I look up I SEE Them, the numbers those god damned numbers.
Those numbers that make me want to scream.
Why why why why do I have too see them everones number counting down to
Zero- zip- nothing- nadda- and when they reach zero…
They are six feet under, pushing daisies, swimming with the fish whatever you want to say .
I saw A's numbers count down. I watched as his like drained away with them, and with his life went a part of my heart.
Well now my heart is GONE.
Gone gone gone.
GONE FOREVER
He is going to die now…. my beloved L…
I can see his numbers counting down now.
Down down down DOWN
I have to stop it, to warn him but I can't can't CAN'T . It's NOT fair.
Not fair at all. He doesn't see. He won't listen. I cant make it listen.
Why won't he LISTEN?
Well I guess I'll show him I show everyone… I'll go out with blast just like A told me too.
I'll go out with a blast.
….. Just like A said I'll go out with a blast…..
…..Just like A said…..