The Monster Within
Disclaimer:- I do not own any of the charaters! Stephanie Meyer does.
EPOV
If I could have fallen asleep I would have. My head circled with tedious and monotonous noise as per usual, today was no exception. As I walked though the yard towards the cafeteria my mind was violated with images of someone I had yet to see, she was the talk of the school, every person I passed had some opinion of this new girl. Isabella Swan, a brunette, average height and build, I couldn't see the attraction myself, she looked the same as most of the girls here.
I had reached the cafeteria by this point and began walking towards my family, we sat alone. I slumped into my seat and pushed my tray onto the table. Alice was staring at me with a sparkle in her eye, Edward, she's perfect for you! her mind screamed, I rolled my eyes. Alice could see the future and had warned me I would be meeting my 'singer' today. I was yet to believe her. She's attractive Eddie, go for it Emmett relayed in his mind. I swivelled my head slightly to look towards the new school toy. She was sitting with Jessica, Mike and Angela. I could hear Jessica's unoriginal mind working over time, Mike, his thoughts were more vulgar than I care to divulge, and Angela, probably the sweetest girl in the school, always having kind thoughts. I could hear them giving her the low down on the 'Cullens' my families name. I listened hard for her thoughts but it was blank, strange. I had not met a human I could not hear the thoughts of in all my years of living. I pressed my lips together tightly trying in vain to catch just a snippet of her mind. Nothing.
The rest of the day I listened to all the people Isabella talked to, the first thing i picked up on was her hatred for her full name, she liked Bella. Every time she was with Jessica, I swore, her mind was full of such annoying titbits, She's very average looking, I hope she doesnt interest mike, Jessica thought. However, I'd gladly listen to Jessica's mind rather than Mike's. His infatuation with Bella was only growing and it was irritating me in a way it never had before. I wonder if I should ask her out, hot body, bet she's into all kinds of..I stopped listening in on Mike at this point. Angela's mind was as usual kind and for that I was thankful. Bella seems like such a lovely girl, i'm going to offer to show her around the town I heard Angela think. I was able to eavesdrop on Bella without the irritation I got from most people. I listened to every word, watched every imagine and tried to piece together as much as I could about Bella
Sixth period was biology, one of the only subjects I actually listened in. Science kept my mind occupied. It made a change. Mr Banner was just about to start the lesson when I heard a crash followed by a small voice mumbling. I looked up and saw Bella clutching her hip, she had walked into the desk. Her face was bright red and she was chewing on her lip furiously, eyes cast down. Mr Banner pointed her in the direction of my desk, it was the only spare seat, I started to clear away my books making room and I watched her stumble her way over to me.
BPOV
I couldn't stop thinking of him. Edward Cullen. Jessica had pointed out each member of the Cullen family to me as we ate lunch. Each one gracefully walked past our lunch table. Jessica had given me a detailed run down on each one, there was Alice, a small like girl with black hair, Jasper, a medium build boy with blonde messy hair, Emmett, a huge guy with the biggest muscles i had ever seen, Rosalie, a tall blonde, who made me feel incredibly inferior in comparison and Edward. Edward was lean looking, with a mass of bronze hair. He was beautiful, they all were. Insanely beautiful. Their faces were chiseled in defination, eyes piercing in colour, a creamy butterscotch that went on for miles. I needed to snap out of it, he was gorgeous, stunning, he wouldn't look twice at me, plain old Bella.
I was late on my first day, I turned down Mike's invitation of a guide and was beginning to wish I hadn't! I rushed into the biology lab and walked straight into the corner of the desk "ouch" I muttered. I could feel my cheeks flaming with embarassment. Great the whole class had seen. I pulled my lip into my mouth and began chewing, everyone was staring including the teacher, Mr Banner, I think. "Take a seat Isabella" he ordered and pointed to a desk at the far left hand side of the room. I hurridly stumbled across the classroom desperately seeking out this empty chair when I saw him. Edward Cullen. My heart began to race and if it were possible I swear my blush increased. I tried to smoothly slide into the empty seat that was pulled out but I tripped over my own foot and ended up throwing myself into the chair. Cursing my stupid co-ordination I peeked through my eyelashes at the greek god sitting next to me. He was sitting up straight as a board, one fist tightly clenched by the side of his body, the other hand covering his mouth. His face was cold and hard like stone, his lips pursed together to form a tight straight line. His eyes were jet black, i'm sure they'd been butterscotch in the cafeteria. I pulled my hair down as he caught me staring, his whole body went rigid and his hands grabbed the desk in one swift movement. I recoiled, what was wrong with him. I looked towards the front of the classroom worry evident on my face, I guess thats my answer then, Edward Cullen is disgusted by my very presence. This was going to be a long year I sighed.
EPOV
As she stumbled towards the desk I caught a scent I had never smelt before. I felt my body tense, my throat felt as though it was on fire. I tried in vain to swallow the venon that was attempting to spill from my mouth. She smelt like the finest wine, a bouquet of the best flowers, I had to have her. She was like a drug to me, my own personal brand of heroine. I knew I couldn't control myself. I needed my fix. It had been over 80 years since I had last tasted a human but my body was screaming at me. The inner monster I had tamed all those years ago was threatening to take over, JUST TAKE HER! the monster screamed.
