Chapter 1-

Jennifer Jareau was utterly beautiful. Everyone new that, except her that is. JJ sat at the end of her four-poster bed overthinking her day. "Why would he just kiss me." She wondered out loud. It was no secret that the 24-year-old had been crushing on her boss. Her boss who happened to be 15 years older than her and also happily married with a beautiful baby boy. As Jennifer thought about the day she had a clear look of confusion on her young face. It was just past 12pm and the rest of the team had gone out to lunch together. No one had thought to invite her, typical. Being the new person on this team, into this family was hard. No one trusted her, no one laughed with her, she had no friends away from home and it was slowly breaking her down, having no one to go out with to de stress after hard cases. No one to laugh with. She sighed to herself and carried on distributing the files around the bullpen. After she finished her round around the cluttered desks, she walked up the small set on stairs and into Aaron Hotchner's office. "JJ." Aaron said softly. JJ let out a squeal. "Agent Hotchner, I am so sorry I didn't realise you were here, I thought you were out with the team." JJ tried to justify herself to her stoic boss. "No, I had to much work to do. Why aren't you with them?" Aaron asked curiously, "they urm they didntinviteme." JJ said as fast as she could whilst looking at the grey carpeted floor. Hotch felt bad for the young woman in front on him and stood up from his big office chair and made his way over to the small girl. "JJ, I am very happy that you're on this team, the guys just need time to adjust." Hotch said softly, gradually edging closer to JJ. "I know sir; I just need to give them time." JJ said quietly. "you're a very shy girl JJ, you only speak once you've been spoken too." Hotch said with a chuckle." JJ carried on looking at the floor, "children should seen and not heard." Jj said nervously. "You're not a child Jennifer, you are a very beautiful young woman and I cannot wait to watch you grow into a stronger woman." Hotch said, jj nodded. Hotch sighed and looked down and JJ and gently lifted up her chin. Her ocean eyes were filled with tears. "you're nervous?" Hotch asked, carefully reading her features. " 'm fine agent Hotchner." Hotch took her face in to his big hands and she looked up to him with big, wide eyes. "JJ, we're friends right?" Hotch waited for a sign from JJ, he got a shrug back, "well, Jennifer, can we be friends?" Hotch asked. "yeah, I guess so." Jj said quietly. Hotch was proud of her for not breaking eye contact yet, she was beating her shyness? Hotch was very lost in her eyes and still held her petite face in his hands. "You're very beautiful JJ." JJ had a blush rising in her cheeks and hotch let out a small laugh. "I mean it." Hotch said whilst moving his face to hers. Their lips met in the middle, Hotch could tell she wasn't very experienced. Could little Jennifer Jareau be a virgin still? Their lips were moulding together. JJ sighed into the kiss and wrapped her arms around hotch's neck. Hotch took the opportunity to slip his tongue into her mouth and snaked his arms around her tiny waist. JJ broke the kiss and looked up with tears in her big eyes, this broke hotch's heart. JJ wriggled out of his touch and ran out of his office, through the bullpen and to her small office. She left work early and that how she ended up here. Sobbing on her bed. Alone, as always. Just as she was about to crawl into bed there was a loud knock on her door.