I can feel the heat from their breaths as if they are right beside me
A year away and I already feel it. It really doesn't matter, Sammy's alive, and if that means I'm going to hell then so be it. I wonder if dad thought this way. You know when he was telling me that one day I would have to kill Sammy if I couldn't save him. Well I saved him, don't think this was what he had in mind but I did it.
I wonder if there will be pain or if it'll happen so quickly that I don't notice till I burn
Huh? Oh well its so worth it.