short summary : what if, before the game starts, Riku had a deep passion
for Sora, a lust that made him do something really terrible?
WARNING : this is yaoi!! On hundred percent male/male yaoi-y goodness. If
you are offended by this, I don't recommend you read this. And if you flame
me because you don't like it, I will laugh and then laugh some more.
A/N: if any of you know of the authoress called neko_valentine, look at her fic in the Cardcaptor section. It's called 'A Guardians' Feelings'. I'm saying this cuz I'm her older (cooler, prettier, smarter, etc, etc,) sister and I have to be just a little bit more nice to her! *^_^* Peace out! For now...
disclaimer : I do not own Kingdom Hearts in the least bit. And if you haven't played it yet, YOU SHOULD!!!!
Darkness Within by rin_lockheart
Riku's light blue eyes watched the small, skinny brunette as he sat on the beach. Sora was dueling with Wakka, per-usual, trying to get better at fighting so he could finally beat Riku. Sora wore a red jumper, a black belt, and a white short sleeve jacket. He had yellow sneakers on his feet and white fingerless gloves on his hands. He was a bit short for his age, which was 13, and his mop of brown hair always seemed to get in his eyes. Despite all his efforts, he always managed to look almost like a girl.
Riku on the other hand always managed to look like a guy. He was tall for a 15 year old, about a full head taller than Sora. He had platinum colored hair and wore a yellow and black sleeve-less shirt and blue pants. He had white and blue sneakers and black gloves. As he watched the smaller boy fight, Riku couldn't help but think how beautiful and graceful Sora was. It angered him that Sora didn't think twice about him, in the romantic sense anyway. Riku always had romantic fantasies about him and Sora. How could he not? The kid was about as effeminate as a guy could be without being a gay or a girl.
After about fifteen minutes, Sora plomped down on the sand beside Riku. His breathing was harsh and sweat slid down his brow. He had dropped his wooden sword beside him.
"Have a good work out?" Riku asked him. Sora looked at him with his big ocean blue eyes and smiled.
"Yup!" he said cheerfully. "I always do!"
"That's good. Because your gonna need it to beat me one day!"
"Hey!!" Sora cried. "I could take you right here, right now!"
Riku smirked and tittered. Sora made the most angry face he could but it only made Riku laugh.
Sora then lunged and jumped on top of Riku, strattling him. "I don't see what's so funny."
Riku used his greater strength to push upward and get Sora underneath him. He pinned him down effectively by the shoulders. Both of Sora's legs were caught between Riku's so Sora couldn't move very well. It kind of made him nervous.
"I do," Riku purred. He looked at Sora with an emotion that Sora couldn't quite place, but made him even more nervous. Riku's face was getting awfully close to his own.
"A-and what's that..?"
Riku smiled. "The fact that you look so cute when your angry." His face started inching lower.
There was the barest of friction as lips touched before Sora used strength he didn't even know he had and pushed Riku off him. He then backed up as far as he could till he hit the wooden wall. Riku got up and walked towards him.
Sora frantically looked for a way to escape but before he could get anywhere, Riku was upon him. He grabbed Sora's wrists and pulled them behind his head. He made Sora stare him straight in the eye.
"Soooora," Riku cooed, as one of his hands slid down the length of Sora's torso, stopping at his waist. Sora closed his eyes and shivered. This wasn't the Riku he knew. The Riku he knew would never do something like this. This had to be a dream, a nightmare. Just not reality.
Riku noticed with some gratitude that it was getting dark. "Sora," he said. "Let's go somewhere a little more comfortable, eh?" He started to drag a struggling Sora by the wrists to the shack down the beach. 'No one will know if I do it there,' he thought to himself. 'No one will ever have to find out...'
Sora continued to struggle as he was dragged down the beach. He had no idea of what Riku wanted to do with him; he was way too innocent to know the lust Riku held for him. It didn't even occur to him to scream for help.
