as you know vampire diaries does not belong to me,this is just for fun :)

I kissed Damon ,I never knew I'd be the one to kiss Damon. For me to take control whether or not the kiss was to happen or not, and the worst part is I liked it a lot.
Ive been avoiding Stefan and damon for 3 days now,I cant face them both until I know how I really feel about them both.I love Stefan ill always love Stefan ,but damon gives me this strange feeling Ive fallen in love with him too,which makes my decision that much harder.

"Elena,we need to talk" a familiar handsome voice spoke to me .
I turned abruptly
"Damon ,the front door would have been nice" ,nice elena real smooth.
"Well you know me I don't do the expected. im here to talk to you about us" he walked slowly towards me.I didn't move an inch.
"Damon I know what your going to say,I love you but I love Stefan too your making this harder for me" I tried to sound strong except it came out in a whisper.I couldn't face him I walked away towards my door.

"Elena, " he said with his sweet voice,god how I loved the way he said my name.
I couldn't help myself I turned around and walked back and kissed him the way I kissed him at the motel.I couldn't help myself I just had this urge to I was craving it.

"Elena ,why cant you see what im seeing ,you want me just as much as I want you."he spoke to me between kisses.
"I do damon,but I need to know that whenever something goes wrong your not going to leave or become a crazy vampire who feeds on everyone he sets his eyes on,I need to know your going to be there for me damon" a tear escaped my eye .

"Always elena ,ill always be there for you " Damon kisses my forehead
"I love you damon"
"I love you too elena"
"I just don't know how to tell Stefan "

"You don't have to "I turn around with a shocked expression.
"stefan I"
"Elena don't,I understand.I just wish it was me you choose. I did this its all my fault,but dont worry about me, im not going to be around anymore ill be leaving tonight,with Katherine and try figure out a way to kill Klaus."
Now I was crying.
"Stefan please don't leave because of me"

"Elena you were the only reason why I here now theres nothing left for me here. take care of her damon.."
And then he was was gone and I may not ever see what have you done.\

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