Kyrbri: I'm back, this time with more inspiration than ever!

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Summary: Edward is a taboo to Jasper, is it possible for Jasper to resist the taboo that he has been lusting over for so long? Jasper X Edward (lemon)

Rating: M

Taboo

He sauntered into the kitchen, his golden eyes flashing in my direction, I could see that he lusted for me; I could smell the arousal coming off him. It was sexy; even though he was with Bella I wanted him so badly. His messy bronze locks falling over his face, his perfectly toned body catching the light perfectly on his pale skin, it's all so irresistible. He's so close but yet so far, you always want what you cannot have. This is the first time in a century I have lusted so much over one person. I would do anything to get near him, get closer.

"Japer?" Edward asked, "Are you ok?"

Shocked I looked up staring into his honey comb coloured eyes, a flush suddenly flashed into my face filling it with a little color. "Yah I'm fine" I answered smoothly. I wasn't ok, I wanted him right here and now. He was so close I could taste his scent on my tongue. So close yet so far. "Why do you ask?"

"Because" he replied trailing off

"Because why?" I asked innocently moving towards him

He took a breath, a sharp inhale, and moved towards me. He flashed to my side before I could blink and he grabbed my wrist pulling me closer, his pushing into mine. "I was just wondering, because you're blushing." I grinned pushing my hips into his. It was a like heaven, the two of us together and alone. I never wanted the moment to end; I wanted us to be together, though that could not happen because it was taboo. A rule that we could not be together. He has Bella and I had Alice. But this seemed so right but so wrong.

"I'm blushing because..."

"Because...." he repeated his voice was rite by my ear, his hand slowly trailing down my thigh, dangerously close to my burning regions. I want him soo badly but yet I couldn't have him. Damn this world was so unfair.

I don't have to be true


Cause you don't belong to me baby


And all I'm saying is that


We've got loving to do


I'm hanging on to you


And all I can think about is taboo

"The reason I'm blushing is because I'm so close to you." I buried my head deep into his sculpted chest hoping he wouldn't notice how much I was blushing. "I know it wrong..." I trailed off. His body, his scent, everything about him was so distracting to me. I couldn't resist it. I loved him there was nothing more to it.

"Wrong?" he looked down at me confused

"This is going to sound absurd, but I think I'm in love with you."

"Jaz, you know that's taboo, two male vampires together....it's against the rules, what do you think the Volturi would do if they knew about this, we could be killed." He hissed at me. His hand traveled up to my hair wrapping his fingers in my thick blonde hair. He pulled me closer to his chest. "What would Bella think if she knew? She would be crushed, Jasper you know she's my life!" he continued putting emphasis on the word life. I cringed. "Jasper..."

"I know it's a taboo but please. Just one night! It wouldn't hurt! Edward..." I could feel the tears welling up in the corners of my eyes. The sting of rejection settling into my heart, "Edward I love you please, just one night... it would make all the difference. He pulled me closer, his hand slowly moved out of my tangled locks to cup my face. His eyes were full of pity, I wanted to look away but I couldn't look away. He slowly pulled his face against mine, our honey coloured eyes locking into place. His lips slowly came closer to mine until they touched. His lips were soft like silk rose petals. His scent was intoxicating; I loved it, lusted for it. Slowly his tongue touched my lower lip asking for permission to enter, unhurried I slowly opened my mouth letting his tongue explore. He tasted like honey, so delicious just like the rest of him. Quickly there was a battle for dominance, our tongues battled for awhile then I deliberately let him win.

"Why don't we take this somewhere more private?" he asked me breaking the kiss of smoothly

I pushed my body closer to him, I was in pure lust, my eyes ravaged his body, leaving me wanting more. "Yeah." I replied breathlessly, "My room or yours." I gazed up at him, he was silent. Smoothly he picked me up bridal style with the utmost care, I draped my arms across his godlike shoulders and swiftly he moved towards his room.

We've got sweet easy pain running through my veins


It's like I've never been touch before


And now addiction rise like a flash of light


You've got coming around for more


So lay me down


Wrap yourself around


Don't be a stranger when you're here


Before we overload and the rush explodes


I wanna hold you and whisper in your ear

Quickly Edward threw me on the soft silken covers of his bed. He pounced on top of me thrusting his hips into mine. I let out a groan loving the feeling of his arousal pushing into mine. Our mouths twisting together becoming one, his silken fingers ran down my shirt and then back up. Swiftly he unbuttoned my shirt and the item of clothing fell softly to the floor. For a moment he broke the kiss and slowly nipped at the nape of my neck. This feeling was euphoric; there were sparks in front of my eyes. Slowly he trailed down my body leaving soft wet kisses. I moaned again. He stopped at my belly button and worked his way up. God I wish he'd stop teasing me! Again I reached up to meet his rose petal lips again; the kiss was deep and loving. Rapidly I reached for the hem of his t-shirt pulling it over his head. Another soft kiss was placed on my chaste lips, and then he moved towards my nipples, touching, pinching them softly. "Oh Edward" I moaned "More". He looked up and grinned as he kept playing with soft stubs.

