Chapter 1

BPOV

"Bella, come on! The club is opening in two minutes and Tyler wants to tell us something." Ady yelled. Ady was like my mom. I loved her like a mom. Tyler was like my dad. My 'sisters' were Hannah and Shanuel. We were the perfect family. Oh, yeah, my lovely 'brothers' were Ryan and Michael. Those two made me laugh so much.

"Coming mom!" Ady wanted us to call her mom. If made her feel better.

"Get your brother and sisters!" she called back.

"Hannah, Shanuel, Mick, and Ryan get your asses downstairs!" I yelled.

"Bella Wilkinson! Watch your language!" Hannah yelled. When Hannah was a human, she was catholic so she didn't like to hear me cuss.

"Hannah Wilkinson, I did watch me language. I watched it come right out of my mouth!" I said and ran down the stairs as she followed in hot pursuit.

"Knock it off you two." Shanuel said. We rolled our eyes.

"Bella, Hannah and the rest of you, come down here now!" Tyler said. We all ran down the stairs and sat on the random chairs and sofas everywhere. "Now, we are going to the club soon and after that we are going to have some of my old friends stay with us. Does everyone understand?" Tyler asked. We all nodded.

"Bella, what are we singing tonight?" Ady asked. We owned the club called Starlight and we were also the band.

Ryan was the drummer, Michael played guitar. Tyler played guitar and piano. Ady, Hannah and Shanuel were backup singers and I was the lead singer.

"Um, I'll tell you when we get there. Just know that the fist some is call Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man After Midnight)." I said. Everyone nodded and we left for the club.

When we got there, we began right into the first song.

Half past twelve
And I'm watching the late show in my flat all alone
How I hate to spend the evening on my own
Autumn winds
Blowing outside my window as I look around the room
And it makes me so depressed to see the gloom
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Movie stars
Find the end of the rainbow, with a fortune to win
It's so different from the world I'm living in
Tired of T.V.
I open the window and I gaze into the night
But there's nothing there to see, no one in sight
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight...
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight...

There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Everyone cheered for us. I smiled and looked back at Tyler. Never Giving Up. I told him through thought. He nodded and told the rest of the band.

"Alright everyone! Welcome to my club Starlight. I am your host and Lead singer Bella Wilkinson! Now that song was Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! This next song is called Never Giving Up! I hope you enjoy!" I said and turned to look at Tyler. He nodded and the song began.

Tell me about your day
what you been thinking
Cause I been waiting outside your place
Waiting a long time no and

I been callin
Baby I just had to see your face
Please don't tell me I'm in your way
I want your love

more and more each day

Never giving up now
All of my heart is in it
You can't walk away
Never giving up now
Taking it to the limit
Do you feel the same
As I do

Walking you to your door

Feel my heart sinking
Give me a chance boy don't turn me down
I can be anything
all that you wanted

I'll be your king and you can wear my crown

you get stronger

Every time
don't you know
you've been on my mind?

(Repeat x 3)

"The next song will be Accidentally in Love!" I said. I turned to Ady and she had a horrified expression on. I followed her gaze and saw the Cullens staring at me with awed faces. "This is going to be fun!" I said so only my family could hear. I looked back at them and they all nodded.

So she said what the problem baby is

What's the problem I don't know?

Well maybe I'm in love (love)

Think about it every time

I think about it

Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this?

Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)

Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing

'bout love

Come on, come on

Turn a little faster

Come on, come on

The world will follow after

Come on, come on

Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running

Running down into the spring that's coming all this love

Melting under blue skies

Belting out sunlight

Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender

To the strawberry ice cream

Never ever end of all this love

Well I didn't mean to do it

But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning

Mean we're never alone,

Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on

Move a little closer

Come on, Come on

I want to hear you whisper

Come on, Come on

Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on

Jump a little higher

Come on, come on

If you feel a little lighter

Come on, come on

We were once

Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love

Accidentally in love x7

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,

I'm in Love, I'm in Love,

I'm in Love, I'm in Love,

Accidentally x2

Come on, come on

Spin a little tighter

Come on, come on

And the world's a little brighter

Come on, come on

Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

Alice's face was shocked. She didn't know I could sing like that. In fact none of the Cullens did. "The next song is called Walk This Way. If you know the words, SING ALONG!" Ady, Shanuel, Hannah and I all screamed at the same time.

backstroke lover always hidin' 'neath the covers

till I talked to your daddy, he say

he said "you ain't seen nothin' till you're down on a

muffin

then you're sure to be a-changin' your ways"

I met a cheerleader, was a real young bleeder

oh, the times I could reminisce

'cause the best things of lovin' with her sister and her

cousin

only started with a little kiss

like this!

seesaw swingin' with the boys in the school

and your feet flyin' up in the air

singin' "hey diddle diddle"

with your kitty in the middle of the swing

like you didn't care

so I took a big chance at the high school dance

with a missy who was ready to play

wasn't me she was foolin'

'cause she knew what she was doin'

and I knowed love was here to stay

when she told me to

walk this way 8x

just gimme a kiss

like this!

schoolgirl sweetie with a classy kinda sassy

little skirt's climbin' way up the knee

there was three young ladies in the school gym locker

when I noticed they was lookin' at me

I was a high school loser, never made it with a lady

till the boys told me somethin' I missed

then my next door neighbor with a daughter had a favor

so I gave her just a little kiss

like this!

repeat second verse, substitute this at the end

when she told me how to walk this way, she told me to

walk this way 8x

just gimme a kiss

Like this!

Edward's face was hysterical. I nearly laughed. "Okay, we have three more songs and that's it. Next song is called Love in an Elevator." I said.

