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Hard Dieing Hope

Hope is a strange thing,it can be the only light in a person's life, it could save him from himself but hope can also be the destructive force that would demolish everything.Some say hope was send on Earth,by God, to help people survive, to show them love, care, friendship, to teach them, how to be a family, to be one whole thing,others say- hope was send by Lucifer -decieving people there is a chance...a second chance to gain what was lost, to be happy.Is it thrugh, I dare not say.But I like everybody else found the answer of that same question not too long ago.By watching one life, a life of a boy, a fighter who did not give in, who showed everybody, who didn't believe, that second chances are given even only to a few...even if the price is extremly high.

James and Lily Potter, along side Sirius Black and Remus Lupin, stood over the grave of one Harry James Potter, their one year old son.The baby was killed by the Dark Lord Voldemort though every witch and wizard never uttered his name some taught that The Dark Lord always knows when his name is said out a laud and who can be sure maybe,,just maybe he really does know,so everyone called him He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named.The Dark Lord a.k.a.Tom Marvolo Riddle was one of the most powerful wizards only Headmaster Albus Dumbledore was more so but unfortunately not for long.The Headmaster was a force to behold but even by wizarding standarts he was getting old he was tired of wearing the world on his sholders and The Dark Lord was much younger than him and very close to becoming immortal.The only thing that stood between The Dark Lord and victory was The Order Of The Fenix,but even the Order could not fight on his own and these people in the graveyard were part of this organization, that was, also the reason behind the murder of their only child.

Of course they too fiered Voldemort and they had a very good reason to, he was and is the last heir to Salazar Slitherin.Voldemort's servants-the Death Eaters-were not only many but powerful too.The young parents and their friends knew that if they had a chance at wining this war it was in the help of the other wizarding countries and their ministry... that is if the ministry could manage to survive the winter ,if not they were sure they would soon join their lost Harry in the after life.But perhaps they could finally be happy...how little they knew...

18 years later

Hogwarts

It was the last class before the Christmas Holidey and to say that having potions was bad would be a grave mistake even if the professor is your own mother, it is still very very boring or at least that is what Jason taught.Lily Potter or actually Professor Potter was a beautiful woman somewhere between 1''60 and 1''65 cm.,with thin body and red hair which reached little past her sholders.The most noticing thing about her were her eyes-deep green-they held kindness and love as well as rich knowledge of potions.Lily was well aware that her students were not in the least interested in what they were doing and she knew why although her professor side was telling her that she needed to remind them what would happen if they weren't careful.and while thinking there was a laud BANG and The Professor looked to where it was heard from-there stood a not so sorry looking Griffindor,Lily took a deep breath and then said in a clear voice'' you're all free to go but i want a 5 foot essey on the-she checked what the class was specializing-matter of polorjuice potion and why is it different than..but the class was already gone happyly chatting about the up-coming free time.

The door was closed and Lily sat down finally ready to go and see Albus,invite him to dinner for Christmas,he would of course refuse as every year than she would go get James Jason and Nasi than flo home wait with her family for Sirius and Remus and talk for something neutral when they come.,like every year but at the very least she had a family.Lily was making her way out when Fowks appeared in front of her with a note.

Lily come see me in my privet chambers with Poppy-

Albus

If Fowks was sent it was something very important Lily went out oh her classroom and straight to the hospital wing there she got Poppy and together they made their way to Albus' office-Lily said the password''ice chocolate'' and the two women climbed the stairs and went into the office and then once again climbed stairs then finally found themselfs in front of a door and Poppy opened the door and went inside but strangely the other woman had a rush of adrenalin and a feeling that something important would happen.

In another part of the castle James had just finished his last class,after all he was the defence against the dark arts teacher,and was preparing to go and collect his children.Nasi as always would be ready for him and probably would try to drag him in a conversation about school and the subjects she wanted to take but James just couldn't stand that kind of talk not that he was angry but Nasi needed to take something that would not make her any different compered to the other students,she needed to stop dreaming or better said living in her books and come see the reality...ok it was time ti have break-first find the children then lily and go home and be free of problems for the Christmas Holls.

He went out of his classroom and soon found himself in front of Grffindor Tower.There of course were his two kids who at the moment were buggering each other.

''Oh come on Nasi shut up all ready I unlike you do have social life and...''

''Social life ha do you actually hear yourself you go around with the Wisley twins and get in troubel.And that is all about social life oh wait i forgot you always insult Professor Snape and...''

''I think that's enough.Now both of you stop acting as if you are three and let's go home.''-James said although he was absolutely satisfaid with all his son had said.He was a rebel just like him and the old gang well may be he had to speak with him about everything but this could wait.Now was time for hollidays and even Lily and Nasi couldn't deny that ok they could but that was why he loved them.

