A.N. Looking for a story I read a while ago about harry being captured and thoroughly tortured. he mantra to stay sane is something like: my name is harry potter. My favorite color is green. I'm going to kill Voldemort. Narcissa brings him food while he is locked I believe in a replica of his cupboard and is given help to escape from I believe Draco and Severus. almost insane he is sent to the Dursley's where the abuse starts again and he loses his mind.
If you recognize the story please let me know. thanks. :)
Harry sat bleeding on the floor of the bathroom he had locked himself in. It was all his fault. Cederic, Serius, his parents, Moody, they had all died because of him. It wasn't right, or fair, for this to happen. He felt the tears collect in his eyes as he remembered what the only other person he truly considered family had said. Remus was right. If he hadn't been born, everyone he loved would still be alive. Maybe now he could still save the ones that were left. He set the note he had written on the counter, not paying attention to the blood smeared on it and the counter, before making his way to the tub. He felt a little bad about leaving the trail of blood on the floor to burden someone else with cleaning it, but was already in the tub and quite frankly the world was too blurry and he too weak now to clean it.
The light in his eyes slowly faded and he was still. No more breaths, or twitching, or beating heart. Harry Potter died at 3:40 in the morning with a smile on his face and two deep cuts on the inside of his arms from wrist to elbow. He was found three and a half hours later by Remus Lupin who had come to apologize after sleeping off the alcohol. After all, he only got drunk once a year on the anniversary of James and lily's death. As he sat on the floor where he collapsed upon finding his beloved prongslet the only thing running through his mind was how no one ever saw how broken the little boy in the tub was.