I sat rigid, holding my breath staring at her. She was stunning, how could have I have not noticed this before? This woman sat before me was simply the most stunning creature I had ever seen in all of my existence. Her face was heart shaped but nicely shapely, her body slender but with the perfect curvature. The swell of her breasts was clouding my vision and then I saw her big brown eyes peek up at me through her eye lashes. They reflected fear, anxiety, sadness, but mostly hurt. She pulled her hair down to cover the side of her face as she realised I had caught her staring. The simple movement had caused a swift buffer of her scent to evade my body, I grabbed onto the desk, it was the closest thing to me other than her. She quickly turned forward after eliciting a small gasp.
I wanted her. I needed her. I had to have her. How, my brain screamed, how can you have her. My family had only been in this tiny town for just over a year and wouldnt want to move on yet. If she stayed we couldn't. It was simple. She had to go. She will never trust you and you know you can't control yourself long enough to gain her trust. "You just have to" I muttered so lowly no one but me heard. I took a deep breath and prepared myself to put my plan into action.
BPOV
"Hello my name is Edward Cullen, You must be Bella" A muscial voice spoke to my left. It was the softest yet most mesmorising voice I think i had ever heard.
I looked up slowly gauging his reaction, his face seemed less hard, like he was trying to reign in whatever his previous problem was.
"Yes" I heard my voice stutter before I had chance to control myself.
He tilted his head to the left and gave me half a smirk, I felt my heart leap for joy just a tiny bit.
"Are you enjoying the weather?" His voice chimed out.
"The weather?" My traiter voice slipped out before I could stop it. He gave me a crooked smile that made my heart ache.
The rest of the lesson was filled with us firing questions back and forth, each one of us trying to find out as much as possible about the other. By the time the bell rang I was sure something must have upset him before I walked into the classroom, I was positive we were going to be friends, maybe more? Don't get ahead of yourself Bella he mearly talked to you not proposed!
"So would you like to join me for a walk?" Edward asked, his eyes unsure.
"Um i'd like that, maybe you could show me around?" I replied as steadily as I could manage. My inner sanctum was doing mini somersaults at this point.
We walked at a steady pace towards the parking lot and stopped by my truck which was parked just by the edge of the forest.
EPOV
She was trusting me. Humans can be so fickle when it comes to compliments and kindness, the most simple of gestures and she was eating out of the palm of my hand. I saw Alice standing by my car, looking at me Your not going to hurt her Edward, you won't be able to her mind was relaying for me. I snorted, what did she know. Alice had been wrong before.
"Would you take a walk with me? I know a great trail leading to some where we can talk?" I asked Bella.
Her eyes shined, "I'd really like that Edward, although as you may have gathered i'm very clumsy, you may end up helping me back"
You won't be coming back Bella I mentally told her. "Of course Bella" I smiled my most dazzling smile at her.
I quickly walked out of the car park ensuring no one saw and led her up the trail and we continued throwing questions back and forth, before I knew it we had reached our destination. The meadow. It was my thinking place, I loved it here, it was so beautiful, nature at its purest.
I knew I didn't have much time before Bella would want to be heading back, I had to speed things along. I reached for her hand and pulled her down onto a log with me. I could hear her heart stuttering at my actions, I inwardly smiled.
I leaned into her body and her heart beat increased, I slowly one hand up to cup the nape of her neck and pulled myself towards her, the other hand I rested on the small of her back. I very slowly moved my face towards her, looking directly into her eyes. Keep control my inner monster raged, take your time, saviour her. The venom was beginning to pool in my mouth at the mere thought of tasting her, I could see her blood pulsing under her skin along her neck.
I slowly brushed my lips against hers and nothing prepared me for what I would experience. I had planned to kiss her and then bite her savouring her blood, but her taste, was mouth watering in itself. My body had other ideas, I wanted her, in every way possible. I could feel the venom threatening to over spill as I deepened the kiss.
BPOV
Oh god I think he's going to kiss me, oh god,oh god, oh god, my mind screamed at me. He pulled himself closer and slightly brushed his lips against mine, I let out a moan, he felt so right, he tasted incredible like vanilla and spice. I moved closer to him as he deepened the kiss, I wanted him and I was prepared to let him take as much as he wanted cos i didn't know what this fine specimen saw in me but I wasn't taking any chances of missing this boat.
He slowly began massaging my bottom lip with his tongue and I slightly parted my lips allowing him access, this in turn elicited a moan from him. He tightened his grip on my neck but I didn't care.
I felt his hand moving onto my arse and cup it gently, his other hand starting to tangle in my hair. He moved his kisses down my neck pausing to suck just below my ear, causing another moan to escape my lips.
"Bella, I need you" Edward murmured against my neck, I felt my hairs stand on end just feeling his lips on my skin.
"Edward" I managed to choke out, "Please" I don't know what I was thinking but the curling sensation at the pit of my belly was saying don't you dare let him stop. We moved onto the floor besides the fallen log and he continued his ministrations.
