the dark haired man stared at his partner as he stabbed himself merclessly screaming his gods name, and wondered.
he had feelings, needs, burges/b, he was only human after all..and as he sat and stared at the silver haired man, oblivous to his presance, he wondered..he wondered what it would be like to push the younger male up against that wall and ravish him.
he wondered what it would feel like to have his mouth on his own, that pink catlike tounge on his skin,
he wondered how his hard cock in his hand, he wondered what his hot mouth would feel like on his skin, what his skin would feel like against his. he wondered what it would feel like to have his fingers in his tight body.
he wondered what it would feel like to enter him, his heat and body all around him, to thrust into him again and again til he came screaming his name.
As he sat, staring, he thought. his god got his body, he got every bit of feeling, and him, he got to sit, sit and wonder, wonder what it would feel like to have him give his body and soul, to only him
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