Disclaimer:: I do not own Naruto, only this story.
I hope you like it, though!
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I look over at you, seeing your emotionless face.
You don't realize I can see concern in your eyes.
I've been seeing that a lot lately.
I look away.
I can't bear to see you looking at me like that.
It hurts to much, reminds me whats happening is wrong.
But I always knew it would happen.
Sooner or later, everything would stop for me.
I always knew I wouldn't be loved.
To love someone with all my heart.
I always knew I wouldn't be married, or have kids.
But I never knew it would happen this soon.
Looking down at my body, I scanned my eyes over my stomach.
The seal lay there, a purple-red colour spreading from the center.
I'm in the hospital now.
Although we all know nothing will help.
It's come to be my time, just no one will admit it.
It doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would.
Just this steady pain shooting throughout my small body.
I'm used to it now.
I should be, it's been a week since it started.
My vision is going.
My hearing is starting to fail me.
I can't taste anything I'm fed.
I can barely speak without choking.
Everything smells like ash.
I suppose the only sense that hasn't failed yet is touch.
I think it's meant to torment me.
Knowing that I can still feel everything.
But I can't savor it.
I can't hear the words you whisper to me.
I can't smell the scent you've been using on your clothes for years.
I can't see your pale face clearly because of the black lines across my vision.
I can't tell you how I've felt about you for years.
Somethings happening.
Everyone's running around the room.
The girl I used to like is crying.
You have this pained spark in your eyes.
Nurses in white uniforms are rushing in the room.
The Hokage in running up to me.
Everyone else is backing away.
I jumped.
What was that?
My body is spazing.
What's left of my chakra is seeping from my body in red.
I'm so confused.
Is this why I'm strapped to the bed?
I try to open my mouth to scream.
Nothing comes out, my mouth doesn't open.
It feels as if I'm being pushed deep in my mind.
Like I'm no longer in the front seat.
The one in control.
I watch, terrified as the young looking woman turns around.
Screaming at my friends to leave the room.
Why?
Why is she afraid?
She turns back to me.
Her lips are moving, but I can't hear anything coming out.
Tears start running down her face as she puts her hand over my face.
What is she doing?
I hear something.
It's in my mind.
The fox is screaming.
What's happening to her?
My body starts jerking even more.
The jerking stops.
My vision leaves me.
I can't even see the shadow of the woman's hand.
My throat goes dry.
And I'm suddenly aware of my slowing heart beat.
So that's whats happening.
She has to kill me.
She is killing me.
My eyes flutter shut, and I focus on the sound of my heart.
Bum.......Bum...Bum.......Bum.......Bum..........Bum..............Bum
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