Riku pushed the door to the shack open and threw Sora in. He landed with a thump on the floorboards. He stood up and looked for an exit but Riku was standing in the middle of the only door. Slowly, Riku shut the door and locked it, putting the key into his pocket. He walked towards Sora and with each step he took, Sora took a step backwards until he bumped into the back wall.
For the second time that day, Riku was upon him. Only this time Riku grabbed him by the waist, pulled him extremely close and started to kiss him.
Sora whimpered, not used to the feeling of having someone else's tongue in his mouth. He put his hands on Riku's chest and tried to push him off but in the end Riku's superior strength won. Sora could feel one of Riku's hands leave his waist and move downward to rub up and down his thigh. Sora whimpered again because of this new violation, but it only seemed to fuel Riku's desire for him. He finally got his mouth off of Riku's and cried, "Riku! Please... stop..." Riku's lips claimed his again and Sora was silenced once more.
After what seemed like an eternity, Riku stopped kissing him. Sora thought the worst was over but he was wrong.
Riku smiled lecherously and began to take Sora's jacket off. Sora was alarmed and tried to get away but got shoved back into the wall. After his jacket came off so did his belt and his jumper.
"Stop!" Sora cried again. "Riku, please..." He was completely nude when Riku took up kissing him again. It was so forceful that Sora thought that his lips would be bruised for life.
Suddenly, Riku's lips moved down from his mouth and began to kiss their way down his face and neck. Sora's eyes shot open and his vision went in and out of focus from pure fear. He winced with pain when Riku bit down hard on his shoulder. That was going to leave a mark.
Slowly tears started to make there way down Sora's cheeks as he allowed himself to be touched and violated. He never knew that Riku could be so cruel as to torture him like this. He'd never been touched this way before in his life and he didn't like it at all.
All Sora wanted to do was curl up and die.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Riku was quite enjoying himself. He had undressed Sora completely and his hands groped anything they could as he kissed his way down Sora's cream colored throat. He could tell that he'd never been touched this way before in his life. The occasional whimper gave that away.
He completely ignored Sora's pleas for him to stop; once he started he couldn't stop himself. It was like a darkness inside him that wanted to hurt Sora was making him do it. It had started on the beach when Sora first sat on top of him. He lost control of his body and this evil feeling crept into him that made him want to punish Sora for something he did. The only problems were that Riku couldn't think of anything Sora did and that he didn't want to stop; he liked doing this. Feeling Sora's perfect skin underneath his hands, tasting his moist lips, breathing in his alluring fragrance. It was all intoxicating to him.
Sora had given up struggling some time ago. 'Probably enjoys it,' Riku thought. He opened his eyes a crack and saw that Sora was crying. Riku abruptly stopped and looked him straight in the face. Sora was basically sobbing; his eyes were closed and tears were making their way down his cheeks.
'What have I done..?'
Riku backed up, unlocked the door and ran out of the shack ashamed, leaving Sora leaning against the wall.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sora didn't know when or why Riku suddenly stopped but he didn't care. All that mattered was that he stopped.
Slowly his knees bent and his back started to slide down the wall until he hit the floor. There he wrapped his arms around his legs and cried all night, long and hard into his knees.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sora had been missing all night. His parents went looking for him at about six o'clock in the morning and found him in the old shack on the far left side of the beach. He was curled up in a ball against one of the walls, completely nude and sobbing. His cloths had been discarded rather messily all over the shack. They took him home and let him get some rest. They tried desperately to get him to tell them who did it to him but he was far to embarrassed to tell them anything so he just said that he didn't know.
He had stayed in his room for about a week for fear of seeing Riku again. He didn't eat or sleep, just kept sitting on his bed in a ball mumbling to himself. Eventually, he was allowed to have visitors. Kairi came to see him everyday. She just talked about stuff like the weather and how Wakka beat Tidus in a dueling match. He always loved it when she came over; it took his mind off things a little bit. Not that he talked though. He just listened.
