Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans sadly

6 months after Tokyo

Feelings suck. Honestly, I wish I could just live my life without having to deal with them. I mean, that is why I put them in Nevermore. Trying to put them away to keep it all under control, but we all know that hiding how you feel doesn't make it any better.

Pushing it all down, trying to let it not bother you eventually you're just going to break and that's exactly what I was afraid of.

I was jolted out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door.

"Raven! You have to come in the main room it's an emergency!" I heard Cyborg yell from behind the metal door.

I threw on my cloak and ran out as fast as I could, only to find everyone acting as if nothing was wrong. Before I could even get anything out my mouth Cyborg basically yelled

"Quick Raven! I need to you to make BB some of that tea you drink all the time!"

"Um, why has Beast Boy taken a sudden interest in Herbal tea? Last time I checked he hated just the smell of it." I said in my usual voice

"He does. This little grass stain just lost a bet though so now he has to drink it!" Cyborg said while laughing.

"Oh this will be fun." I told Cyborg. But I couldn't help but notice Robin and Starfire sitting awfully close on the couch. I wanted to look, I really did, but I knew that I shouldn't because it would hurt too much.

I guess it started after the whole trigon thing. Every time I saw him I felt something I've never felt before. I was so stupid to think he might have felt the same way.

Suddenly the room started flashing red and a loud alarm was heard.

"Titans trouble!" Robin said making eye contact with me.