Jealousy. It's all I feel when I see her with her flavor of the week. Boys, girls, it doesn't matter. She shags them for a week or so and dumps them. Everyone wants her. She's the most sought after person in school, besides maybe me. I only like girls though so the guys know they don't have a chance. They go after her instead. She shags them just like she shags everyone else. She doesn't care about them though, I can see it in her eyes, even from afar. Nobody notices the pain in her eyes like I do but then again she's Pansy Fucking Parkinson, she's indestructible. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't lose sleep over her the way I do. I'm a Gryffindor, I'm a Weasley, I have no chance.
"I'm going for a walk. Ill see you guys later." I tell the golden trio. They nod their heads dumbly, barley acknowledging that they even heard me. Gods I can't stand them. I should have gone into Slytherin like the sorting hat told me to rather than stay with the people I hated more than anyone. Maybe Dumbledore will let me switch, I think as I grab my bag and hurry to the front door. I quickly realize that I should have brought my robes as the wind attacked me with cold. I battled against the harsh winds to get to my favorite spot by the lake. The tree conceals me as I set my things down and search for my lighter and pack of American cigarettes. Marlboro smooths, like smoking candy. I loved the irony of it. I giggled quietly to myself but stop abruptly when I hear cracking branches. I peek around the side of the tree only to see a green plaid skirt directly level with my eyes.
"What are you doing out here Weasley?" the girl snaps. I went to make a smart response but stopped when I saw who it was. It was her, the girl I hated but couldn't help but want, Pansy Parkinson.
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