This is set during Aaron Alliston's Rebel Dream. Most of the dialogue in this chapter isn't mine, but I wanted my story to start here without changing the dialogue. Star Wars is not mine, I own nothing. I'm just a fanatic romantic Star Wars fan.

If people like this chapter, I intend on continuing the story. Rated PG-13 for possible future occurrences.

This is my second fanfiction, first probable continuing one and my first Jag one. This chapter is from the POV of Jag, so this should be interesting…
I hope you enjoy

-Madame Solo

Chapter 1

Jagged Fel squeezed his hands behind his back tightly, glad that his gloves kept his sweaty palms covered. Tycho stuck his head out of Jag's uncles, Wedge Antilles, office. "It'll be about five minutes."

"Understood," replied the young female pilot standing next to Jag. Just thinking about Jaina Solo made him tighten his hands behind his back even more. He was going to do it…he was going to do it…

"I need to talk to you. Privately."

Jaina looked at him a little strangely but only nodded. "There's a little conference room down the corridor."

"That'll do." Jag started walking down towards the room. He was not able to see Jaina's worried face; he didn't know she was thinking something completely different from his intentions. Instead, he was worrying about what he was going to say. How could he ask this question of her…? He didn't even know the reason why he cared so much about hearing the answer. No, that was a lie, he did. He just didn't want to admit it to himself…

Jaina Solo; how to explain such a relationship he had with her? It had started with awe on both parts when they first met at Ithor. They had basically only seen each other on occasions from then until Hapes. When Jaina's younger brother had just been killed and her twin brother kidnapped. There he knew she had gone through a very dark time. He had tried to help her but she didn't want anyone's help. So he had backed off.

But when they both had ended up on Borleias he volunteered to be on her squadron. He usually wouldn't have volunteered to take orders from a younger, lower pilot…but Jaina was special. He didn't quite understand why he was so attracted to her, but he was, and her actions today made him question her feelings towards him.

He opened the conference room door and turned on the lights. Jaina somberly came in and waited. He closed the door. "I think I know what you're going to say," she told him.

Jag almost winced. His normally stern face melted a little. "I don't think you do…"

"You're going to tell me that I screwed up. You're going to elaborate until you're certain I can't take it anymore." She swallowed, and her next words came out a little hoarse. "And then you're going to leave."

He mentally kicked himself for ever giving her the impression that he was someone who would do that. Then again, if it wasn't Jaina…would he do that? Blinking and clearing his head he replied to her. "No. We both know that your command decisions were far afield from common sense and effective strategy. We don't even have to discuss that. What I have to know…what I have to know is this; why did you do it?"

She struggled with her response. "I don't know…" Without his Chiss training he would have sighed in exasperation. Women were so hard to get a real answer out of…

"You do know. You have to know. Nobody else buy you could know." He leaned towards her, wanting to know what he had been dying to since she had come back for him. "Answer me." He pleaded with his eyes.

She seemed to break apart. "I…I…Everyone is going away." Tears welled up in her eyes and Jag wanted so much to wipe them away. But he had to hear the rest of her answer. "They keep going away and I can't stop it. I didn't want you to go away…" The tears began to stream down her face.

He couldn't let her think such things anymore. He took her shoulders and drew her head to his chest, holding her. Then he rested his head on hers and closed his eyes. "I won't go anywhere."

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why won't you go anywhere?"

"Because I don't want to." He smiled and looked down at her, tipping her head up. Her tears made him want to cry. He kissed her. She held onto him tightly, but he didn't seem to notice. His heart soared as he kissed her. When he finally did pull back he embraced her again.

They stood there for several minutes, until Jag remembered she was supposed to report to his uncle. Jaina had apparently forgotten such trivial things. "You're beat," he said. "I'll report to Wedge in your place…I'll make him understand."

She pulled away, but not enough for his arms to let go of her. "You'd do that for me?"

He gave her a small, rare smile. "I would."

