Connect Our Chains
Summary: When Takaoka removed Nagisa's proof of being born as a boy. Karma got a chance to confess his real feelings to him! Asano discovered that Karma is gay and plans to blackmail him. Meanwhile, Nagisa just got to face the reality that he is now a girl. Who will win Nagisa's heart?! WARNING Transgender changes. Also it's AsanoxNagisaxKarma love triangle fic! Kyaahh?
A Request Fanfic by: KuroCiel
(she said she wants Takaoka to kidnap Nagisa and torture him. So here's my idea...!)
STILL ENGLISH SUCKS BUT YOU CAN STILL UNDERSTAND.
Important Note:this is supposed to be one-shot but, as we talk KuroCiel' i got weird ideas. So now this is a series fic...*cough* WARNING. This might be a sensitive topic but i'm not trying to do make something out of it. I just wanted you guys to explore-what if Nagisa got trasngender? Isnt that interesting? So far people just curse Nagisa like Ranma 1/2 in order to make him a girl. And some plot twist that Nagisa is really a girl just pretending to be a male. I want more twist...soooo personal desire to torture Nagisa but not so cruel cuz i hate sad endings. ARGH! ENOUGH OF CHATTING! LETS JUST READ! OwO im scared to publish this one...but im swear i aint crossing much!
i always wanted more Love triangle of these cuties...!
AND THIS Isnt dark than you thought it would be. So it's rated T~
The bell of 3rd period starts.
DING,DING~
"Nagisa~kun~!" Shiota Nagisa's azure eyes lifted up to see Akabane Karma. His bestfriend. What the other teen is holding between his fingers were-"Two Ticket movies~ Let's watch later~!" the fox eyed winked. Nagisa gave him an approving smile. Nodding, "Of course! As long as it's with you...Karma-kun."
Nagisa does not care wherever they go. As long as it will be with Karma. Karma makes him safe. Karma makes him happy. He owns a lot of rescue from him, that is why...Nagisa is sure, Karma will be always his precious friend.
"That was fun!" Nagisa fanboy mode activates. "Even though it's just a side story of Sonic Ninja...still they made it really enjoyable!" Karma casually enjoying Nagisa's chat to him as they walk out of the cinema. "Yeah. But i think your reaction is more entertaining to me." he teased...
"W-what?" Nagisa blushed away. "Don't tell me you watched my face while the whole movie is playing?!" Nagisa knew Karma is just making fun of him. To his surprise Karma did not deny it. "Yep. Since it played, i've been only looking at you Nagisa-kun~" he zoomed his face to the other boy. "It will always be." the chesire cat grin.
Nagisa thought his heart pumped the wrong way. 'gee...sometimes Karma-kun gets overboard on teasing me!' He pouted. "You took pictures of me again aren't you?"
Karma lifted his cellphone scanning through his photo files. "I removed the flash."
"I knew it!"
"you are not allowed to use cellphone inside cinemas!"
"I did not record the film~ I recorded you!"
Nagisa just face palmed. Karma loves taking pictures of Nagisa...for God knows, Nagisa thinks Karma is using it to make money and blackmailing.
What he did not know...Karma is using his stolent shot photo's on something else activity.
'i trust Karma's not doing anything weird at my photos.'
His trust to Karma is awfully strong.
"Well, i'll take you home." out of the mall, they went to the train station.
...Here's what Nagisa did not knew about trusted friend.
They entered the train and silently let the moment of peace in.
Karma stared down at the smaller boy. Nagisa's height is quite poor-that he has to shook his head sometimes, just to see a clear view of Nagisa's adorable face.
Yes, Karma's been hiding it on the blue haired. '...Nagisa.' his eyes travelled from his face down the hips. '...if only you knew.'
Temptation is always there. Karma knew whisper's of desires forcing him to go the dark side of relationship. In fact, he had almost done it secretly plenty of times. Especially the stolen photo's. He is using them to control his perverted...'coughs'
Like when indirect kiss. He drinks on his straw then makes Nagisa have a taste of the drink too. Then times Nagisa is hurt, he would always touch him with caring hand. However deep inside-he's controlling himself not to attack his classmate.
