Seeking Comfort by RomaMarufixx

Prologue

Don/Mikey

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Characters belong to Nickelodeon

So, me and Donnie kissed last night, and I'm not talking the brotherly kiss on the cheek or the forehead type of kiss that you would think would be the kiss I was talking about, but no, this was the full on tongues, lips, teeth, everything you could get into a passionate kiss like you see the couples doing in the movies

I didn't even see it coming, I don't even know who made the first move, one second we were talking and the next thing I know our tongues are down each others throats.

Honestly, before then I would have never thought about kissing one of my bros and now, well, I really wanna kiss Donnie again.

I may not have know how exactly it happened but I had a pretty good reason why. I may not be a genius like Don, but I can be my own kind of smart at times and I can deduce why we did what we did.

We've both been very emotional at the moment, our family is basically crumbling around us, mainly due to the fact that big brother Leo should have been home over a month ago, he'd already been away for so long and now it was even longer.

Anyway, the kiss, man, I've never even kissed anyone before, I've never even been sexually attracted to anyone, my whole sexual identity thing is blank although I totally go for guys, maybe I also go for girls, I don't care, at the moment all I want and care about is Donnie.

The kiss was so good even though I knew it shouldn't have been, this was my brother, I should be disgusted, this should be the last thing we should be doing, but by gods, I couldn't stop and Donnie didn't seem to want to either.

Donnie's an awesome kisser and he made me think that maybe he's done this before and maybe he's a natural, or maybe I'm the great kisser, either way it was an amazing kiss.

It lasted for a few minutes, but that wasn't long enough, I wanted to kiss him again, but I couldn't move, Donnie did, he drew me into a hug and nuzzled into me and told me that he loved me, he was in love with me and that was when it hit me, I was in love with my brother, my dorky genius brother, and I told him that.

It felt awkward and perfect the way that a teenage love does, I just wished it would go better than some of the ones you see on tv or in the movies.

We slept together that night and I mean that in a totally innocent way, neither of us wanted to move apart from each other but we needed to sleep. We held each other until we fell asleep and man, that was the best night's sleep I'd had in years and was more than likely the first time Donnie had actually slept in days.

It was a bit uncomfortable, I was seriously packing a woody but I had to calm myself, we had just kissed and confessed our love for each other, sex was just a massive step into...whatever we had and I didn't want to step over my boundaries and ruin what was happening between us.

Having Donnie in the way that I did now, maybe me feel like I was whole, like there was a hole in my life that I hadn't even realised and it had been filled with Donatello.

Me and Michelangelo kissed last night.

I, don't know how it happened, okay, well that was a lie, it all happened late one night when everyone else was asleep or I assumed them to be so, and I decided that I should try and call it a night, try and sleep even know I knew I would fail and be back in my lab in no time.

But first I had to go to the kitchen and put my cup away, it would save from the mugs and cups from piling up in the lab and everyone wondering where they had gone too and then being punished and having to wash all of them up.

Having a glance at a nearby clock, I knew at this time Raph would be out playing Nightwatcher, he didn't know that I knew who he was and what he was doing, it to me it was easy to see, although it seemed to be a mystery to everyone else.

Although it was a surprise to see that Mikey was up awake and sat on the couch watching the late night news, it was past one in the morning, the sea green mutant would normally be in bed by midnight and when I came closer it was easy to see that Mikey was half asleep, his eyes were also glassy and red, like they got whenever Mikey cried and that made me sad and worried about my baby brother.

"Mikey have you been crying?" My question didn't get a response only a sobbing turtle in my arms. It took me a long time for me to calm him down and get out of him why he was crying.

It was about Leo, of course it was, ever since a month ago when he hadn't returned, everything seemed to go even more downhill than it was already turning and Mikey was taking it hard.

The next few minutes were a blur and then our lips met, we were kissing. I should have stopped it, part of me was saying I was taking advantage of my little brother, but the rest of me sunk into the kiss, it was too good to stop and when we did I pull Mikey in close to me and I told him I loved him.

That shocked me and I'm sure it did him too.

I wasn't lying, deep down, I've always known there was something special between me and Mikey and when he told me he loved I let out a dry sob of relief.

We managed to part and go to my room to sleep for the night and that was all, going into that would be too much of a big step and I really didn't want it to come across as me taking advantage of Mikey in a vulnerable moment.

Me and Mikey we're in love and what we were doing, we thought was right, although we both worried that out family may not feel the same way, we're brothers but...I don't want to be just that with my Michelangelo.