okay this is my first story about Shuichi and Yuki, I hope you guys like it and I might write more chapters so please tell me if I should go all the way!! Thank you I hope you enjoy.

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Shuichi had had a bad night, nothing of the unexpected of course, just the usual Yuki kicking him out because he was being annoying. Shuichi didn't really know what he had dune this time though, all he was doing was sitting on the couch watching the news (because nothing else was on and his bastard of a lover had hidden his nettle grasper DVD's and CD's) and was sprawled out on the couch like any other day.

Flashback

"Shuichi!!" Eri Yuki called from the doorway connecting the living room to the kitchen. Shuichi didn't know why he was yelling sense he was only a few god damn feet away. Besides, it hurt his feelings when he yelled, because that usually meant he had dune something wrong.

The pink haired boy looked up to stare into the raging eyes that were now above him.

"Yuki!!!!! Did I do something wrong I'm really sorry I-"

He sat there now completely silent-those eyes, they seemed very cold and distant, not like usual.

"I want you out of my apartment, now"

Yuki said, turning away from the boy to walk back to his study. Shuichi then herd him say something about 5 minutes and then a slam of a door. The sound echoed throughout the small home space.

The pink haired boy was stunned, that's all he could do was walk away? He didn't understand it at all, what had he dune to deserve that, to feel it didn't matter if he stayed or went away forever?

Shuichi was about to yell and call him a cold hearted bastard like usual…. . But those eyes, he didn't understand them. He felt his heart slowly breaking as he thought of anything or anyone making his lover this upset. He thought to himself…. Is there anything that gets to Yuki like that?

End of flashback

Shuichi had no choice but to go stay at his best friend Hiro's apartment, he actually thought about sitting in front of Yuki's place until he thought it was safe to come back inside. But, it was raining and he didn't want to get sick, so he took a cab to Hiro's place.

When Shuichi finally got a cab, he quickly sat there so he wasn't as soaking wet when he got in.

"Where to?" The cab driver asked.

"The same place I always go, Dan."

Shuichi always had the same cab driver when these incidents happened, which was good because now and then Shuichi would forget his best friends address, and wind up in a place he was unfamiliar with.

"Sure thing little guy." Dan said. He knew calling Shuichi that made him upset, then again, on good days, the singer would just laugh along. In this cause, the old man was hoping to brighten the boys spirits.

Shuichi just sat in silence.

"What is with you boy, you look like you were just chassed by a maniac and lived to tell the tale?"

Shuichi didn't feel like answering, he was trying to figure something out in his head. When Shuichi started thinking about something serious, there was no stopping him for anything.

The cab driver gave up, not sure what to try anymore.

Shuichi silently played back the moment back at Yuki's in his head, he was confused about something but it wasn't becoming clear what he was confused about. All the pink haired boy knew was that something else he saw in Yuki made him want to hug him and find out who had made him that way.

"THAT'S IT!!"

Shuichi screamed at the top of his lungs. The cab driver in front of him tried not to loose control of the car, which he did a great job of that for being scared out of his wits.

The car and came back into control, but the singer in the back seat was shaking so bad he saw stars.

Shuichi had found it, he had found what other thing scared him about Yuki.

Yuki's eyes were red and puffy when he last saw him, his nose slightly red. How could he not have thought of this before! He felt so stupid for not being able to notice it.

For some reason, Yuki had been crying, and he never dose that.