Chapter 1 [His eyes]

A/n: Warning are only two. You will find a lot of references from Macross, Sousei no Onmyouji and more. Two, due to memory loss, Izuku might be OOC. Also, this is an Au.

Katsuki can really certain that day. If only he hadn't went too far saying that he hated Izuku, this will never happen.

As soon as he said that, Izuku disappeared without a trace.

It was raining cats and dogs. There's no way a kindergarten kid would risk themselves catching a cold on their first day to school. And so, they never go out. Katsuki also wasn't an exception. However, unlike his friends, he was no longer looking towards to go to school. The guilt which engulfing the 5 years old had killed his mood.

A year. A fucking year had passed and there's no trace of his timid neighbour to be found. He was alone. And everything were his faults. Deku had saved him from loneliness yet what he did towards the boy? He hurt him until the boy was broken to the core. He hoped that Izuku was in a good hands now or he can't be sure what's the point if living in guilt?

All Might. The best hero in their town. Both him and Izuku used to love him. Especially Izuku who was a big big big biggggg fan of him. But since Izuku was gone, Katsuki had turned to hate the muscle guy.

All adults were useless. Even police was powerless. However at least, they definitely can do a better job than him, a powerless guilty 5 years old who was the one who caused all of these miseries. He can no longer stand seeing Izuku's mom crying everyday for her baby. For fucking sake, it was a big deal! A 4 years old missing in action meant to be dangerous. And yet, he...

"Deku..." Katsuki leaned his forehead onto to the cold window trying to stop himself for crying. Everything were fault.

Next day, his mom was excited for Katsuki's first day of school in his life though the boy wasn't. There's no reason to when Deku isn't here.

"Tissue?"

"I have."

"Handkerchief?"

"Done."

"Your tag name?"

"I said I have all of those!"

Katsuki was clearly in a bad mood. Deku was not here. Deku was not here...

Everyone had already gave up on searching Izuku. He was undetectable. Founding him will be a miracle and yes, Katsuki didn't believe in one. After finally being released from his mother's antic, he walked to his kindergarten. His mom did wanted to come along yet he refused.

He still has time so Katsuki headed to park hoping to clear up his mind, or else he will explode for no reason in class and disturb everyone. Really, he needed something to blown over or he can't keep up with this. He want to blow something with his Quirk. To think about it, he and Deku got into a fight shortly after he awakened his Quirk.

Stupid Deku. If only he didnt fight back Katsuki will never say that to him. And...Deku will never run away and gotten kidnapped halfway. Deep in his heart, Katsuki knew. Everything were just an excuse to cover his own childishness. He knew that he was at fault here but still, Deku pissing him of!

He decided to stop and sit on nearby bench at the park to think. He needed to sort everything out. If only Deku wasn't disappeared he won't sit here thinking in his 5 years of age like a fucking useless adult! Katsuki refused to share his thought with his parents since his mom will worsen everything. They will definitely deny his responsibility and treat him like a kid, which he was really one.

For him to go to the bench, he needed to pass through a bunch of decorative bushes at the entrance of the park. But as soon as he passed it, his eyes were attracted to a small bundle near the bushes...or rather, a child covered in a blanket lying on the ground and his eyes widened.

"DEKU?!"

Midoriya Izuku finally being found by his own childhood friend.

The neighbourhood was in chaos. Midoriya's only child who had been missing for a year finally founded. Izuku's mom was crying in happiness and can't stop being grateful towards Katsuki for founding her only baby. Unfortunately, Izuku was still unconscious.

It's until a few days later, Izuku opened his eyes. Everyone was jumping in joy except a certain explosive kid. He was uncertain and felt that something bad will happen.

"Ka...cchan..."

Deku's first words made his heart thumping. He's glad. Deku still remember him! He was gleeful. However, his happiness never last. Deku didn't remember their fight and...

Since that day, Deku never look towards Katsuki with the same eyes again.

Sorry that I still didn't update What the Hell?, Garp-san's Dilemma, Roronoa Household and Witch of the West. All of them are still in typing process and I'm stuck in the middle for each of them. So they will take some more times to update.