He pulled out a portkey and after all of the three Potters had gotten a hold of it they disappeared to their home in Godric Howall..After a lot of dusting and accusation of who landed worse the potters were met by a bark of laughter .there near the door frame stood non other than Sirius Black-auror, James best friend a Mourderer and the godfather of ...of..Harry.well it wasn't the time to think for his lost son now life had to go on but even after 18 years lily and he couldn't forget their first born.

Ok now we need to clean up or Lils is going to kill us when she gets home anaunsed Sirius ''oh but Siri i' m reaaly not in the mood to clean''Jason said.

''Well Jason you never are but come on we have to answered Sirius while laughing. The twins scrambled to their rooms and and the two adults were left alone.

Where's Lily i thought she was already here James said '' perhaps that git Snape stopped her and held her for some reason you know how he gets prongs . i know and that's the problem he should stay the hell away from my life ..!!! Ok Prongs let the steam out and lets clean the kitchen or we won't get any dinner tonight oh Padfoot what's the point we all know that lily can't cook and we'll end up eating out again.Oh no James Potter you promised this Christmas the food to be home made.Sirius whined oh stop acting like a teenager and let's just sit and relax his friend said still wondering where his wife was.

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Lily opened the door to Albus private chambers and stop in her tracks .this wasn't coast by the beautiful spacious room whit many windows or the calming coulers it was painted even the old looking furniture didn't matter what was important was what was lieing on the bed.The two women could not make out how the person on the big bed looked like there was only blood and by Albus and poppy's faces lily thought that this was a lost fight but never the less the mediwitch and she got out of their shock went to the body and started working.

After an hour had passed, the healing was finished and the two professors and the nurse were sitting and talking about everything that had happened today, while the house elf was cleaning up the stranger.''

''Albus how... where.. did you find him, i mean if he is a criminal.. or worse... someone of HIS men then...'' ''Lily do you think the boy, for he is in fact is a boy is a death eater? No but why are you so.. so.. you look like you know something we don't and we won't like it.Alwys the observer Lily let me tell you the story but before that i have to give you some backgraund.

Years ago when i was young very young in fact i has recently graduated from here that i learned of the tragedy that had befollen by family i was full of fullish dreams that only a yought can thing more important than family . ''

''We already know the story Albus there's no need for you...''

Lily tried to make it esier on her friend.Ok then let me pick up from where you don't know the old man said after the death of my sister and the accsident on her funeral i was despared all i wanted to do was to get my family back but it was impossible at that time an offer to go back to Howgoarts presented itself and i took it after three or four years my greaf had lessened although it was still there.That was the time when i was made head of Griffindor house and introduced to many of its secrets you see when someone becomes head of house he or she take the position of one of the founders and if they are deemed worthy the house will show them some of the founders secrets i don't know why i was admitted to be one of these people but i was given access to Godric's work not all of it but some there i found something a ritual that in the beginning gave me hope to bring my family back in it was said that it brought what was lost.I was sure that with it i could somehow cheat death and have my family it was a foolish thought after more research i understood why Godric never gave this peace of work to the public the ritual while it does bring back what is lost or summons what one might want or even gives another chance it does not have anything to do with death. the ritual was meant to make the travel between worlds possible and it did.Godric had tried it and went to a world another world where he was dead and the school never existed.he came back here and wrote everything down he even told Salazar of this it appears that Slitherin wanted to tell the world about the discovery and after a particularly vicious fight Salazar left Howgoarts.Godric hid his work and never told a single soul about it or where he had been for three months.

I understood why he had done so and left it at that i had completely forgoten about it until this morning.After breakfast i went in my office and started work there is always work to be done.Anyway everything went as normal if there wasn't that feeling of very strong magic it was everywhere the air itself was magic .You should have noticed.

''Yes i did lily said the potions i have been working on were complete disaster all day.

''Yes'' Poppy joined for the first time ''I was recieving students all day with a headache or they had passed out ...

Yes these things were and are normal when there is so much magic around us even Fowks was affected around seven the magic become so much that i had to put wards to keep it in my office i failed there was too much of it in the place of that moment there was light and moments ago i found this young man that you saw lieinig on the floor he was not awake but i gave him veritaserum and questioned him.Lily dear this is Harry James Potter from another world and he is here to stay.

The witch almost passed out but then got on her feet and walked straight in the bed chamber.there she found a young men in his 18-19 ling on the bed peacefully sleeping .He was tall from what lily could see his body was athletic with light muscules but not too much his skin was pale, wight he had high cheek bones sensual red lips and sholder lenght jet-black hair.The woman instantly knew that was her son Harry it was not only his appearance but something deep inside told her that yes it was tru.She ran to the bed and hugged the sleeping boy or may be a young man she thought happily.

''Are you sure Albus''- she asked- ''Yes,i am.'' ''We have to get James and Sirius now''-.Lily said got up and floo called her husband and friend.

