Dazai Osamu is perfect.
He has a gentle but rough face, flashing amber eyes, dry, wavy brown hair that hangs over his ears, a slight frame, and a beautiful chiseled chest. I picked up one of him smooth bandaged hands. I tried to hold back but I couldn't take it any longer.
"I love you."
Golden sunlight washed the street in a melencholy glow, the air hot, the sky pink and orange, still bearing the setting sun. Dazai's smile, as we hold hands.
I love you
Dazai exhaled. He pulled me so close his pointy nose touched mine.
He took a gentle hand and stroked my cheek. I looked up at him, so happy this was finally happening. He grinned and pulled me into a soft, sweet, kiss.
I love you.
Dazai broke out of this kiss and grabbed my hand again.
"Come with me!" He dragged me through streets laughing, his long trench coat, the color of coffee billowing out behind him.
We slowed down when we came to a cool river. We sat in the grass next to the water.
"Oh, how wonderful it is, to spend such a beautiful evening with such a beautiful girl!" Dazai crooned, petting my hair. I blushed and set my head down in his lap.
I love you.
~~~~~TIME SKIP~~~~~~~~~~~~``
Dazai lay weakly on the hospital bed. His eyes opened slowly.
"(YN.) I'm- I'm- I'm so so so so so sorry..."
I started to say something but only tears came out.
"No! Please don't! Don't cry. I didn't do it- I didn't- I didn't do it because of you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I LOVE YOU. Your'e the only reason I held back. You- You turned my life around."
"If I turned your life around, why did you even try to do it again?" I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"I got to thinking about my past. The man I couldn't save. I'm an idiot." He sobbed. "I hate myself even more for making you cry, (YN)"
I love you.
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