Cuz he knew...Nagisa will hate him.
Nagisa had told him many times about his hurt of a certain mom thinks he's a girl. "Karma-kun. Am not a girl." is what Nagisa always tells him while on verge of breaking.
That means, Karma had no chance to confess his surpressed feelings.
If he does, it will be the end. 'it does not have to be answered. as long as i'm here near with you...everyday and forever be.'
"What you looking at? Is there something on my face?" Karma did not knew he did not take off his eyes to Nagisa till just now...finally coming back to his senses. Lustful thoughts always distract's him. Nagisa is now staring back at him.
Simply, like he would always have to do to hide his real feelings. "Nothing. Just thinking what 'fish' we gonna do next time~"
Nagisa shrugs. "Next time?.. fine...We'll fish delinquents." sighing Karma ruffled Nagisa's twintail. "Good boy!"
"Gee."
It got late when Karma done his job to take Nagisa home safetly. At the front door,
"See you tomorrow Karma-kun. Thank you for always...hehe, you know. Crewfew issues." Karma waved his hand. "No sweat. I enjoy it anyway." Yep. To less anger the titan mom...Nagisa needs a boy to take him home when his crewfew is reaching.
"Bye Nagisa-kun."
"Bye."
Leaving Nagisa, Karma hurried home.
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Karma got inside his house. "I'm home." scanning the whole living room. "As if someone is going to answer back~" taking off his shoes...Karma is used to it.
Home Alone. That is his life since young. Reason why he is so crazy..cuz he is bored. Very bored. However all of those boredom ends! Becuz he got Nagisa beside him! Nagisa is his spice of life!
Suddenly excited of thinking his blue friend. Karma dashed straight to his bedroom. He threw his bag-not caring where it landed. He quickly sat at his own bed-and pulled out his phone. Re-checking new stolen shot photo's of Nagisa.
He smiled at almost perfect shots... "Nagisa." he called his name, then he lay flat at his bed for short moments. "..." not hesitating. He inhaled and exhaled.
This is the secret of Akabane Karma.
"...Nagisa."Still open,his phone screen showing Nagisa's cutest photo. At times of this, he commands Ritsu to sleep mode. Slowly, Karma's hand reached his pants. "...Nagisa.." he hitched his own breathing and start pleasing his lips and eyes shutting. Following this action whenever his hand moves to his own.
Yep. He's been a horrible friend. He did not care that he is betraying the trust of Nagisa. All he knew is, as long as no one else sees the photo of Nagisa in crossdress.
The deal of their friendship ain't gonna broke.
Not unless Nagisa would discover- that he's been using his stolen photo's/crossdress photo's to masturbate. Just crazy isnt? He can't help it. He loves Nagisa too much, that he's really turned on. He couldnt stop himself revealing erotic sounds coming from his mouth. His eyes on blaze of a heathen. So naughty and unstoppable desire!
"..So cute. So cute..." Karma played his own- as his eyes gazing at the most beautiful human being to him. "Nagisa,Nagisa...Nagisa." it's just a photo, still had lots of impact. He kept calling his crush's name-till he is getting eaten by the quishy bed. Always hard is difficult. Very difficult. dangerous how Nagisa trust him so much...giving all his guard down, Karma had been tortured by it!
Wild imaginatiosn crossing what is right and wrong. Karma thinks he's not doing any harm. This is just a man thing to do.
Really? You call it a man thing to do when you are masturbating to a guy?!
Karma knew how gay he is for Nagisa. He just couldnt say it out his secret closet.
It wasn't been like this...Karma is born straight. Oh so he thought, but meeting Nagisa...there are changes to his heart. The beating is acting weird whenever Nagisa is near him. He felt like he's going to explode. At first he thought it's the happiness having a friend who is also crazy like him. Second, maybe becuz Nagisa is like a brother to him, a family.
However, as he kept denying...it just keep on smacking him the truth.
He is not straight. He loves another boy.
Bet girls will cry if they found out.
"Sorry, I'm comin-...Nagisa...!" Karma came. Heavy panting clear at his large room. Karma's been lonely cuz his parents always out. But now, he is so happy that they ain't no parents at his home. Cuz he can do this everyday!