''James Sirius come'' when James heard her say both Sirius and he went to the fire place ''Lily huny what's wrong''

''Just come now. ok.'' Ok we're coming'' the wizards went through and found themselfs in Albus personal study the look of happiness on Lily's face didn't make much sense but her husband didn't care come Albus said and led them in his bed chamber.

There James Potter and Sirius Black were left without words for the first time in a very long time.On the large bed ley a young boy or probably better said man a person not more than 18 years or at most 19 beautiful as a greeck god with black hair to his sholders even though Padfoot and Prongs didn't know enything yet they could tell that this stranger was going to play an important role in their lives.

''James you better sit down'' softy said Albus as Lily sat on the bed where her new found son rested.The next couple of hours went in explanation of who and where the boy was.To say that neighter Sirius nor James wanted to believe at first would be very mildly put.Only when Albus did an old ritual to prove who the boy was did they finally believed.The only thing left was to wait and see when and if the boy would wake.

Sirius was watching the one on the bed and hoping that the b-no Harry was going to wake up for the sake of everybody. Poppy had gone to Godric Howoll to tell the kids to go to the Burrow, Lily was sitting with James and Albus in the other room and discussing what they were to do once Harry awoke.Sirius was in the middle of his musing when the hoal room was filled with magic it was so thick you could actually touch it,when everything went back to normal the man was met by a pair of emerald eyes that were so deep and expressive he could actually draun in them.

''Padfoot...?'' the voice was velvet it was flowing like a river and the said animangus needed almost a minute to register he was asked a question.

''Harry...Harry James P...Potter?'' Sirius asked ''is it really you...''It was hard so hard after all they had to go through and everything they did to protect Harry...they failed Harry died and now 18 years later he furst reappeared was it really him or was it a cruel joke.Padfoot wouldn't put it past them-Him.

And when he had convinsed himself that was a cruel joke even though Albus believed different,Sirius ' and the boy's eyes met eachother blue met emerald green and he knew that was his godson it was Harry everything was going to be fine everything would be as it was supossed to be all those years ago.Both didn't know how but they found eachother enveloped in a tight hug and it felt right oh so right.

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The Court; The Same Day; Hours Earlier(roudn midday);

Department of Magical Observation

WAKE UP YOU IDIOT!!!!

''You won't sleep on my shift!''

''Oh Earni shut up you know there's never enything interesting happening we just sit and watch'' ''I know and you should be happy there's nothing happening couse...''a terribly sounding alarm went off and send the two lazy wirards in an up-roar .The said alarm messered how much magic was gathered at any given place., how much magic a specific wizard practised and so on.

After mere 5 minutes the hoal government was informed and only 3 minutes later The Court was informed of the mistery event.It is completely unnessery to say that the court had no idea what so ever what might of coased something like this. It was then decided that they would have to introduce the issue to the Dark Lord himself and if any of them had sat down and thought it over said person would of known that the emperor of wizarding Britain knew already and was torn between curiosity and anger.

The Dark Lord's private estate location unknown

The Dark Lord Voldemort the Dark King of wizarding Britain was for the first time in a very long time confused, even at the time of The Great war it was always clear to him what had coased what.But this ? He had never expirienced something like that or ever read about something alike and he had looked throuhg his study for a reason and now was in his library to researching further.What was this? Ah how he had missed the trill running through his vaines right now.This was a mistery that would entertain him and perhaps would also benefit him in some ways.and so the Dark Lord looked out of the window and if someone walked and saw him right now they would say that a god had come down to earth.the saith was breath taking his figure tall like a statue of some god with wight skin and black hair a sinful mauth and blood red eyes eyes that at some very rear occasions reflected some kind of emotion and it was time like this in the man eyes there was antisipation and of course careful planing that was sure to bring a lot of suffering to many people.

Lord Voldemort sat down greacefuly and took out a black pargement and also a green ink and wrote a very short letter to one of his men Lucius Malfoy.The letter or more like a note was sent with a black owl.The dark king leaned back and smirked... In the background a large snake could be seen slithering towards her master...

The Malfoy's Mansion

In the patriarch's study a tall beautiful man with long bland-silver hair was drinking wiskey when he recieved a small black note he read it and wasted no time to do as told.

And that is how everything began,because every story even the most unbelieveble ones have a bigining,a moment of time to when one alays goes back when thinking of past events and seeking to find what went wrong but don't let be get a head of mylef.I will not bother you to the end of this story with my presence but I do ask of you to remember this:''It is very easy to sway a man with interest for the forbidden of the right path it is easier to sway a lost man of the same path but what is the easiest is to sway a man strongly believing in the light to the dark; never forget this for it might be you''.

Ok so this was the first chapter.Please don't be surprised by the spelling 'couse i still have a beta so sorry.Oh and any kind if suggestions and questions would be welcomed.