One day, when Kairi was about to leave Sora decided to tell her.
"Kairi..." he said hoarsely.
"Sora!" she said surprised. "You're talking again! I'll go tell your parents!!" She took off towards the door.
"No!" Kairi snapped back around. "I... I have to tell you something..."
She sat down on the edge of the bed. "Okay."
"Well, you have to promise not to tell anyone, 'kay?" He held up his pinky finger.
Kairi locked hers onto it. "I promise."
Sora took a deep breath. "Riku... he... did this to me...."
Kairi gasped. "R-Riku?!"
"Not so loud..!"
"We have to tell your parents!!"
"No... You can't."
Kairi shook her head. "But they should know!"
"But you promised."
Kairi bit her lip. She did promise but... his parents should know! 'But you promised.' Sora's voice kept playing over and over in her mind as she considered telling this to his parents or not. He looked so pitiful at that moment that she could hardly bare it. Sora lost something that he'd never get back; he lost the spark from his eyes that he always seemed to have. It was so full of life. Now it was just... dead.
"Alright. I'll keep the promise." Sora smiled a bit. "But!" His smile faded. "If he does it again, or even tries it, you have to tell your parents, okay?"
Sora sighed. "Alright."
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sora eventually recovered. He even had the will power to see Riku by the time his birthday came around; about two weeks after the incident.
But Kairi remained very angry at Riku. 'He acts as if he's never done a thing to poor Sora! The arrogant bastard...' She acted cheerful for Sora though. He needed her to be cheerful, not full of hate.
And that's how she would act.
~Fin of part 1~
A/N : WELL?!?! What do you think!?!? Review and tell me!!!! If your wondering about all the '!!'s, it's cuz it's about 3:07am right now and I'm hyped up on chocolate!!!!^__^ Anyway, I'm taking a vote to see what male will be offering comfort to Sora in the next part : Leon or Cloud? 'Kay? So just review and tell me who you think would be better and I'll write on it!!!! PLEEEEAAASSSSEEEE do so!!!!!!!!!!
A/N: if any of you know of the authoress called neko_valentine, look at her fic in the Cardcaptor section. It's called 'A Guardians' Feelings'. I'm saying this cuz I'm her older (cooler, prettier, smarter, etc, etc,) sister and I have to be just a little bit more nice to her! *^_^* Peace out! For now...
disclaimer : I do not own Kingdom Hearts in the least bit. And if you haven't played it yet, YOU SHOULD!!!!
Darkness Within by rin_lockheart
Riku's light blue eyes watched the small, skinny brunette as he sat on the beach. Sora was dueling with Wakka, per-usual, trying to get better at fighting so he could finally beat Riku. Sora wore a red jumper, a black belt, and a white short sleeve jacket. He had yellow sneakers on his feet and white fingerless gloves on his hands. He was a bit short for his age, which was 13, and his mop of brown hair always seemed to get in his eyes. Despite all his efforts, he always managed to look almost like a girl.
Riku on the other hand always managed to look like a guy. He was tall for a 15 year old, about a full head taller than Sora. He had platinum colored hair and wore a yellow and black sleeve-less shirt and blue pants. He had white and blue sneakers and black gloves. As he watched the smaller boy fight, Riku couldn't help but think how beautiful and graceful Sora was. It angered him that Sora didn't think twice about him, in the romantic sense anyway. Riku always had romantic fantasies about him and Sora. How could he not? The kid was about as effeminate as a guy could be without being a gay or a girl.
After about fifteen minutes, Sora plomped down on the sand beside Riku. His breathing was harsh and sweat slid down his brow. He had dropped his wooden sword beside him.
"Have a good work out?" Riku asked him. Sora looked at him with his big ocean blue eyes and smiled.
"Yup!" he said cheerfully. "I always do!"
"That's good. Because your gonna need it to beat me one day!"
