Kurt opened his eyes immediately, his uneven breathe was able to hear in the whole house. Bad dream, you would think, but the reason he woke up so violently is completely different. He lifted off, helping himself with his elbows and looked around the room for a candle. It was still burning with its brightest flames, so he guessed he wasn't asleep for longer than ten minutes. That's a record, though, by now he couldn't close his eyes for longer than six minutes. He couldn't remember it, but probably the last time he slept through the all night was when Blaine was still besides him. Kurt closes his eyes harder to keep the tears inside when he pictures this memory, memory which will never come back. This is the night he planned for months. This is the night which will decide of the rest of their lives together. This is the night which can ruin, but also repair everything.. The world is overun by hate between humanity and the nature; you won't survive if you not fight for your brothers and sisters. Kurt couldn't fight, that's why he had to hide for all these days, days filled with unhealthy missing Blaine. He hated his life, he truly did and still does. He couldn't feel safe anywhere, even in his own home, with his mother. The only star which brights up his dark life was.. Blaine. He was his star, looking and taking care of him every night, when the sun finally goes down. Maybe he forgot Kurt and the feeling that they used to share, but Kurt's sure that he actually can, and will, change it. Blaine Anderson, soldier of the strongest army on the island Saverland. Soldier who used to be his dearest friend and lover, person who replaced him his father Burt in some way (his papa died many years ago in the battle with forest's monsters). Blaine Anderson, whose dark sides turned out to be stronger than his bright ones.
He took a look at his mother Elizabeth, who knows, maybe for the last time. He won't miss her at all, watching her face returned all the painful memories about his hate to Blaine. He caught his grotty bag and cape, hiding his head with big hood. He finally touches a handle as the old door creaks, which makes Kurt's feet grow into floor, his breathe stops as he waits for his mother to wake up and kill him for nighty sneaking out. Kurt carefully looks at her bed and imagines the worst. „What am I even doing?", he thinks, „she will destroy me anyways". Three, two, one..
Silence.
Nothing.
Just a quiet Elizabeth's breath.
Kurt's safe.
This situation took his breathe away, but when he realises everything's on its place, he goes out and runs as fast as he can, although he has never been good at it. He passes by sleeping cows and horses which rest after hard work on the ground and then at the market. He's so thankful that animals can't speak right now, because if they did, he would be done. After long distance he eventually stops and looks at the sky. He doesn't really know right direction, but he is aware of what he is going to fight for tonight. He needs to find Blaine and make him the person he used to be, remind that true feeling can never been replaced by the fake, creepy one. Kurt needs to remind Blaine about the promise he made, the promise which kept him alive during horrible months of waiting, filled with unhealthy missing.
It's full moon, so powerful skies will show him the right way to his man. Correctly, the way to battle field, where he's supposed to do his job.
In the name of love.