Esme's POV
Carlisle and I had just shown up after our hunt and fought off the wolves. I was surprised when I found out Jacob had imprinted on Renesmee.
The wolves had left and Carlisle went with Edward to check on Bella. I had no idea if she was alive or not. I went inside with Alice, Jasper, And Emmett. I followed the sound of a heartbeat into our living room. Rosalie was sitting by the fireplace with something in her arms. As I got closer she looked up at me.
"Esme, meet your granddaughter, Renesmee" Rosalie said. She handed the bundle to me, and I held Renesmee in my arms. She was so beautiful. Mesmerizing. She looked just like Bella, and had so many of Edwards features. I was looking down at her and my vision clouded over. All my human memories flooded my mind. My beautiful baby boy who never even got a chance at life. The baby I held was now replaced with my own. How could I let my memories get the best of me. A voice brought me back to reality,
"Mom!" Rosalie said. I gasped and looked up. She was holding Renesmee again. Was I that sucked into my past that I hadn't realized she taken the baby from me? "Mom, are you ok?" Rosalie asked. I looked her in the eyes,
"I can't do this," I said. I turned and bolted. I couldn't be here right now. I just wasn't ready to look at another child. I ran deeper into the forest until I got to the border line. Trapped. I couldn't go any further. I sat down on the edge of the riverbank as tearless sobs shook my body. It just wasn't fair. Why was Bella so lucky to have her baby when I couldn't even have mine. I hated the thought of avoiding my granddaughter, but she reminded me to much of William. I don't know how long I sat there sobbing. Wishing all my pain would go away.