"Hey!!" Sora cried. "I could take you right here, right now!"
Riku smirked and tittered. Sora made the most angry face he could but it only made Riku laugh.
Sora then lunged and jumped on top of Riku, strattling him. "I don't see what's so funny."
Riku used his greater strength to push upward and get Sora underneath him. He pinned him down effectively by the shoulders. Both of Sora's legs were caught between Riku's so Sora couldn't move very well. It kind of made him nervous.
"I do," Riku purred. He looked at Sora with an emotion that Sora couldn't quite place, but made him even more nervous. Riku's face was getting awfully close to his own.
"A-and what's that..?"
Riku smiled. "The fact that you look so cute when your angry." His face started inching lower.
There was the barest of friction as lips touched before Sora used strength he didn't even know he had and pushed Riku off him. He then backed up as far as he could till he hit the wooden wall. Riku got up and walked towards him.
Sora frantically looked for a way to escape but before he could get anywhere, Riku was upon him. He grabbed Sora's wrists and pulled them behind his head. He made Sora stare him straight in the eye.
"Soooora," Riku cooed, as one of his hands slid down the length of Sora's torso, stopping at his waist. Sora closed his eyes and shivered. This wasn't the Riku he knew. The Riku he knew would never do something like this. This had to be a dream, a nightmare. Just not reality.
Riku noticed with some gratitude that it was getting dark. "Sora," he said. "Let's go somewhere a little more comfortable, eh?" He started to drag a struggling Sora by the wrists to the shack down the beach. 'No one will know if I do it there,' he thought to himself. 'No one will ever have to find out...'
Sora continued to struggle as he was dragged down the beach. He had no idea of what Riku wanted to do with him; he was way too innocent to know the lust Riku held for him. It didn't even occur to him to scream for help.
Riku pushed the door to the shack open and threw Sora in. He landed with a thump on the floorboards. He stood up and looked for an exit but Riku was standing in the middle of the only door. Slowly, Riku shut the door and locked it, putting the key into his pocket. He walked towards Sora and with each step he took, Sora took a step backwards until he bumped into the back wall.
For the second time that day, Riku was upon him. Only this time Riku grabbed him by the waist, pulled him extremely close and started to kiss him.
Sora whimpered, not used to the feeling of having someone else's tongue in his mouth. He put his hands on Riku's chest and tried to push him off but in the end Riku's superior strength won. Sora could feel one of Riku's hands leave his waist and move downward to rub up and down his thigh. Sora whimpered again because of this new violation, but it only seemed to fuel Riku's desire for him. He finally got his mouth off of Riku's and cried, "Riku! Please... stop..." Riku's lips claimed his again and Sora was silenced once more.
After what seemed like an eternity, Riku stopped kissing him. Sora thought the worst was over but he was wrong.
Riku smiled lecherously and began to take Sora's jacket off. Sora was alarmed and tried to get away but got shoved back into the wall. After his jacket came off so did his belt and his jumper.
"Stop!" Sora cried again. "Riku, please..." He was completely nude when Riku took up kissing him again. It was so forceful that Sora thought that his lips would be bruised for life.
Suddenly, Riku's lips moved down from his mouth and began to kiss their way down his face and neck. Sora's eyes shot open and his vision went in and out of focus from pure fear. He winced with pain when Riku bit down hard on his shoulder. That was going to leave a mark.
Slowly tears started to make there way down Sora's cheeks as he allowed himself to be touched and violated. He never knew that Riku could be so cruel as to torture him like this. He'd never been touched this way before in his life and he didn't like it at all.
All Sora wanted to do was curl up and die.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Riku was quite enjoying himself. He had undressed Sora completely and his hands groped anything they could as he kissed his way down Sora's cream colored throat. He could tell that he'd never been touched this way before in his life. The occasional whimper gave that away.