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After departing Jaina with one last kiss, Jag straightened out his uniform, waited a few moments after Jaina left the room, then headed to his uncle's office. He waited outside until Gavin Darklighter exited. Giving Gavin a brief nod, Jag walked into Wedge's office and saluted.

Wedge and Tycho looked up. Both men looked a little surprised. "I've known Jaina Solo since she was tiny. You're not her," his uncle informed Jag.

Jag felt uncomfortable. He didn't usually argue with superiors, especially those he was related to. But he knew today he probably would. "I came in her place, sir."

"She asked you to do that?" Wedge looked even more surprised

"No sir, I told her to go get some rest. That I'd speak to you and get things sorted out." This is going to be fun…

"Sorted out." Wedge looked towards Tycho, but neither man showed emotion. And Jag's dad always though Wedge was incapable of being serious…

Jag chose his next words carefully. Insulting a commanding officer was never a good idea, and he didn't want to do that today, even accidentally. "I believe so, sir, though through no fault of your own. If I may answer a question with a question, how old were you before you first disagreed with a commanding officer-and later found out you were right?"

"Twenty. Which is when I first had a commanding officer."

"I'm about the same age, sir, and I have something to recommend before you talk to Jaina Solo."

Wedge almost smiled at how "rebellious" his nephew was being. "Very well. At ease. Sit down. Let's hear what you have to say."

Jag sat, uncomfortable. He hated being at ease in these situations. He looked up at his uncle. "Sir, I think that disciplining her now would be like hitting a bar of metal when it's superheated."

"Meaning that you'll change its shape."

Jag loved similes…"Yes, sir. And not for the better."

"What about her reliability in combat? I need to take her off the line. She's not rational."

Jag wasn't entirely sure if Wedge was serious, but as always, he would treat it seriously. "That would be disciplining her, sir, probably with the results I predict. I recommend against it."

"Despite the fact that she deliberately disobeyed orders and risked a high-priority mission to pursue a personal agenda." Personal agenda indeed…Jag had to keep himself from smiling at the encounter he'd had with the pilot in question just a few minutes ago.

"Yes, sir." Jag cleared his throat. So many sirs, so little time. "Sir, I'd fly again with her tomorrow, and not out of gratitude. I think that what happened today was an anomaly. I don't think it will happen again." At least he hoped so, or this conversation would be in vain.

"Care to tell my why?" His uncle actually seemed generally amused! Rebels confuse me so.

"No, sir." No, he really did NOT want to explain in depth why…

Wedge was quiet for several seconds, obviously thinking. "You know, I would not, from a command point of view, be able to accommodate you on this, despite the fact that I do have appreciation for your views and experience. It's the sort of thing that undermines discipline." Jag's heart sank. Was this whole conversation going to add up to nothing? "But we already have orders in place that demonstrate that Jaina receives special treatment." Jag had to keep himself from sighing in relief. "This is more extreme variety of special treatment than I'd prefer to accord her, but there you are."

Jag could only manage a "Yes, sir."

"All right then. I'll do as you recommend. And get my answers later." What would Wedge think about this whole thing anyways…? "Let me take my rank insignia off for a second Jag and say how glad I am that you made it today."

Still uncomfortable in this situation, Jag barely managed to smile. "Thank you, sir-uh, Wedge." Talking like this was so weird, especially when he hardly ever talked like this with his own father.

"Still difficult to address me informally, isn't it?" Wedge's eyes twinkled. Jag envied his expressions in such times.

"Yes. Yes it is."

"Good. That gives me one more way to make a know-it-al nephew uncomfortable." Jag almost laughed. If only his uncle knew how nervous he'd been with confronting Jaina… "Back to work for me, so I'll let you get back to your duties as well."

Jag stood and saluted, back to his "comfortable" ways. "Sir." Leaving Wedge Antilles' office with relief, he headed towards his rooms, thinking of what to say to Jaina when he next saw her.

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