First and Last
I DO NOT OWN CRIMINAL MINDS OR ITS CHARACTERS…..ALTHOUGH I DO LIKE TO PRETEND TO! THIS IS THE NEXT IN THE SERIES AFTER "Let it be me"…I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY!
(August 23rd 2006 …"Congratulations Miss Reynolds you have a beautiful baby girl"…as I try to regain what composure I can from crying from the unbearable pain that just tore from my body to end in this little miracle the doctor just laid on my chest my eyes blur once more seeing this perfect little angel with all my features including a head full of raven black hair. I pull her up closer to me so I can inspect her from head to toe….she is absolutely perfect I think to myself! I would almost be kidding myself if I didn't wish her father was here to see this little miracle we created…but if I am going to make sure she is safe and protect her from the world I know she would be exposed to if he were involved I must enjoy these brief moments I have with her!)
Em….babe…..god how I love hearing those words first thing in the morning as he wakes me…..it always starts the same then he starts kissing me as he pulls me even closer to his warm inviting body! As I stir I just grin letting myself melt into his warmth not wanting it to end….these past few months have been the best few months of my life and I wouldn't give anything for them…..things seemed to just fall in place after that first morning either he wakes up here or I wake up at his place either way we wake up together unless he is on a case. He ask me what was I crying about in my sleep….he wanted to know if I was having another one of those nightmares again or what! As I come back to reality I say I didn't realize I was crying he said yes you kept mumbling something then you would whimper and you had tears running down your face….how could I tell him what I was dreaming about was no nightmare but one of the happiest times a woman could ever experience, but also was one of the saddest moments for me as well!
Derek had been away on a case for about 3 days and it had been 3 days of restlessness for me…the one thing I had learned since we had gotten together was that my sleep patterns where always at their best when he was holding me or at least in the bed with me. So to say the least this time around it seemed to be a little more agitating for myself considering my unconscious mind was have a field day of bringing up buried memories from my past…
(August 26th 2006…..As I sat in the rocking chair in the hospital nursery holding my sweet baby girl Bella I knew I only had a few more hours with her before she would be going to her new home so she would be safe & I would be on a plane back to the states to assume back my old life! This was the hardest decision I had ever made in my whole life….for the second time in my lifetime I had to deny being a mother to a child of mine…..once because of my own stupidity of never letting that child live….and the second to save this child's life from an evil more unbearable than death itself! I had hoped things could have been different, but I knew I could not give this beautiful blessing what she truly deserved!)
I awoke to my cell phone going off, as I looked at the screen it was the ever vibrant Garcia's face that showed…..as I said hello I had the utmost dread come into mind that Garcia was not simply calling me for the hell of it…Emily are you home she asked….I asked what has happened…..Emily nothing has happened I just need to come by I think we need to talk! GARCIA if something is wrong please just tell me I can handle it…no Emily everything is fine I just need to speak to you about something in private that involves you before Derek finds out!
OK DO NOT GET MAD AT THE SHORTNESS….BUT I PROMISE THIS WILL BE A LENGTHY STORY! AS REVEALED PARTLY IN MY LAST SAGA EMILY'S SECRET HAS BEEN REVEALED SOMEWHAT, BUT IS THEIR MORE TO IT OR HAVE THE REMAINDER OF HER LIES SHE HAS HAD TO TELL GOING TO REALLY BE HER UNDOING THIS TIME! PLEASE R&R I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY THIS TIDBIT!