He completely ignored Sora's pleas for him to stop; once he started he couldn't stop himself. It was like a darkness inside him that wanted to hurt Sora was making him do it. It had started on the beach when Sora first sat on top of him. He lost control of his body and this evil feeling crept into him that made him want to punish Sora for something he did. The only problems were that Riku couldn't think of anything Sora did and that he didn't want to stop; he liked doing this. Feeling Sora's perfect skin underneath his hands, tasting his moist lips, breathing in his alluring fragrance. It was all intoxicating to him.
Sora had given up struggling some time ago. 'Probably enjoys it,' Riku thought. He opened his eyes a crack and saw that Sora was crying. Riku abruptly stopped and looked him straight in the face. Sora was basically sobbing; his eyes were closed and tears were making their way down his cheeks.
'What have I done..?'
Riku backed up, unlocked the door and ran out of the shack ashamed, leaving Sora leaning against the wall.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sora didn't know when or why Riku suddenly stopped but he didn't care. All that mattered was that he stopped.
Slowly his knees bent and his back started to slide down the wall until he hit the floor. There he wrapped his arms around his legs and cried all night, long and hard into his knees.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sora had been missing all night. His parents went looking for him at about six o'clock in the morning and found him in the old shack on the far left side of the beach. He was curled up in a ball against one of the walls, completely nude and sobbing. His cloths had been discarded rather messily all over the shack. They took him home and let him get some rest. They tried desperately to get him to tell them who did it to him but he was far to embarrassed to tell them anything so he just said that he didn't know.
He had stayed in his room for about a week for fear of seeing Riku again. He didn't eat or sleep, just kept sitting on his bed in a ball mumbling to himself. Eventually, he was allowed to have visitors. Kairi came to see him everyday. She just talked about stuff like the weather and how Wakka beat Tidus in a dueling match. He always loved it when she came over; it took his mind off things a little bit. Not that he talked though. He just listened.
One day, when Kairi was about to leave Sora decided to tell her.
"Kairi..." he said hoarsely.
"Sora!" she said surprised. "You're talking again! I'll go tell your parents!!" She took off towards the door.
"No!" Kairi snapped back around. "I... I have to tell you something..."
She sat down on the edge of the bed. "Okay."
"Well, you have to promise not to tell anyone, 'kay?" He held up his pinky finger.
Kairi locked hers onto it. "I promise."
Sora took a deep breath. "Riku... he... did this to me...."
Kairi gasped. "R-Riku?!"
"Not so loud..!"
"We have to tell your parents!!"
"No... You can't."
Kairi shook her head. "But they should know!"
"But you promised."
Kairi bit her lip. She did promise but... his parents should know! 'But you promised.' Sora's voice kept playing over and over in her mind as she considered telling this to his parents or not. He looked so pitiful at that moment that she could hardly bare it. Sora lost something that he'd never get back; he lost the spark from his eyes that he always seemed to have. It was so full of life. Now it was just... dead.
"Alright. I'll keep the promise." Sora smiled a bit. "But!" His smile faded. "If he does it again, or even tries it, you have to tell your parents, okay?"
Sora sighed. "Alright."
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sora eventually recovered. He even had the will power to see Riku by the time his birthday came around; about two weeks after the incident.
But Kairi remained very angry at Riku. 'He acts as if he's never done a thing to poor Sora! The arrogant bastard...' She acted cheerful for Sora though. He needed her to be cheerful, not full of hate.
And that's how she would act.
~Fin of part 1~
A/N : WELL?!?! What do you think!?!? Review and tell me!!!! If your wondering about all the '!!'s, it's cuz it's about 3:07am right now and I'm hyped up on chocolate!!!!^__^ Anyway, I'm taking a vote to see what male will be offering comfort to Sora in the next part : Leon or Cloud? 'Kay? So just review and tell me who you think would be better and I'll write on it!!!! PLEEEEAAASSSSEEEE do so!!!!!!!!!!