Because I also know that there's a reason why I don't remember you. And I'm sick and tired of being hurt by men. Just leave me alone and forget about me."
"That's just the thing. I cant forget about you. Your face and the memory of you is what kept me going all these years in Hong Kong and Im not about to loose you!" Syaoran said grabbing her wrist and pulling her close to him.
"Get away from me!" Sakura yelled pulling her arm from his grip and started stalking off in the opposite direction. Syaoran grabbed her wrist once again but this time she quickly turned and slapped him hard on the face.
"Just leave me alone." She said angrily holding back tears.
Syaoran moved his fingers ever so slightly on her wrist and felt a fine line there. He looked down and saw scars on her wrists. His eyes widened at the realization.
Sakuras tears flowed freely now as she pleaded for him to let go. "Please, just leave me alone. I know you're the reason I have these scars and I don't, no, I wont let you hurt me the way you did. Please. I don't want to remember!" Sakura yelled as she ran off to a far distance in the park.
Syaoran just stood there in shock. Had he really made her suffer so much when he left that she would resort to…that?
Syaoran picked up his cell phone from his jacket pocket and called a certain guardian beast. "Yeah" Kero said
"Kero, what exactly happened to Sakura when I left?" Syaoran said deciding to take a direct approach. Unlike Sakura, Kero remembered that past all to well.
Kero sighed and started explaining. "You see, when you first left, she insisted to us all that she was fine, even though we knew she was hurting inside and heartbroken at your leaving in her heart, we tried to go on as if nothing had changed. Then we started noticing dramatic changes in her. She smiled less, ate barley anything, rarely talked, then we caught her cutting herself and crying at night. We didn't know what to do. There was no way of contacting you and her condition had put her in the hospital numerous times. Then one day when she was at school I saw a card that could maybe help. The erase and void cards, they could erase her memories of you and the void would get rid of her feelings. I asked Sakura if she wanted to do it, telling her that once she did, there was no turning back. I wont forget her words. 'Why do you even have to ask? He said he loved me, but he left, he left me here all alone and vulnerable. He doesn't know what happened to me or what I've been through. That fucking bastard can go to hell for all I care.'" Syaorans eyes widened and his mouth dropped at Kero telling him what she said.
"The next minute she had the cards in front of her and her memories of you were gone, replaced by new ones to fill in the gaps. She got better, and we were all happy for her, there were the awkward times when she found a picture of you and we had to cover, but I think with each picture of you she saw, she remembered something. I don't know. All I know is that she knows you did something to her now and she knows you hurt her. She knows someone hurt her deeply and I think she thinks its you. She no longer has feelings for you in the same way. Sorry. As much as I never liked you, I wouldn't wish this kind of thing on anyone." Kero finished hanging up.
Syaoran stood there in shocked silence, when suddenly a determined face graced his features. He would get her back, somehow, he would help her remember her feelings for him. He didn't know how, but he was going to need some help.
Well, enjoy! Happy reading and please review!
Scars prologue
"You." Sakura said quietly as she saw the man coming towards her.
"Sakura."
"How do you know my name? Do I know you? Yes, yes I do, your that man from the pictures. The one, who. I CANT REMEMBER!" Sakura yelled frustrated running away from him. Syaoran quickly followed, he lost her once, he wasn't going to loose her again.
Syaoran ran after Sakura in the growing darkness. They were in the penguin park when Syaoran finally caught up with Sakura.
"Sakura"
"Leave me alone. I don't want to remember you or what you did to me. I know you were once a part of my life a big part of it."
"Then why don't y you want to remember me?"
"Because I also know that there's a reason why I don't remember you. And I'm sick and tired of being hurt by men. Just leave me alone and forget about me."
"That's just the thing. I cant forget about you. Your face and the memory of you is what kept me going all these years in Hong Kong and Im not about to loose you!" Syaoran said grabbing her wrist and pulling her close to him.
"Get away from me!" Sakura yelled pulling her arm from his grip and started stalking off in the opposite direction. Syaoran grabbed her wrist once again but this time she quickly turned and slapped him hard on the face.
"Just leave me alone." She said angrily holding back tears.
Syaoran moved his fingers ever so slightly on her wrist and felt a fine line there. He looked down and saw scars on her wrists. His eyes widened at the realization.
Sakuras tears flowed freely now as she pleaded for him to let go. "Please, just leave me alone. I know you're the reason I have these scars and I don't, no, I wont let you hurt me the way you did. Please. I don't want to remember!" Sakura yelled as she ran off to a far distance in the park.
Syaoran just stood there in shock. Had he really made her suffer so much when he left that she would resort to…that?
Syaoran picked up his cell phone from his jacket pocket and called a certain guardian beast. "Yeah" Kero said
"Kero, what exactly happened to Sakura when I left?" Syaoran said deciding to take a direct approach. Unlike Sakura, Kero remembered that past all to well.
Kero sighed and started explaining. "You see, when you first left, she insisted to us all that she was fine, even though we knew she was hurting inside and heartbroken at your leaving in her heart, we tried to go on as if nothing had changed. Then we started noticing dramatic changes in her. She smiled less, ate barley anything, rarely talked, then we caught her cutting herself and crying at night. We didn't know what to do. There was no way of contacting you and her condition had put her in the hospital numerous times. Then one day when she was at school I saw a card that could maybe help. The erase and void cards, they could erase her memories of you and the void would get rid of her feelings. I asked Sakura if she wanted to do it, telling her that once she did, there was no turning back. I wont forget her words. 'Why do you even have to ask? He said he loved me, but he left, he left me here all alone and vulnerable. He doesn't know what happened to me or what I've been through. That fucking bastard can go to hell for all I care.'" Syaorans eyes widened and his mouth dropped at Kero telling him what she said.
"The next minute she had the cards in front of her and her memories of you were gone, replaced by new ones to fill in the gaps. She got better, and we were all happy for her, there were the awkward times when she found a picture of you and we had to cover, but I think with each picture of you she saw, she remembered something. I don't know. All I know is that she knows you did something to her now and she knows you hurt her. She knows someone hurt her deeply and I think she thinks its you. She no longer has feelings for you in the same way. Sorry. As much as I never liked you, I wouldn't wish this kind of thing on anyone." Kero finished hanging up.
Syaoran stood there in shocked silence, when suddenly a determined face graced his features. He would get her back, somehow, he would help her remember her feelings for him. He didn't know how, but he was going to need some help.