"You like that?" he questioned as he nipped at my left nipple until it was hard, and then did the same with my left. His left hand was slowly trailing down to my lower regions. I could feel my half hard arousal poking through the rough material pants.

"Please Edward, more!" I managed to gasp. Swiftly he unbuttoned my pants slipping them off along with my boxers. He grinned as he loosely grabbed my arousal pumping it slowly. "Faster" I gasped; quickly he pumped faster and faster. I was in heaven. I don't care what any dumb rule said. I was on the verge of my orgasm when he stopped. "Why did you stop?" I questioned

"Because I'm not done with you yet." He replied with a grin on his face. He pushed me farther onto the bed. Quickly he removed his own pants and straddled me. I could feel his arousal pushing into my thigh, amazing, it was all so amazing. I loved the feeling of his body pressing against mine, but still this was not enough, I wanted more. He sensed that I wanted more, his amber eyes glinted with mischief. Hastily he pushed two fingers into my mouth. "Suck" he commanded. Quickly I coated his two fingers in saliva, with another kiss he shifted to the side of me. "Open your legs" slowly I opened my legs, he could see everything but I didn't care, I was too caught up in lust. Leisurely his hand trailed down my lean stomach down to the middle of my thigh. "Relax" he whispered in my ear after he kissed my wavy blonde hair. Slowly he inserted one finger. I felt my inner wall muscles cringe, he let me adjust, and then a few seconds later he inserted a second finger. I let out a repressed moan, it hurt but I knew it will feel so much better soon. Edward looked at with a flushed face "I'm going to start stretching you now Jasper. Just relax and it will be ok, it's necessary "He cooed in my ear, slowly he started a scissoring motion. It hurt, then when he stroked that one spot I started to see starts in my eyes. He made note of this reaction and started moving his fingers again, every time it was hitting my g spot. Gently he pulled out his fingers from me.

"N-No please don't stop" I whimpered my lip twitching. I knew this was wrong. But for both of us it was so right. I glanced into his honeycomb eyes; I could see that they were full of passion and lust, maybe a hint of romance. He grinned at me and then slowly he dipped his torso so that his arousal was at the base of my entry. Edward quickly pushed into me; a white hot fire flowed through my body. "Mmm, that feels so good." I moaned. He looked at me, as he let me adjust to his length, he was so big but it was so good, it was like an addiction I couldn't quit.

"Are you ready to go?" he asked nibbling my earlobe. I nodded in approval bracing myself for the pain. "Relax" he cooed stroking my hair, slowly he moved in and out of me, each pace faster than the last. I couldn't say anything; my mind was too clouded with the stars and black spots I was seeing. Edward sensed my pleasure and started to thrust harder, each time he hit that spot. He wrapped his around my pulsating arousal gently stroking it to match with every thrust. I could feel both of us ready to come, I could almost taste it. "Jasp...Jasper im gonna..." he panted. Every thrust became faster and faster until he thrusted on last time filling me with his seed. He kept pumping my organ until I came a few moments later. We collapsed into silence sweating and panting.

"That was amazing" I said, breaking the silence

"Mmhm" he responded, I could feel his emotions whirling around me

"I guess breaking the taboo was worth it"

He waited for a moment pausing, thinking what to say, my eyes were filled with happiness and hope glancing at him, waiting for an answer. Finally he responded, "Yeah" Then the air went silent. It was like this for several moments. "You know Jasper, if you want. I mean ill leave it up to you, but I would love to do that again."

"Yeah?" I answered

"Yeah" I'd love to, he smiled at me pulling me closer to him, and he stroked my messy waved hair.

"What about Bella?"

"Well does she need to find out?" he answered simply?

"No, it will be our little secret"

"Yeah our secret" I grinned at him, then placing a chaste kiss onto his lips, "just you and me. Screw any taboo." He grinned at me; I slowly snuggled into his chest falling into a deep sleep."

"Damn any taboo" Edward whispered smiling stroking the hair of the angel sleeping on his chest. Then slowly he fell into a deep sleep himself.


I don't have to be true


Cause you don't belong to me baby


And all I`m saying is that


We`ve got loving to do


I`m hanging on to you


And all I can think about is taboo

But all I`m saying is...


All I can think about is...

~FIN~

Kyrbri: well it's finished and it's over 2000 words. I'm so inspired! Review. If I get a review there may be a sequel to it : 3 Luv and Peace.