Oh hey, look, I tried to write a fic that doesn't involve in any ways teenage girls in miniskirts with magic powers. Yay for me!
(Well Lucy could count but she rarely ever wear a skirt so whatev)
Anyway, here is my first go at Romance fanfics. (Yep, a diehard Sailor Moon fan write his first romance fic based on a shounen. Logic)

It's told from Lucy's point of view as a page of her diary. It takes place some time after the Nirvana arc.
This is more like a prologue chapter (and a way to share some of my tiny headcanons on the pairing). I'm trying to stay as close and possible to canon, though I might screw up on this point.
At first, I imagined all of this fic while listening to 3 songs used in the serie: The first ending (Kanpeki Guu No Ne), the second opening (Sense of Wonder) and the fifth opening (Egaô no mahô)

Enjoy! ^^ Please, review to tell me where I can improve (and report any english mistakes. i tend to make them quite a lot as English isn't my native language)


He really is nothing but a dense jerk.

Natsu and i's relationship remained rather platonic since we met. You know, he was more like a big bro who taught me everything I had to know about Fairy Tail and the other guilds. Though that was more Mirajane... He was the one who helped me getting friendly with my fellow new guildmates! No wait, that was Erza...

ANYWAY, there is one sure I am sure Natsu did for me: He protected me, saved my life a couple of times, and cared for me when I was gone, worried about me when we were separated, etc. Would it only be this time when Phantom attacked. Escaping this Jose who wanted to send me back to my father, I jumped from the highest tower their guild had. I saw Natsu coming from afar and knew the instant I jumped that I wasn't falling to my death. Oh, of course, I also stopped counting the numbers of time he brought me into weird jobs for the sake of paying my rant. The guy is really a sweetheart at times. If it wasn't for him, I'd be a homeless drunk by now. And I'm only 18.

So, I'm sorry if I'm sounding a bit depressing right now! Plue, put this "WHAT A CUTE ROMANCE FIC EVERYBODY" sign down, none of us even know what it means!

Anyway, I guess you want to hear why I called Natsu nothing but a dense jerk? It's a rather easy question. You see, a few weeks ago, we came back from our battle against Oracion Seis. Everything was fine, and I even celebrated my birthday as a member of Fairy Tail with everybody, though I didn't like the part where they forced me to dance for Gajeel, but that's another story.

A little before out battle against the Dark Guilds, I wondered if Natsu was into me or something. He asked me to come alone to the park at night, and was blushing while asking me this. I was panicked all day long about what I would do if he was indeed going to confess to me, and ended up putting my prettiest dress. I was later disapointed to learn he just needed me to summon Virgo, my celestial spirit that can virtually do anything, and help him dig a hole. Useless to say I was rather disapointed. But most recently, the more we've been working and talking together, the more I felt... how would you call that... attracted toward him? But in a weird way.

Juvia told me about how her crush on Gray popped out of nowhere, and she truly loves him, so I assume it wasn't the same for me and Natsu as it wasn't a case of "love at first sight" like it was for our dear Rain Lady and her Stripper. So, I don't think you can call it love... But it was stronger than frienship... It's not a strong desire or anything, it's just that I feel better when he is around.

Well, I have to stop writting, I promised Erza we would go shopping in Acalypha together. (What? Titania can't do girly stuff from times to times?) I'll add more later! ...With all of this, I completely forgot to tell you why Natsu was a dense jerk.