Workin' like a dog fo de boss man

Workin' for de company

I'm bettin' on the dice I'm tossin'

I'm gonna have a fantasy

But where am I gonna look?

They tell me that love is blind

I really need a girl like an open book

to read between the lines

Love in an elevator

Livin' it up when I'm goin' down

Love in an elevator

Lovin' it up 'til I hit the ground

Jacki's in the elevator

second floor

She said 'can I see you later

And love you just a little more?'

I kinda hope we get stuck

nobody gets out alive

She said I'll show ya how to fax in the mailroom honey

and have you home by five

Love in an elevator

Livin' it up when I'm goin' down

Love in an elevator

Lovin' it up 'til I hit the ground

In the air, in the air, honey one more time not it ain't

fair

Love in an elevator

Lovin' it up when I'm goin' down

Love in an

elevator

goin' down

Love in an elevator

Lovin' it up when I'm goin' down

Love in an elevator

Lovin' it up when I hit the ground

Gonna be a penthouse pauper

Gonna be a millionaire

I'm gonna be a real fast talker

and have me a love affair

Gotta get my timin' right

It's a test that I gotta pass

I'll chase you all the way to the stairway honey

Kiss your sassafras

Love in an elevator

Lovin' it up when I'm goin' down

Love in an elevator

Livin' it up 'til I hit the ground

Do you care? Do you care?

Honey one more time now it ain't fair.

Love in an elevator

Livin' it up when I'm goin' down

All through that song, I was dancing with my very short black leather skirt and my strapless top with all my black makeup. "The next song is The Only One." I said.

When they all come crashing down- midflight
you know you're not the only one
when they're so alone they find a back door out of life
you know you're not the only one

We're all grieving
lost and bleeding

All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me

So afraid to open your eyes- hypnotized
you know you're not the only one
never understood this life
and you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one

We're all grieving
lost and bleeding

All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me

Don't look down
don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you
don't look down, you'll fall down,
you'll become their sacrifice
right or wrong
can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
if I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real

All our lives
we've been waiting
for someone to call our leader
all your lies
I'm not believing
heaven shine a light down on me

I laughed at Emmett's face. He thought I was hot, but so did every other male in the club. I looked back at Tyler and he nodded. "Okay, the last song is called Beauty of the Beast. Enjoy!" I said to the crowd. They all cheered.

Trees have dropped their leaves,

Clouds their waters

All this burden is killing me

Distance is covering your way,

Tears your memory

All this beauty is killing me

Oh, do you care,

I still feel for you

So aware,

What should be lost is there

I fear I will never find anyone

I know my greatest pain is yet to come

Will we find each other in the dark

My long lost love

Safely away from the world

In a dream, timeless domain

A child, dreamy eyed,

Mother's mirror, father's pride

I wish I could come back to you

Once again feel the rain

Falling inside me

Cleaning all that I've become

My home is far but the rest it lies so close

With my long lost love under the black rose

You told I had the eyes of a wolf

Search them and find the beauty of the beast

All of my songs can only be composed of the greatest of pains

Every single verse can only be born of the greatest of wishes

I wish I had one more night to live

A saint blessed me, drank me deeply

Spitting out the misery in me

Still a sinner rapes 1000 saints

Sharing the the same hell with me

Sanest choice in the insane world...

Beware the beast but enjoy the feast he offers

"Oh, sweet Christabel. Share with me your poem.

For I know now, I'm a puppet on this silent stage show.

I'm but a poet who failed his best play.

A Dead Boy, who failed to write an ending

To each of his poems."

"Since you all have been a wonderful audience, we will sing on last song." I said. "This song is called Lose Control."

You don't remember my name
I don't really care
can we play the game your way?
can I really lose control?

just once in my life
I think it'd be nice
just to lose control- just once
with all the pretty flowers in the dust

Mary had a lamb
his eyes black as coals
if we play very quiet, my lamb
Mary never has to know

just once in my life
I think it'd be nice
just to lose control- just once

if I cut you down to a thing I can use
I fear there will be nothing good left of you

"Thank you! Good-bye and good night." I said as me and my family walked off the stage. "So, when do you think the Cullens will get over the shock of seeing my alive so to speak?" I asked.

"Bella?" I heard the voice that I wanted in pain. I turned around and saw all of the Cullens standing there. I smiled and rolled my eyes. "Bella, what happened to you? You used to think that gothic people were freaks." Edward said.

I whipped my head around and glared at him. "Bella, calm down!" Tyler yelled.

"Don't yell at her!" Edward snapped.

I smacked him as hard as I could and considering that I was mad, it was pretty hard. "Don't you EVER yell at my dad again is that clear?" I screamed. My hands blew into black flames.

"Bella? What happened to you?" Alice asked. I glared at her and walked out with my family.

"Bella, we have a problem." Ryan said.

"What is it?" I asked in my innocent voice.

"How do you do that?" Michael asked.

"Do what?" I asked confused.

"Go from pissed off to all sweet innocent?" Tyler said.

Ady, Hannah, Shanuel, and I all laughed. "In case you didn't realize, that was the Cullens. They left me and I was pissed. Now what is the problem?" I asked.

"Um…well…the Cullens are the ones that are staying with us." Tyler said.

"WHAT!" all the girls in the car screamed. "THIS IS NOT RIGHT! BELLA CAN'T STAND THEM AND YOU JUST INVITE THEM INTO OUR HOME TO RUIN HER?" Ady yelled.

"I'm sorry." Tyler said.

Well, tell me what you think.