The story is mine. The characters belong to Rumiko Takahashi.
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I wish it will end
By Mahiara Hiteru
I wish it will end.
I don´t know where I am now, but I know where I am going. I don´t know who is around me or who is not. I just feel the wind hitting me on my face and my hair moving as waves.
The sky is completely dark. The stars seem to be hid because nothing shines. The big white moon is hiding too, behind the grey clouds. Nothing seems to be okay now; nothing is okay since long time ago. Why can´t I erase you from here?
I start walking faster, I know why. Nobody is seeing because nobody realizes. I am scared you will find me and I don´t want to face you. I cannot.
If you´re gone, why can I see you? If you´re gone, why can I hear you? If you´re gone, why are you here? Why?
Faster, is like I´m running. I know you´re there but they don´t see you, only me and now I know why. I know why you chose me, I know. But it´s not my fault, it´s not mine. And I hate myself but I should not.
Rain.
My hair isn´t flying anymore, now it falls. Fall… As you did. You deserved it, you deserved it… So stop talking, stop shouting.
Now I run, because I can´t stand the fear. Leave me alone; go to where you have to be. Go to hell. I sent you there so you shouldn´t be here haunting me. My world´s twisted because of you. I am alone because of you. I am afraid because of you, because of your presence behind me.
I get into a destroyed building. It has no doors, no windows, no anything. I throw myself to the floor where I ever lay. My back is touching the cold rock of the wall. I am holding my knees with my hid face trying not to look in front of me. I know you´re there. I am hoping for the daily torture and so it comes, your voice.
I try to listen to the water drops which are getting into this building that once was a house. Once it was the place I loved but not anymore. All is your fault. And now you talk to me.
-Shut up!!- I shout. Shut up please. And so I cry as I did many times before.
I wish it will end.
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It has a continuation but I need reviews with whatever your opinion about the fanfic is. I´ll be glad to read it.
Hope you got interested on it. Till next time,
Mahiara Hiteru