Staying at his bed for a couple of minutes before closing his phone. "phew." Karma stared at the ceiling.' Another sin.'
he laugh at his own ass. "How refreshing~" Karma smiled ear to ear...
it's not like he had touched Nagisa for real. So it's safe right..?
Pretty late indeed, "Got to change clothes." Karma removed his school uniform, then he saw a shooting star at his glass window. "..." if there will be a wish of his.
It would be cruel to say...cuz it's same of Nagisa's mom.
"Nagisa, if only you were a girl...I would have confessed long time ago." ignoring the chance to wish upon a shooting star...Karma took his bath.
What he did not knew, even he did not cross his fingers and directly wished on the shooting star. His wishes are about to come true.
However, it will be the last time Nagisa would smile.
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"Mom i'm home." Karma left not so long, Nagisa find it weird. "Mom...?" The lights are open, but the house is very silent. Sure it's late, but his mom should be dashing towards him and scolding him for getting a lil late. "...um, Mom? You there..?" the door is not locked, means Hiromi is here.
Starting to feel uneasy, Nagisa headed to the kitchen. "Mom-"
"Welcome home Nagisa-kun!"
horrified, Nagisa trembled upon seeing Takaoka holding his mom unconcious. "T-t-.." he couldnt help but panick. He wouldnt be shaking if only Takaoka is not holding his mom as hostage.
"That's right! Daddy came home! And now were a happy family!" shit. Nagisa knew that moment, something bad will happen tonight. Worst than the first and second appearance of this crazy soldier.
"Takaoka-sensei..." he try to find the right words not to anger him. "S-since when did you got out of mental hospital...?" oops, why the hell did he mention 'mental hospital'?!
Nagisa prepared himself for the other man to hysteria mode. However it did not came!
"Haha. What you talking about? Daddy is just working there! Taking care of crazy people!" Nagisa is glad that he seems to be in good mood. Although, his hands are hugging his mom.
Takaoka is sure insane, however, looks like he's still aware of what he is doing. Knowing how Nagisa's eyes glued on guarding his mom at his arms, he made him relaxed.
"...Don't worry. Ur Mommy is just sleeping. Daddy made sure not to anger his boy. And Mommy needs some day off too!" chuckling gently, Takaoka settled Hiromi to sit at the chair. "There! To prove it...You can go to your mom."
Nagisa thinks it's a trap. However, he needed to hug his mom if this is gonna be their last moment! A monster is inside here! "Mom?" he got to his mom's side. He try to find traces of physical bruises, but found none. And surprisingly she is okay.
Dumb founded. Nagisa felt a hand to his shoulders.
BADUMP.
His heart raced. Becuz...Takaoka able to sneak behind him-and he did not notice!
"..T-takaoka-sensei...?"
Takaoka is just smiling sweetly to him-but the marks on his face still visible and deep. The man corrected him. "Nope Nagisa-kun. Am your daddy. And Daddy wants to spend his day off with his son!"
Nagisa gulped, sweatdrops falling at his forehead. '..i can't escape.' the safety of his mom is his top priority. He couldnt reach his phone either, no weapons near at him to defend himself or attack the man.
"Okay, if you say so..." embracing himself to get kidnap and killed. Slash tortured. "Dad."
Takaoka and Nagisa left Hiromi unharmed at the kitchen.
After getting out, Takaoka made Nagisa breath to his hankerchief. "hmm!"
"Daddy loves his son! He got to take care of you-by the days...he wasnt with you!"
Everything went dark.
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When Nagisa opened his eyes...He found himself hanging. Just hanging. He is not hanged up to the wall, instead-plainly his hands are chained up the ceiling. His feet couldnt reach the ground. And becuz only his wrist are tied, it is difficult to get a proper balance of facing the front wall.
The room is dark, and apparently no windows. But one spotlight like those in polices custody.
Nagisa blink couple of times before getting used to the lack of light.
He see's something sparking at his front view. "..what's that..?"
But then, a man emerge behind that sparkling thing. "Ur awake! Daddy is happy!"