His hands were now roaming freely across my body, my body reacting to the coldness, he was so cold, it only heightened the sensations. He unbuttoned my blouse to reveal my black silk bra, thank god it was laundry day today I praised the lord. His mouth made its way along my collar bones, kissing, sucking and licking, gently at first but then with more force. It was exhilirating.
He pulled my lower body flush against him and I felt his erection pressing into my thigh "Mmmmmmm Edward" I heard myself say, I moved a hand down over his chest marveling in his perfectly formed body, it was so white, so hard, the outline of his muscles tensed as I allowed my fingers to drag across his body, he let out a low rumble, it almost sounded like a growl, I didn't care. I wanted more.
He was still kissing down my body, I couldn't reach his chest any more so I settled my hands in his gorgeous tresses of bronze hair. He was licking over the material of my bra and I felt my nipples hardening in response, he nipped at my nipples and I arched my body up towards him, desperate for more. With one swift movement my bra was off revealing my breasts to him. How the.....Oh hell I don't care how he did that.
His mouth went for my nipple circling it with his tongue, then sucking it up into his mouth gently, his other hand rolling my nipple between his fingers. He switched and paid the same attention to the other nipple. Before trailing hot kisses down over the centre of my belly. I could feel his fingers undoing my trousers and begin lowering them as his mouth continued its assault across my stomach.
He settled his mouth over the lace of my panties and I gasped.
"Edward, y..you don't have too" I stuttered out as his tongue took one long lick along my clothed pussy. I groaned loudly, I never imagined anything could feel so good, god I needed him.
"Edward.......Please" I muttered, pulling on his hair slightly gaining another growl from him. He lowered my panties leaving my pussy exposed to him, I suddenly felt self conscious and began to close my legs. He stopped me and pushed them apart whilst looking up at me.
"Bella, your beautiful" He spoke, before trailing kisses up my thighs meeting at my core, taking one long lick over my now naked pussy. A searing jolt of pleasure raked through my body, leaving my pussy burning with a want for more.
"You taste delicious Bella" He groaned, before kissing back up over my belly and chest before reaching my mouth.
He captured my mouth and passionately kissed me, harder than before, our tongues fighting for dominance, he won.
I reached down his chest and stomach and found he had also shed his pants. My hand brushed his erection and he bucked his hips towards me with a hiss. His hard length pushed right up into my hand. It was smooth and bigger than average or so I thought, my hand began working him up and down and he groaned into my mouth "Bella".
One hand made its way back up to my neck whilst the other caressed my body before reaching down to my swollen pussy lips. I groaned at his touch, his fingers slowly started stroking my wet folds, covering my clit in my juices, before he slowly pushed two fingers inside of me. I moved my hips towards him in an attempt to create more friction, when his thumb started massaging my clit.
"God Edward......mmmmmm" I moaned out, still moving my hand up and down his length moving faster now. His breath was coming in short bursts against my face.
His fingers began curling up towards my belly and I could feel my orgasm building, his thumb continued massaging my clit and his mouth assaulting my mouth and neck, before long I was convulsing under neath him.
"Bella.....I need to be inside of you......" Edward whispered into my ear.
"Please" I managed to choke out.
EPOV
Her body was the sweetest drug, I couldnt get enough, my desire for her blood had long been forgotten, the desire for her body had over taken it long ago, I needed to be inside her.
"Please" She choked out. My heart soared.
I moved my hands up to her face and slowly touched the side of her face, the trust and desire I could see enamating out of her eyes was astounding.
I guided my length to her warm entrance and slowly began to push inside her.
So hot. Tight. Wet. I couldn't breathe.
I heard her moan beneath me and I looked down, her eyes were watering but she nodded and took her lip in between her teeth.
I pushed the rest of the way in and stilled my movements. Blood had never tasted as good, as this felt, this was better, I was in heaven.
Her hips began moving beneath me and I slowly began to move in and out of her being careful not to thrust too hard. This had thrown my plan out of the window, I didn't expect to feel this way, she should have been dead by now I chastitised myself.
All I saw was her creamy, ivory, skinned body moving beneath me, giving out little mewls and whimpers in response to my thrusting, I could feel my body beginning to tense in repsonse to the sensations, I knew I would not last long.
I reached down in between our joined bodies and began gently massaging her clit with my thumb, her body was already so sensitive before long I could feel her pussy clenching around my length, her body arched into mine as her orgasm took hold and she threw her head back.
The feeling of her clenching around me caused me to fall off the edge, I roared loudly as my orgasm took hold and thrust wildly into her spilling my seed.
I didn't realise my face was inches away from her neck until it was too late. The blood pulsing under the skin, her loud heart beat beating fast, and the inner monster raged inside me as I lunged for her throat and sunk my teeth in. The sweet taste of her nectar was like the purest meal I had ever had the pleasure of eating.
I pulled myself away from her now limp body and saw her brown eyes looking up at me full of fear.
"I am so sorry Bella" I whispered, As I heard the thoughts of my family coming closer.