Juliet POV

I was sick and tired of being so week. I wanted to leave and never look back at the screw up that I am supposed to call my life. I want to leave my mother and father – or the man who I called my father – and run. I wanted to run but I couldn't. I wanted Jake but I couldn't have him. Although I could be with him, there is no way anyone member of my family will let that happen. They'd bite me before death consumed me with its darkness. I hadn't encountered death in a while, and to be frank, I miss it. I miss the way my conscious knew I was dieing and that I had given up, physically, and mentally. I missed the darkness that consumed me right before…. I think I'll ring death's doorbell. It hates that. Playing ding-dong-ditch, then all of a sudden, death pounces on you, unexpected and consumes you into its dark home.

Death.

Death.

I want to be consumed by death, just as my love, my life, was consumed by its darkness. I want to see nothing in front of me, although I want to see everything. I want to see the beaches and shorelines of Spain, to see the beautiful scenery of Italy, to be consumed by the cold of Alaska, to stand on the rigid top ofMount Everest. And to be there with my love. My one and only true love.

But before I leave, I have to tell you my story. I have to leave my mark on this earth that will never again remember or feel my feet walking atop her. She has consumed so many, of my kind and of many other kinds. She has consumed the bad, the good, and the ones in between. She shall consume us all, one day. The beautiful, breathtaking earth that many a creatures call their home, hath taken so many of our loved ones, I find myself daily asking 'why hath she taken me yet?' I find myself wondering why I never left, weather it was by natural death, or an accident, why hasn't this mother of mine taken me back? Doesn't she want me back?

I shall tell you of my story know. Before I go, I'd like you to know that I left a big mark on this earth. I left one that shall change the evolution of man race, one shall carry my name with him for the rest of eternity.

I left my son.

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