Takaoka patted something at his right. There, Nagisa finally could tell what is the sparkling thing. "A-a-Camera?!"
"Yep! Daddy plans to record our happy bonding!" he cheered. Clapping his hands together, "Start by feeding his son! Bet you are hungry!"
Nagisa couldnt help but feel instant black hole eating him.
Just how messed up he is?!
"...A-aren't you going to kill me?" he could not help but to ask that. So far, Takaoka did not spit on him, punched him, kicked him. Or grabbed his hair-yanking him down or whatever.
Nope. Takaoka did not even lay a finger on him.
What kind of torture is he planning that includes a videocam?
Next, the former P.E. instructor laughed. "Silly Nagisa-kun! Daddy made mistake on hurting you!" maybe...he's talking about how he lost against Nagisa at the hotel rooftop.
"Eversince then, Daddy had been thinking. If Nagisa-kun won't obey me for being rough, then Daddy just got to fill you with over flowing love!" The man came near him then-before he notice he shoved a spoon to his mouth.
"-hmm!?"
He found a bowl of food at Takaoka's left hand. While the other hand with the said spoon. "Eat! I'm sure you are hungry! Daddy's gonna feed you!" gulping the first food, Takaoka did not give him time to relax his difficult position. "Wait Dad-"
He shoved him the second food, till he kept on fast feeding him!
Nagisa is choking!
His mouth is so full! Sure he ain't torturing him, but feeding him like this is still considered torture right?!
"D-Dad-"
"Hush! Don't talk when ur mouth is full!" Takaoka spooned another part of the bowl. "Eat well! Grow well!" that's when Nagisa realize he is still in danger.
The camera seems to be recording him getting force feed by him.
"..Eat,eat,eat.." Takaoka creepily chanted, then revealing his psycopath side once more. "Till you couldnt eat!" he laughed maniacly. "My dear Nagisa-kun~!"
Nagisa gulped down the food. And it is painful. Becuz his arms are tied up-his lungs having difficulty to let the food slide straight down his throat. "D-Dad-" he coughed, "I'm choking." he try to play along with Takaoka's father and son setting.
To his surprise Takaoka did not shout at him yet.
"Oh? Right... Water! Okie-dokie!" Takaoka left giving him spare time to lick his teeth with some stucked food. When Takaoka got back, he has bucket of water. "Here! Drink this!"
"Huh-"SPLASH!
Nagisa could not believe it. He asked for a glass of water! Not a bucket of water!
Takaoka is still not safe!
Accidently he breathed and got soar on his nose. Water just entered wrong to his nose and mouth. "*coughs*!coughs!*" Nagisa's eyes began to have tears, and reddish cheeks.
The pain of accidently taking a water inside your nose and mouth at the same time is really painful.
Don't forget that his feet could not reach the floor. The impact of water made him sway in the air like some punching bag. The chain made it sounds in Nagisa's ears. His ears got water inside. So his hearing is a little cloudly.
'i got to foucs...i got to focus.' He needs to escape here before Takaoka gets more crazy loving ideas.
Takaoka smiled like he's staring at a cute drenched puppy. Nagisa try so hard not to stare back-he does not want to anger him.
This is just like how his mom is treating him.
'really, why won't he forgive me?' Nagisa sighed, The bowl is now empty, means..Takaoka no longer got to feed him for now. And the water he ask is now wetting him badly.
Then. His eyes landed at his outfit. 'wait-why am wearing-' He's not wearing his school uniform. Instead, he's wearing a cute dress. His eyes widen,and Takaoka noticed it. Finally the real colors of Takaoka is showing once more.
"Hehehe, Surprised? it's daddy's gift!" Takaoka licked his lips. "I heard a very wonderful wish from your mom!" Takaoka lifted up Nagisa's skirt. In response Nagisa let an embarrass startle. "Ur mommy wishes for a girl."
Nagisa couldnt even react when Takaoka found out about his secret. Suddenly, he feared Takaoka. The sweet calm atmosphere is now replaced with pure malice.
"You see...Ur mommy pleads for a girl, but daddy failed to give him a baby girl." Takaoka's hands touched Nagisa sensitive part. Nagisa whimpered a little, he knew something terrible will actually happen.
He got to beg before it's too late. "Please..." his eyes are starting to become teary. No longer the water's fault, but his own feelings.
"Just kill me." he said. Takaoka smile wild hearing him plead. The camera is still recording every single expression Nagisa makes.
Takaoka shakes his head. "Daddy won't kill you. He used to be, but now..." Takaoka's evil smirked turned into chesire grin.
"He want's you to suffer till you kill yourself. Shiota Nagisa-kun." He lifted a knife, Nagisa start to struggle. Kicking him for any possible chances of escape but futile.
"No! No! Get away! Stop! Just kill me! Don't-"
Takaoka's devil face will be stuck to Nagisa's memory forever.
The knife ripped off Nagisa's proof as a male.
Nagisa screamed- worst than the dying sound of man.
Blood came oozing violently. He heard him laughing. "HAHAHAHAAHAHA! SERVES YOU RIGHT! NOW SUFFER! UR MOM'S GONNA BE HAPPY!"
Nagisa keep on screaming like he's being burned alive. Still binded by the chains. Nagisa swear he would kill him and he will do the same to him. "TAKAOKA...YOU WILL DIE PAINFULLY!" bad words starting to come out from Nagisa's mouth. "I SWEAR-YOU'LL BE IN HELL!" he cursed the man.
To his surprise someone shot Takaoka's in his head.
BANG!
Immediately the dead body of the one who had taken away his proof of birth. Karasuma and Karma emerge from the dark. When Takaoka collapsed-the camera which is recording all of the events got slammed down at the floor.
However, it is not broken. The glass cracked, but it continues to record.
"Nagisa-kun!" ...His vision went dizzy, He saw Karasuma confirming Takaoka's death. Then Karma helding him close. "Nagisa! Don't die on me-! Hey-" Nagisa's chain were broken by Karasuma. He was gently put at the ground-then Karma embraced him again. Karma noticed the blood between Nagisa's legs.
He thought Takaoka had raped him. However...to his horror, he find the trace of blood to a missing male body part.
"..Holy...Nagisa..." Karma couldnt help but visibly show the pang on his face. Nagisa's eyes were weak-but he was crying so awful that he couldnt breath right. "..Ka..Karma-kun.." he sobbed,trying to make words on his dying throat. "..Takaoka, he...He cut it...!" couldnt do further conversation, shock is too much... it can damage Nagisa's brain.
So Nagisa collapsed, Karasuma carried Nagisa in princess cradle, and ordered Karma to call an ambulance. His leg's continue to bleed.. as if he's a pregnant girl and her baby's dying inside.
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Staying at hospital almost 2months.
The doctor's had fix the cut. However, he was told they couldnt put it back. Even if they did-it wont work the way it used to be. So much reality punched Nagisa in the face. Even in his dreams, the doctor's formally told him with humble apologies.
What his mom had requested to them is to properly fix the cutted 'D' into a female's 'V'. Since his male part cannot work to it's original job. Might as well take advantage of her longed dreamed for. His papers had been fixed too.. once he comes back to school...
"Congratulations Shiota Nagisa. The operation is successful."
The doctor checked his pulse. And scanned his brain incase he get's mental problem. "No infection. And you can properly pee right from there."
Nagisa's sitting at his hospital bed trying to listen a little more before blacking out.
"You are now a Girl. Hope you still live your life to the fullest."
-To Be Continued
Note: I did not wrote it in a dark way. But i'm sure it is already pretty dark. Don't want to get reported for explaining in details...So i type it this way. I know you find it lacking, but hey! I don't want to get reported seriously! Hope you guys understands! Don't worry, something happy will happen to our poor Nagisa-chan. I promise this isnt dark as you guys thought would be...huehehehe.
**Kurociel-san: you do not have to read till the end. This first chapter is soley made for you. But the rest is my own will and fangirling.***
Next on Connect Our Chains: Nagisa got back to school. The chairman had made an exception proctection 'bully' for him. Everyone is trying so hard to treat him normal, and he does too. However it's just that...his smile is missing. Karma had plans to make him smile again. But, will it really go well? What if he takes the wrong move?
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